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misskitty112 01-01-2011 03:06 PM

Hehe, Mark. :p you're funny
Morning Kelly. I'm sorry you're sick *hugs*

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:10 PM

hey, solo. Happy New Year to you too.

Thanks, Felica... don't get too close... I know this is the virtual ward, but I'd hate it if I shared this damn cold with anyone... it kicked my ass so hard it threw me into next year ;) (haha... aren't I funny... o.O)

*grabs a tissue to wipe her very red nose*

Doikers 01-01-2011 03:11 PM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Solo*

Happy 2011 guys !

shadowedsoul 01-01-2011 03:13 PM

hugs mark, feeling kind of low, putting on a fake smile pertending everthings okay. how are you today.
hi kelly, sorry your feeling sick hope you feel better soon. sorry think i forgot to say this welcome, my names jill nice to meet you.

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:15 PM

*hugs everyone back then finds a comfy couch in the corner and snuggles under a huge comfetor with a box of kleenex, a trashcan (have to dispose of used kleenex), and a big steaming mug of hot soup*

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:17 PM

nope.. you said it Jill... I just forgot to check the list i have on my computer... lol I have to keep a list untilll I learn to associate everyones names w/ their sign ons... lol

Doikers 01-01-2011 03:18 PM

I'm sorry to hear that Jill :( I'm a bit off today , Not fully depressed but not happy either *Sigh*

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 03:26 PM

*Hugs Jill, Kelly, Elaine, Mark and Felicia*

I thought things were getting better, that they were going to be OK. I was even considering only hanging around the ward still to support everyone else. But then the world has to fall apart again. Small things, but they mean a lot to me and I can't explain because no one else would get it and you'd think I was weird. You wouldn't judge me, but really, you'd think I was strange.

one_step_closer 01-01-2011 03:27 PM

Well done, Mark!

Hi Kelly, my name's Lindsay. Another one for you to remember!

one_step_closer 01-01-2011 03:29 PM

Lia, we're all here to listen to you and won't judge. If it helps you can PM me and then only I would see what you had written.

Doikers 01-01-2011 03:30 PM

Thanks Lindsay :) *Hugs*

Lia Hun *Hugs* We woulden't think you were weird , if you need to talk we would be here for you :)

shadowedsoul 01-01-2011 03:33 PM

hugs lia back. stay safe hun. hmm i think im going to stay in here and hide. think today going to be one of those days.

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:34 PM

Nice to meet you, Lindsey.

*shivers and wonders to self why having a cold seems to make you soo cold*

one_step_closer 01-01-2011 03:39 PM

*sends Kelly an electric blanket*

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 03:41 PM

Thanks Mark, Jill and Lindsey. I do love you guys, and I trust you. It's just I don't know how to word it without sounding weird.

This isn't what I'm on about, but right at this very second in time, the fact that the person on TV is SIing and they just rolled up their sleeve so didn't help. But I can't turn it over, is it just me, or does everyone else feel a need to watch these things?

frenchhorn 01-01-2011 03:43 PM

*hugs all*

Mark congrats on the week free, thats so great :)

Kelly I hope you feel better soon

*hugs Lia* I understad the need to watch this those things, but at the same time really not wanting to watch it

Please everyone stay safe.

I'm off to the cinema this evening with my friend to see harry potter, which will hopefully be good, if weird as she is blind and as most cinemas don't do audio described I need to describe what is going on, which I'm quite worried I'll be rubbish at.

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:44 PM

Thanks, Lindsey :) *snuggles up all toasty like*

I think I need to see if we have any kind of cold medicine that WON'T knock me out... :/ Someone has to be awake to care for the chillins (kids) after all. o.O

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:49 PM

awww... oliver... I feel very connected to you right now.. I'm a Harry Potter nerd myself.... but I haven't been futunate to have the time or money to see the new one yet :( Let me know if it's any good :)

and no, Lia (is that right?), you're not the only one who feels the need to watch those things... sometimes, as odd as this sounds, watching it on t.v. or even for me looking at my scars or cuts from a previous day can be enough to get me through a rough patch w/out having to SI again... :/

frenchhorn 01-01-2011 03:51 PM

I shall do, I love the HP books, hate the 3rd-6th films though, but I've been told this one is much better.

Also I got a text from my sister last night after midnight when she was out saying: 'new year, new start, happy new year Oliver.' That was the first ever time she has ever referred to me as Oliver :)

ljmeep 01-01-2011 03:56 PM

:) ... I love the books.. I always go into the movies expecting to be disappointed so it's not much of a let down. while I don't care for the 6th one... I can appriciate some of the special effects... in general though... I agree with you.

I'm the same way with the twilight books and movies though... books are WAY better

Doikers 01-01-2011 03:57 PM

I feel the need to watch that kind of thing sometimes too Lia :S

Thanks Oliver :) Thats nice to hear from your sister :)

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 04:26 PM

I love Harry Potter too :) And speaking of which, I need to change my DP.

nicole94 01-01-2011 05:09 PM

*Hugs everyone*
Yeah Lia, I feel the need to watch things like that too, I am currently obsessed with the jason storyline in hollyoaks :/
And you know none of us on here would think you were weird hun, Hey, I'm pretty weird myself! ¬.¬

one_step_closer 01-01-2011 05:13 PM

I'm thinking of reading the Harry Potter books again but it feels like a waste of time because i've read them already.

