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shadowedsoul 03-02-2009 11:52 PM

walks back in and curls up into a ball in the corner and crys, i cant do this, really cant do this, want to give up, really want to cut, **** ****, screammmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
mmmmmmmmmmmmmms!!!!!!!

Damnation. 04-02-2009 12:57 AM

*Sneaks back in and collapses* x_x

wildly insane 04-02-2009 01:26 AM

*Hugs Kahlia back* thanks hun, hope the rain has stopped, how are you feeling?

*hugs Dayna glad the doctor's went okay, hopefully they'll be able to help

*Hugs Helen, Katie, Secrets, Pixiedust, Snuffles, Jet and MaryAnne*

*Hugs Nikki* hope you feel better soon *offers cuppa and a big fluffy duvet*

*Hugs Shadowedsoul* offers an ear if you wanna talk about it? or simply a shoulder to cry on and a clean tissue

*Hugs Zowie* sorry to hear the day hospital didn't go well, It really sucks that they don't believe you, we believe you and offer all the support we can

*Hugs Kat* sorry to hear the Psych is ****, keep fighting and hopefully the next one will understand you, I really hope the anger calms down *hugs*

*Hugs Jade* I just wanted to say I think you've been an amazing support to many people over the last few days and I hope that you, yourself are okay.

Me, am ready for bed, clocking off, curling up and wishing I yet again didn't have to get up in the morning.

Damnation. 04-02-2009 01:34 AM

Nighty night if you're going, Wildly, and thanks

MammaMia 04-02-2009 02:01 AM

Funeral today.
Wish it was mine.
Not sure how much longer I can hold these destructive thoughts and urges in.
Not sure how much longer I can pretend I'm ok.
Because I'm really not ok.

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:02 AM

x_x *Hugs Helen muchly*

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:04 AM

*Hugs everyone*

I just wanted to send a positive update; I had an appointment today with my new pysch [it was supposed to be next monday, but I got in early due to a cancellation] and although I was really nervous, it went really well. He understood; and I didn't even have to explain it all.. gives me hope!!

*sends hopeful thoughts around*

*hugs Puppy SinClair*

MammaMia 04-02-2009 02:09 AM

*clings to Dayna*

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:11 AM

*Hugs Helen and doesn't let go*

Ravyn: Really glad to hear your meeting went well ^___^

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:13 AM

*hugs Helen tightly*

*hugs Dayna back* Me too; and glad to hear yours went ok too. Hopefully the empty void will disappear soon. I get that from time-to-time; but it does go away.

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:23 AM

I'm not in the void right now. Last time it happened was Sunday, I think. It's damned creepy how it changes my entire personality :/ but I've yet to hear a decent theory on why. I figured that it's a defence mechanism, trying to protect me from all the stress and ****, but...why completely obliterate my personality?

Although it might be a blessed relief to have right now. I'm damned triggered, and really just want to OD x_x. Can'tcopewithallthis

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:26 AM

i have not theories on that; unfortunately. *hugs* are you by yourself; will talking here help with the triggeredness?

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:28 AM

My housemate is downstairs, passed out on the sofa. My...friend is online, but he's not talking. I think he's doing other things, as his status keeps changing between online and away. I'm talking in a hangout thread (speak of the devil, and he will IM) and PMing another friend. And talking in here

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:34 AM

keep talking here as much as you need; I unfortunately won't be on much longer, but I know there are lots who check in... is there anything I can help with?

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:36 AM

Aside from talking as much as possible, I can't really ask for owt else. I'ma start hunting for other things to do to try and distract myself in a min, methinks

ravynsoul 04-02-2009 02:43 AM

i like playing games in the arcade... i sometimes don't realize how much time has passed..

Damnation. 04-02-2009 02:45 AM

Oh **** yeah, I keep forgetting about that o.o. I normally go in to play Snake or something. Other than that, when I wanna play a game, I play the Impossible Quiz (evil D<), Flash Flash Revolution, or something on Kongregate

Snuffles 04-02-2009 03:10 AM

*cuddles Dayna* Hope your ok x

Damnation. 04-02-2009 03:11 AM

*Cuddles Katie back* I've been a lot better

Snuffles 04-02-2009 03:16 AM

Yeah I know that feeling hey =( Just trying to catch up on these posts *snuggles*


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