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Because I'm being pathetic. I'm suidical. I'm making plans. >.<
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*knocks some sense into you*
Get some help woman!! And in that I mean get some help to keep you alive!! |
I may be starting some counselling on Tuesday. Depends if she can be bothered to see me or not...
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if she cant see you find someone else! you're not allowed to die!!
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I can't see anyone else. As I don't have the money to pay. Why am I not allowed to die?
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because there are too many people who would miss you and care about you and dont want you to die!
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Some would soon forget me. Trust me. Everyone would have to keep going without me. I wouldn't ever be coming back...
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Helen. I have lost a friend to suicide. Believe me, no one will forget. It's been just over 3 years since Alyssa died buy not a single person who knew her has forgotten. No one would forget you either. Just please don't die...
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I wish I knew how to respond to that.
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Just don't die because people won't forget. And it will change their lives and not for the better.
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For some people it will be for the best if I went. Get me out of their lives and then they can stop hurting me.
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Helen it would never be for the best. dont tihn about the people that hurt you, think about the people that care about you
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But I keep getting hurt. I seem to attract hurt. I know I should think about the people who care about me, I am. But I keep thinking about the people who've hurt me for no reason.
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honey those people aren't worth your thoughts. i believe in you, you can get through this. just dont give up
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I know they're not worth my thoughts. Thanks for believing in me, even though I don't deserve that. I don't think I can get through this. I want to give up so much.
I was going to say something else, but my brain's forgotten for a moment. Hopefully it'll come back to me. |
you do deserve it and yo ucan get through this. i know you can and somewhere in there you know you can too
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I don't think I can say anything else.
I just wish I knew why I have to be like this. I wish I knew why people like hurting me. I wish I knew why I didn't get that scumbag into trouble. I wish I knew why people make me think people pretend to care/love about me. >.< |
i wish i could answer those questions for you hun.. please just remember that i'm tihnking of you *cuddles lots*
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I wish someone could you know? I know you're thinking of me and I appericate it so much. I really do. *hugs*
It's increadibly bad I've been saving up pills for this isn't it? |
throw those pills out!!!
honey i have to go to class now but please take care! |
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