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misskitty112 11-12-2010 06:50 PM

*Hugs Lia* I should be somewhat sociable too. But... I have the internet, so not now. lol
*hugs Mark* I'm sorry you're struggling. I don't have words, but I sincerely hope it gets better.

Doikers 11-12-2010 06:54 PM

*Hugs Felicia* I hope it gets better too , for both of us , for all of us .

misskitty112 11-12-2010 07:10 PM

Me too.
I really need motivation to get out of bed, and get ready for the Secret Sister dinner with my sorority tonight. *sigh*

one_step_closer 11-12-2010 07:10 PM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2604811)
I just want to sleep, Up at 10 am , bed from1pm -3pm , it's now 6.37pm and I just am struggling to know how to cope . I Hate having Depression :S What's the point of going to bed only to feel crap tomorrow

I could have said that myself. I really hate depression. I got up at 1 today in the hope that it would make the pain last for a shorter period of time but it just seems more intense. I can't wait to be sleeping again.

Doikers 11-12-2010 08:03 PM

*Spots PsychoKitty and Hugs if okay?* How are you tonight?

misskitty112 11-12-2010 08:10 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*
*Spots Kitty* Hi, I'm Felicia. How are you?
*Hugs Mark*

Doikers 11-12-2010 08:15 PM

*Hugs Felicia* How's the Uni work coming? Have you managed to get any focus ?

frenchhorn 11-12-2010 08:45 PM

*hugs all* hi kitty I'm Oliver.

I lack all motivation to move, but said i would go to the gym tonight and i'm in uni so got to go at some point

PsychoKitty2010 11-12-2010 08:54 PM

*goes down the line hugging everyone back*

Thanks everyone. I'm not doing so good today. I passed out sometime after 5 am and didn't get much sleep...I feel more like a zombie today than I did yesterday. Gawd, I hate insomnia. I want to cut, but...I'm kinda afraid that if I do I will go deep...

Doikers 11-12-2010 08:54 PM

Right I've HAD ENOUGH!! Why do I HAVE to feel so Low , Isn't My Lithium supposed to control that? , My Lithium can't wear off , It simply can't , I NEED it it's making me Numb and low at the same time , Do I really need a 3rd increase in doseage?! I was on 800mg then it stopped working , so 1000mg and it stopped working not 1200mg and it feels like Its stopping working what not , PLEASE PLEASE be a short term blip . Lithium , My Psych Dr told me would make me numb but would get rid of the Low depression.
Positive thoughts and thoughts and prayers whatever your spiritual path would be very much appreciated .*Thanks*

*Night Time Hugs my Wardies* I love you guys.

To Bed now , I took 20mg Diazepam , Please sleep Pleeeease.

"Asleep is the safest place you can be"

Doikers 11-12-2010 08:56 PM

Kitty , Could you put on Music , watch t.v., have a bath, eat some cereal Read a favourite Book , Play in the RYL arcade? , And just try and distract yourself. Stay safe Kitty *Hugs*

Night Night .

PsychoKitty2010 11-12-2010 09:09 PM

Yeah, see the problem is I have a husband that doesn't really let me do anything. If I listen to music on my computer, I'm distracting him (we don't have headphones and can't afford to buy any). Even though he is not doing anything important - all he does is sit and play in his computer all day and read news on it. No movie is showing interest to me - watched a couple of triggering ones yesterday and just feel blah today and movies don't sound good. I hate reading...when I read I read triggering books, too. Especially when I'm like this. I need a straight jacket.

misskitty112 11-12-2010 09:12 PM

Night Mark, sending good thoughts your way.
Kitty, please try to stay safe.
Oliver, I lack motivation too. I hope you find some *hugs*

Uni work is not getting done. But I'm going to go to the Secret Sister party and not worry. yess.

PsychoKitty2010 11-12-2010 09:23 PM

I will try to stay safe. I just need someone to talk to...support. I can't talk to my husband because he doesn't understand, then gets frustrated because he can't understand, and he starts yellin and bitchin at me which in turn makes it worse. I dont have any friends where we live. Hell I cant even leave the house! If I tell my husband I'm going to go on a walk, he insists on coming with me. It's so annoying and its killin me...

PsychoKitty2010 11-12-2010 09:23 PM

You guys stay safe, too!

risenfromperdition 11-12-2010 11:04 PM

feliciaaaa :) <3

FlyingNy 11-12-2010 11:05 PM

*Hugs Kitty* I don't know if it's my place to say, but your husband sounds very...controlling. How is he generally? You can talk to us any time you want, there's usually at least one persno hanging.

OMD. My heart is thudding. My 'Glee' poster just fell off my wall and gave me a heart attack!

SoMuchMore 11-12-2010 11:22 PM

*hugs everyone*

Motivation = zero


PsychoKitty2010 11-12-2010 11:43 PM

*hugs Lia back* thanks...controlling doesn't even begin to describe it. It's sad. He never used to be this way before we got married...we even lived together first and he wasn't like this. Yet he claims that I am the one that has changed...

And *hugs Laura* I know how you feel about no motivation, darlin, and I'm sure I'm not the only one. No need to be sorry.

FlyingNy 12-12-2010 12:20 AM

Kitty, sorry, another personal question. Tell me to bugger off any time you like, I just tend to open my mouth and keep opening it until I go too far. Then I back off. Usually. Anywho, are you happy with him? It doesn't sound as if you are much :/

*Hugs Laura* We've all been there Laura, like Kitty said, there's no need to be sorry. I hope you're alright.

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