:(

*hides in a corner and hopes that no one spots her because she IS a failure, she IS, she IS*

:crying:

just updated r/v thread.................... :'(

Owen I completely understand you thinking girl stuff is yucky, I still have to go through it once a month for the time being, its horrible.

*hugs April* your not a failure.

*hugs everyone who wants hugs*
I feel really ill, stupid side effects of meds.

hi Owen, how are you doing? you feeling any better than earlier?

April: Do you know anyone else who has a MI or who has a family member with a MI or something like that who is working in the psych field? They might be able to guide you without you giving too many details. Like a "how do you manage to stay objective?" type question? I can understand what you mean with the distance ~ empathy. It is possible to distance certain parts of your emotions without distancing yourself completely. It's a skill you'll have to learn at least some part of. And I know where you are coming from.

*offers everyone hugs*

Sorry it's not more . . . :crying:

Thanks for the hugs, Owen. *safe, gentle hugs back*

Oliver, sorry you feel ill. *gentle cuddles* :( Are you off to bed soon? because I know I am... going to take a hot bath now. Am feeling so wound up and stressed... but sleepy at the same time. It's a weird feeling.

:'(

am ok ish i is eating and the angery will get mad but i was so hungry

*hugs everyone and then hides*

*hugs April* sorry your feeling stressed, nope I probably wont be off to bed for a while even though its 1.30am here!! hope you have a good sleep.

*hugs Kahlia and Helen* how are you two doing?

I'm glad you've eaten Owen thats good

I'm planning a trip to the barbers tomorrow, I really anxious, first time ever to the barbers, but also excited, my first proper mens haircut. :)

hi Amy you ok?

what does it depend on?

i'm okish, should probably go to bed soon, as its 2.45 am.

Indeed it is Oliver, I'm trying to stay awake til 8am to make my phone call. Should try sleep really haha. Nearly 3am. Feeling so bad. Very very worried about couple people :'( Managed to cheer them both up (and me) but yeah, feeling really **** again. FUN!