missing boyfriend =(
*hugs everyone*
useless for advice tonight but good luck to you all

I'm feeling ill again, for **** sake I'm only just geting over these ****ing infections.

I have depression but no anti-depressants meh.

Drunk again...this is becoming a once a week habit...
Sorry I haven't been any help lately
*hugs to all*
*curles up in corner with blanket, stuffed lamb, and waits to die*
God I hate this...

*hugs Alysa*
Your not dying hun. You can beat this

Thanks Kim...really...
*hides beneath her blanket and cries quietly*
You know, it (alcohol) doesn't help...it just makes things worse...god, I wish I COULD die...
Sorry...

*hugs Alysa* You can beat this hun, I know you can. Keep your head up!

*hugs allysa*

*hugs alysa*

Look after urself there :) u can beat it ;)

*throws a blanket over u and leaves a few cupcakes for u to munch on*

I want to back out of wht I did yesterday but I can'ttttttttttttt.

Dance!Dance!4eva what did you do?

*pokes head out from under her blanket*
Still here...still alive...and sober once again...was hoping I'd feel better this morning but I guess I was expecting too much.
Thanks all, really.
*hides under her blanket again*

*hugs*


feel weird again

What's 'feel weird' Newlife?

*hands Newlife a cup of strong tea and a blanket*

I feel...weird too...heh. Like...ick...I don't know...
*goes back to her corner, curles up with blanket, pillow, and stuffed lamb, and cries quietly*

*gives everyone in here a nice big hug, a drink, and something warm to eat*

I want to self harm & OD all over again and havent done either in a while.

WHY NOOOOOOOOOW? WHY WHEN I'VE TAKEN ANOTHER STEP INTO RECOVERY.

**** it.

I've changed my mind...I don't feel weird, I feel like sh*t...
Goodness this is SO not fair, it feels like I've gone backward not forward...thought these damn (excuse me) meds were supposed to help so why am I feeling this way?
Gosh I just wish Christ would come or I'd get hit by a bus or something...either way it would be all over but it wouldn't be my fault (better for friends and family that way I think).
*curls up as close to the walls in as tight a ball as possible and just waits...*

*curls up in the corner...*

I wish i was dead..:(

*hugs all*

i hate circles...they never end...
why do i always fall into circles...
circles are stupid....i hate circles

*hugs everyone*

*group hugs*

Hope everybody is okies atm.....feel free to PM me if u need to talk!

*hugs all*
Jetforce, hope you're feeling better.
Brightside...I think life is just one big circle...or a bunch of little ones...sucks don't it? Sorry...*huge hugs for you*
DancDance, how's it? Feeling any better?
Tortured Beauty, hunni why do you think you need to be any 'better' than you already are?
Newlife, I hope you're doing alright...
*pours a strong cup of tea and offers the pot around...leans back against her corner and wishes to disappear*

*big hugs*
*becoming one with the wall*

*hugs Johanna, offers her some tea and her corner*
I'm not taking much room, trying to get as close to it as possible...
Why are walls so comforting?

i want to do all the bad things i've avoided for six weeks *hugs teddy*

It's pretty rough and won't go away but I feel pretty happy which I don't normally get when I feel like this..

Well DanceDance I'm sorry things are so rough :s...I'm glad you're feeling pretty happy though, that's a pluse.
shadowedseraph, don't give in hun. I don't know what you've been avoiding (and I don't need to, though if you'd like to expand I'm more than willing to listen) but if it's something you have felt the need to avoid then you should keep it up...and good for you for avoiding it so long sweetie! *big hugs*

*hugs Alyssa* im trying to avoid cutting and od'ing and more and more things keep piling on *rocks in corner*

Thanks I think lol. I'll be ok I think :wow:

Well shadowedseraph, you've done really well avoiding it for so long just keep it up sweetie...PM me if you would like...
Same for you DanceDance, my PM box is open.
Take care all.

*sits in her corner and rocks*
Gosh I wish it would all just go away...I feel awful and there's no explaining it...I wish God would take pity on me and end it...
*continues rocking*

Thanks Ally

*hugs all those who need and offers blankets*
I've always found blankets comforting for some reason
*snuggles into a corner with my blanket*

*hugs Ally back*
I'm hungry, take you up on that tea..
*shares with everybody*

I feel ill =(

Carole, no hunni, you're not. We've all felt like that before but it's never true.
Hang in there sweetie.
DanceDance, I'm sorry you're not feeling well.
Me, I'm shaking like a leaf...too much caffine...not a good idea when my meds already make me shake.
*sits in her corner feeling miserable*

*joins Ally in the corner and offers hugs*

These urges are ****ing still here, make them stop :( Why did I have to remember bad things tonight, like stuff my abusive ex did or when i self harmed or when I OD :( GO AWAY URRRRGESSSSS

very down tonight!!
so just checking in grabbing a blanket and going to the fire!!
*hugs everyone*
night

You know what, I know somebody called Kayleigh, whos 19 & from Midlands. I don't know if it's you? lol x

im from derbyshire or northampton if that helps

I looked at your profile and saw that not long after you posted, I got the wrong person but tis cool :)

*curls up in the corner and cries*

I hate it how they are all sooo perfect

*locks himself in a padded cell room*

I belong here i think

*hugs for all*
popping in to say im alive but for how long i dont know-hopefully not for long

*hugs newlife*

Hang in there mate :)

Why won't these ****ing urges go away? :( Feels like they're still here.

*gives dance!dance! huge hugs*

They'll will go away, all u need too is give it time and not to act on those urges...

Thanks *huggles*