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Lost_Girl 28-05-2009 09:31 AM

*BANGS HEAD ON WALL*

I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I FEEL LIKE MY HEAD IS GOING TO EXPLODE!

why cant she just be there? WHY DOES SHE HAVE TO PUSH ME AWAY.

wildly insane 28-05-2009 09:39 AM

Hello Lost Girl *offers a hug* who's pushing you away? loneliness is one of the most horrible emotions to deal with, but you are not alone.

Lost_Girl 28-05-2009 09:44 AM

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Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1647672)
Hello Lost Girl *offers a hug* who's pushing you away? loneliness is one of the most horrible emotions to deal with, but you are not alone.

my girlfriend =(

wildly insane 28-05-2009 09:49 AM

*hugs* relationships are tough, have you tried talking to her about it? Is she struggling with things too?

Lost_Girl 28-05-2009 09:50 AM

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Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1647684)
*hugs* relationships are tough, have you tried talking to her about it? Is she struggling with things too?

I have tried talking to her and she just tells me whatever and that she doesnt want to talk about it right now :-(

zowie 28-05-2009 09:52 AM

I'm meant to be at a training course in ten minutes. It's at a place which takes me an hour to get to. Whoops. Don't really want to go to it (even though my horoscope literally said 'travel for a training course)!!!
I think I'll call and say it's not for me.
My dad will be annoyed because it's not like I have anything else to do. But this course looks useless. It just says it helps you with CVs and interview skills. Which I'm fine at.

Lost_Girl 28-05-2009 09:57 AM

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Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1647690)
I'm meant to be at a training course in ten minutes. It's at a place which takes me an hour to get to. Whoops. Don't really want to go to it (even though my horoscope literally said 'travel for a training course)!!!
I think I'll call and say it's not for me.
My dad will be annoyed because it's not like I have anything else to do. But this course looks useless. It just says it helps you with CVs and interview skills. Which I'm fine at.

I hate when people say that, "you have nothing better to do", when people tell me that its like you have no idea what I have or want to do- you just know what you would rather me be doing.

lol Im a loser i cant figure out what CVs means =)

wildly insane 28-05-2009 10:06 AM

I hate it when people go "so what DO you want to do?" I don't know because I haven't done it yet doh! CV and interview skills, very useful, but there's only so much they can tell you. *hugs Arwen* your dad sounds a bit like my mum lol.

Lost Girl, CVs are Curriculum Vitaes aka resumes

zowie 28-05-2009 10:09 AM

I called them and said it wasn't for me.
I guess I'll have to fib to my dad and tell him they told me I was off the register because I forgot to come today. He'll still be disappointed, because I always forget appointments, but at least this way he can't say I'm being lazy.
Which I guess I am.

wildly insane 28-05-2009 10:19 AM

sometimes it's the hardest thing in the world just to get motivated to do something, I don't think it's being lazy *hugs*

realflifefaerie 28-05-2009 10:19 AM

*hugs wildly insane* thanks for the hugs and support. Good luck with your busy day!

*hugs Lost Girl* welcome, I'm often around if you ever want to talk.

*hugs zowie* you aren't lazy, sometimes things aren't worth the hassle, and you have to be the judge of that. Maybe spend today looking for another course you may find useful?

I'm not doing well at the moment, am trying to pluck up the courage to post though haven't yet managed it.

MammaMia 28-05-2009 11:40 AM

Kahlia, OUCH, sorry to hear that but I hope you have a speedy recovery ;)

Hannah, errr things are sorta calm at the moment, not flying off the handle so far. But mum & one of my sisters is now in Turkey, lucky sods. But wee Charlie (one of my sister's dogs) is really really really poorly. My sister even is giving me her laptop lead (we have the same laptop) so I can babysit him when my dad's gone again. Am so worried though :(

ARRRRGH how the hell am I going to write 2x1500 words assignments in less than 54 hours or something :/ Have started one, written 12 words so far LOL.

*shuts up*

zowie 28-05-2009 06:51 PM

I'm having a drink with my sister tonight :)

alliwant 28-05-2009 11:17 PM

i cant do this its too hard. im at a friends at uni but all i can think of is hurting myself how pathetic am i. seeing the cpn 2moz and psychiatrist monday but its soooo hard. :(

wildly insane 29-05-2009 12:28 AM

*hugs alliwant* I'm sure you're not pathetic, I hope your visit with the cpn goes well.

*hugs Arwen* hope you have a good evening

*hugs Helen* sorry to hear about the dog, good luck writing those assignments, I'm sure you can do it, it's more a matter of just attacking it, thinking about it is a whole lot worse

*hugs secrets* try to eat hun

me, I've had a little bit of alcohol and am worried about going out tomorrow and am feeling down about job applications, I feel like I'm just getting something so wrong.

Lost_Girl 29-05-2009 01:29 AM

feeling like im not worth a thing- I let people in only to regret it

MammaMia 29-05-2009 01:39 AM

Still no assignments. Only written 12 words. I am nothing but a failure. Charlie is sitll poorly, he hasn't thrown up yet but debating whether to put him into his bed (he's having nightmares so can't move him yet anyway) and go to my bed. Or stay downstairs to keep an eye on him....

Damnation. 29-05-2009 03:32 AM

Feeling quite **** here. Housemate had to go to hospital today. Had some tests done. ...She's...got cancer. It's early, thank ****, but still :/. It's what killed both her parents. I dunno how I feel, really. She's confident that it'll all be fine, isn't scared/worried/whatever at all. I just feel more...upset, I suppose? She's gotta go to hospital again tomorrow morning, so I'm going with

wildly insane 29-05-2009 08:00 AM

*hugs Todlich* sorry to hear that hun, I hope your housemate isn't in denial or secretly supressing her fear, hope the trip to the hospital goes okay.

*hugs Helen* whatever you do don't panic it makes everything a whole lot worse, hope th dog feels better this morning

*hugs Lost Girl* you are worth a lot, unfortunately people end up hurting us and we don't understand why, don't stop letting people in, I know it's hard but it's the only way we get anything back.

*hugs everyone feeling low and lonely, hiding in corners or curled up in balls, anyone wanting to cry or to scream or anyone silent or scared*

I didn't get much sleep last night so am a bit tired, but am determined to be positive today. I will care about the people that turn up tonight, not the people who don't. Last day temping moving back in with my parents tomorrow due to lack of funds. So to treat myself I've just reserved to gorgeous baby girl rats I'm picking up tomorrow, am so excited.

realflifefaerie 29-05-2009 11:26 AM

*hugs Mammamia* How are the essays coming along this morning? Aim to do them in small chunks and see how you go. Poor charlie, give him cuddles it'll make you both feel better.

*hugs zowie* I hope you had a lovely time with your sister, sounds like fun.

*hugs alliwant* would your friend understand how your feeling? try to be as honest as possible with your cpn and psych.

*hugs wildly insane* i can sympathise with the job applications at the moment, I've been turned down by so many but unfortunatly it's the economy right now you aren't doing anything wrong. Rats sound like fun and a lovely treat!

*hugs lost girl* you're worth more than you think.

*hugs Damnation* your feelings are naturally, going to the hopital with her is really kind.

Things are spiralling downwards, I thought I'd realised but I can't accept it. Ah well revision beckons


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