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FlyingNy 26-11-2010 09:12 PM

*Hugs Mark and Nicole.*

What's wrong Nicole?

nicole94 26-11-2010 09:17 PM

*hugs lia*
i'm just fed up of all of this now :( i'm sat in the sitting room cause its the only place i can get internet, i'm sat by the window, but then my brother, sister and mum, are sat on the sofas the other side of the room, slagging me off. i mean, they are right in front of me, and they are talking about how lazy i am, and how much they hate me!!!! and theres so much noise in here. i hate noise! :(

Doikers 26-11-2010 09:23 PM

Oh Nicole Hun *Hugs* I'm sorry you're having such a rough time , could you get the net upstairs , your room maybe ? I'm sorry if that a lame bit of advice :S

FlyingNy 26-11-2010 09:27 PM

Put in loud music if you want to keep the internet? I know how you feel and it sucks. My family often sit around the dinner table insutling me. I've learnt to just ignore it and block them out, not let it hurt me just as I have blocked off so many other emotions. Anyway, rambling sorry.

nicole94 26-11-2010 09:28 PM

its not lame advice mark *hugs* it was rational, but unfortunatley our wireless is pretty crappy, and only works downstairs :( i just wish they would all leave me alone.
i love them but sometimes i wanna kill them
*hugs lia* i left my heeadphones at college :( and they would have a go at me if i put it on loud. my sister just started having a go at me aswell :(

SparkleKitten 26-11-2010 09:51 PM

Oh Nicole I know the feeling. Its terrible *hugs* I often take to going to bed early, like really early, to just hide :( I wish I could help more :(

*cuddles wardies*

nicole94 26-11-2010 09:57 PM

*hugs ribenalion* (sorry, your names just completley gone outta my head, theres so much in there atm.) i think i might go to bed soon actually, just to get away from them all.
how are you?

MammaMia 26-11-2010 09:57 PM

*cuddles everyone lots and lots*

Doikers 26-11-2010 10:01 PM

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Lia*

I'm off to bed now , Night Night :) (Is it anoying that I say goodnight so often?)

nicole94 26-11-2010 10:04 PM

*hugs helen lots and lots*
*hugs mark goodnight*

Laura2.0 26-11-2010 10:05 PM

*hugs all* sorry I haven't been around lately. Didn't feel up to it.

FlyingNy 26-11-2010 10:23 PM

Not at all Mark. Night night *hugs*

How are you Lore?

I really want to cry. Like, really cry. The sort where you can't stop for ages and ages and your eyes hurt. But I can't.

nicole94 26-11-2010 10:27 PM

*hugs lia tight* whats up sweetie?
I WANT SNOW! i am literally sat here wishing for it XD

Laura2.0 26-11-2010 10:31 PM

*hugs lia* you can't cry? want to trade? I'm about to cry a lot lately..

Nicole: we got snow today and I'm hating it. Just come ver to south west Germany...

I came to realize that living with my family is not good for me, because I am always trying to please everybody around me. Then I tend to forget the things that are really important in life. Like applying to university and finding a job. It is not a pleasant thing to realize that my family is not good for me. It sucks. Life sucks.
I have no money, so can't mve out, so I'm stuck here with my family.
Sorry for the rant.

FlyingNy 26-11-2010 10:31 PM

What in the world is wrong with me? I am sat here, crying at last, hands gripping at my hair and trying not to scream, but I'm not even feeling. The reaction to the emotions is there, but the feelings aren't. Has the Ice Queen become me? Do I really no longer have emotions?

Lore, I just couldn't. And I'm sorry about your family. Maybe you should think about yourself more. As I am sure you have learnt, you can't please everyone at once. *Hugs*

Laura2.0 26-11-2010 10:33 PM

I think you do have emotions. Maybe you are not aware of them, but you wouldn't cry if there weren't emotions.
*hugs you tight* hope you are better soon

nicole94 26-11-2010 10:35 PM

*hugs lia* you are NOT an ice queen, i know that because you care, an ice queen wouldnt care. do you know whats started this off?
and ooh, laura, can you teleport me there? we were forecasted snow from wednesday to saturday, and we still have nothing :(

Laura2.0 26-11-2010 10:37 PM

Nicole: I'd love to!

*runs off to look for teleporter*

FlyingNy 26-11-2010 10:41 PM

I want snow too :(

Yes, I do. I was listening to Christmas music and one song came on that reminded me of her and I realised she's gone. And burst into tears. Over The First Noel.

Laura2.0 26-11-2010 10:43 PM

I can teleport you too lia. I'd love to have someone here... we could build a giant snowman in my frontyart :)

I just can't find my damn teleporter.

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