Thanks sweetie *hugs lots*

*sigh* I honestly don't know if I'm ok or not right now. Just got a text from a mate, saying he's in a&e but that he's ok. Scared for him. But, the thing is... this is the guy everyone thinks is a sociopath, so... I don't know what to believe at the moment.

Zowie i can understand about the eating thing. I had a whole thing of pringles in about 20mins on sat!

Thanks bound, How are you doing?

Auburn I think i have missed you talking about this friend before, I am sure he isnt a sociopath and hope he is ok.

I don't think I can be strong anymore.

This is **** it is all **** but i cant do anything yet its **** and not fair.

Remember what I said in chat.
Please dont.
:(
x

just checking in, brings lots of hot chocolate for everyone.
no real problems just in that slightly fragile mood, work was terrible today i ****ed up a lot and my suspicions about a fellow colleague's SI were closer to being confirmed which worries me and im still shaky when i think about cleaning up and dressing his last "accident".

(8) I feel lousey nah nah nah nah nahhhh nahhhh(8)

You're not allowed to feel lousy on this special day :P

What's up???????

I make people feel bad and **** and lousey.

I met my ex the other day....I miss him.
I REALLY want to get back together.
But he could have anyone...why would he choose me?

My throat hurts.

I started smoking again...coz it was either that or cut.

*cuddles alexx*

*offers hugs to all who want/need/can accept them*

I feel like I'm a burden on everyone. I just want to end things .... to get away from everybody. I don't want to be here and holding every person that I meet back. I'm sorry.

*lies down on the bed.*
Ahh.

*hugs all who want/need/can accept*

*sigh* Counselling in just under an hour. I was looking forward to it, strangely, because it helps, but now, I'm dreading having to talk about things, and I'm not entirely sure why.

I'll let you guys know how it goes when I return. Could be some time, last session lasted about 4 hours... eek.

Dont worry I can't do anything at the moment anyway.

Am still pretty down but am still around...that somthing?

*cuddles on Kahlia* You are NOT leaving and you NOT a burden. Trust me sweetie. <3

*jumps on Aimee* You ok babe?

*cuddles tight* I know you've been there for nearly an hour or so, hope it's going okay and it isn't as mad/intense as last time, will text you about 3.40ish

I'm glad you can't, just don't it at all please?? *cuddles* I know it's WELL hard but it will get better, people love you.xx


Me...? Well I'm still struggling and have had a panic attack and no doubt have one soon, but am feeling great about being 6 months. Today's been...emotional. I mean I've had to talk about Stef with my notetaker, but it helped and stuff. Then went & saw Heather, now that was um helpful I guess. Plus...got counselling in 15 minutes, getting REALLY nervous and I hope she hasn't given my slot to someone else, which is a possibility.

>.<

*cuddles everyone*

Right, just got back in, thought I'd drop off a load of hugs for you guys. Gotta head out for food and that lot, so don't have time to update on the counselling session until I get back.

Hells, I'll text you back soon. ly lots hun. take care. You know where I am if you wanna talk. *huge huggles*

can i still stay in here?

Anyone is welcome here.

Giveing wishes to all who are around.