Hi Everyone and thanks,
Hugs are always ok Mark :)

How is everyone? Sorry for sort of throwing myself in here last night but thank you for being there xx

Hi Claire *Hugs* I Am feeling okay , apprehensive though , later on at 3pm I have my firsy volunteer shift at the cyber cafe :S since it was was a few months ago and I only had a few shifts before , like 4,5,6 shifts so I'm going to be a bit lost . I hope it's not too busy on my first day . just so I can relax in the atmosphere and feel comfortable there.
How are you Claire ? You spell your name like my Sister :)

*Hugs everyone*
*Curls up in the denial tent*

*Squishes Nicole* You okay hun?

*Cuddles Mark*
I dunno..I suppose so, just getting a bit fed up of all this. I'm not sure if what I'm feeling is 'normal' or not...
How are you?

*hugs everyone*

*Hugs Nicole* Anxiety today :S

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you hun?

*Hugs Mark* That sucks :( I know the feeling...
*Hugs Lindsay* How are you?

I just want to die. I can't go on with this life for much longer.

*Squishes Lindsay Tons*

*Cuddles Lindsay* Sorry, I really don't have much advice, but i'm thinking of you, please try and stay safe hun.

cuddles all. curls up in corner

~Hugs Mark back~Hope your first day in the cafe rocks!
~Hugs for all my other wardies too~
Claire hun, you throw yourself in here any time!

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Solo*

Cyber cafe , well I went in on time , a guy named Josh tried to talk computer with me all mother boards ,proccesors , RAM ..... I didn't have a clue but to his credit he took the side of a computer off to show me . But that was the only halfway okay thing . AJ the manager who has been sacked showed up for his stuff , threatend to bill them for some lost stuff . But they really didn't need me I sat there trying not to get too emmbarrased by the conversation , Social anxiety , and did nothing but stare into space before telling Tom the highest guy there that I was off as I wasn't needed . *Sigh* I'm trying to socialise and make friends and all that **** but I think I'm better off with Hannah L and my online friends . I ran into Hannah L on the wat to my other appointment which was nice to talk for5 minutes before we coffee tomorrow :)

Thanks for the hug Mark! I'm sorry it didn't rock, but it coulda been worse. Hey where are these pictures I've been hearin about?

What Pictures Solo? Sorry you've lost me , (Not hard to do)

hmm doesn't matter. its all good

My GP referred me to the psych team today. I'm scared of going to it. I'm scared of what they'll want to do.

~Mark~ you, Lia n Nicole were talkin a couple days ago about it bein weird talkin on here now that you know what each other looks like.

Solo (re yesterday's post) yours is a big accomplishment and comparing to others only gets us in trouble i've found... :) at any rate I'm proud of you anyhow.

Thanks Mark! I got yesterday all sorted and even whined till dh agreed we should have chili for dinner ( i was really craving chili last night for dinner...)

*holds Sarah's hand and offers a teddy bear*

Good Morning everyone! *hugs all around*