ˈsäləˌterē 01-01-2011 05:20 PM

Thanks so much for the hugs Mark n Lia! *Hugs back*. Lia honey, I'm pretty strange n I know there are a lot more like us. Hearin your story would probly make us feel better about our strangeness! I'm sure others can relate. Please share if it would help. *hug*

Louise 01-01-2011 05:23 PM

I like the Harry potter books.

nicole94 01-01-2011 05:23 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* I don't think it would be a waste of time hun, I have read them loads of times, they're such good books that they never get old, and maybe it would help keep you distracted?

Doikers 01-01-2011 05:31 PM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Louise*

Am I the only one who hasen't read the Harry Potter Books ?

nicole94 01-01-2011 05:35 PM

*Hugs Mark* lol. I think so :P you should read them, they're good.
How are you?
*Hugs Louise*

MammaMia 01-01-2011 05:38 PM

Nah there's loads of people out there (some on RYL) who haven't read Harry Potter =P Also congratulations on the one week Mark, keep it up :)

*offers hugs to all*

Doikers 01-01-2011 05:41 PM

Thanks Helen :)

one_step_closer 01-01-2011 05:42 PM

I need to ovedose, I need to overdose, I need to overdose. I can't get this out of my head. I want to feel every moment of overdosing and of being in hospital. Each time that I have been in hospital before I have kept reminding myself that I should savour every moment because it is so good. I want to spend a night in their beds, to be poked and prodded with needles, to be put on a drip, to be physically sick. I want to go way back to one of the first times I took a serious overdose where the medication made me feel so out of it. I have become like a druggie now because I can't get my fix no matter how much of the medication I take. I have to take other medications that have little or no side effects in overdose.

I HATE ME. WHY AM I DOING THIS TO MYSELF?

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 05:43 PM

I've read it loads of times too Lindsey :) It is the height of awsome so there is every point in reading and re reading the books.

Nicole, that's the one I am watching too :) I was watching the onmibus earlier on, but then Jason pulled up his sleeve (her sleeve?) and I was like 'wah!' because I wasn't expecting all the marks to be there. It triggered me slightly, but I was triggered before then so I guess it doesn't matter much.

*Hugs all*

nicole94 01-01-2011 05:47 PM

*Hugs lindsay* You don't need it hun, I know it feels like it, but you don't please try and hang in there?
*Hugs Lia* yeah, it's a bit confusing! But yeah, I normally watch them on first look, but I missed it last night so have to wait till monday to see what happens next :/ but I am so into that story, Last week when her grandad went to put the watch on her I was shouting 'NO, DON'T LET HIM SEE YOUR ARM!' at the TV XD.

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 05:47 PM

Why do we all do it to ourselves Lindsey? I can't tell you why I do these things to myself. I don't know why I can't just accept things as they are, move on and be happy. There's no reason I shouldn't, I just don't because this is what I am used to. Stupid reason, I know, but it's what you're used to too. Being 'normal' for want of a better word is an even scarier prospect than all of this because it's not what's familiar.

You know overdosing won't help in the long run. As soon as you're out of the hospital, you'll just want to do it again. Like SI, it's only temporary relief before everything comes rushing back, and you can't do this forever. I would hate for something to go horrible wrong for you Lindsey.

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 05:49 PM

Oh, I did wonder what all the great big fuss was about at that part, because that was before I saw the arm. I haven't watched it in ages. I used to, but then stopped and watched it again Christmas day, and it was simply bursting with Christmas cheer. What with all the murders, threats, violence and that storyline going on.

Doikers 01-01-2011 05:50 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

frenchhorn 01-01-2011 05:52 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2634701)
*Hugs everyone*
Yeah Lia, I feel the need to watch things like that too, I am currently obsessed with the jason storyline in hollyoaks :/
And you know none of us on here would think you were weird hun, Hey, I'm pretty weird myself! ¬.¬


I'm obsessed with that story line too, its really hard watching it, self harm, being trans, coming out, having to dress as a girl, families being **** and yet I can't stop watching it.

Lindsey please stay safe, overdosing won't solve anything in the long run (I know I can't really talk) but please sta safe

*hugs all*

frenchhorn 01-01-2011 05:57 PM

oh I know when Jason's grandad was trying put the watch on him I was cringing and remindedme when my grandma brought me a t shirt and wanted me to try it on, plus the fact it was a girls watch and I just thought wel this isn't going well at all

nicole94 01-01-2011 05:59 PM

Yeah, it's hard to watch sometimes, but you kinda get used to all of it. Now I am just watching it wondering wether carl and heidi are gonna find out, Their reaction would be awful :/

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 06:14 PM

I don't see their problem with Jasmine/Jason. I just don't see how it matters if she's a boy or a girl. She's still the same person. I don't get it. Why would you care? Particuarly if it's your own child. Might take some getting your head around, but I don't see why people react so badly. I honestly couldn't give a toss who's gay, who's straight, who's a boy, who's a girl and all that jazz.

nicole94 01-01-2011 06:17 PM

Exactly, the only difference are a couple of body parts, whats the problem? I really don't understand some people.....

frenchhorn 01-01-2011 06:18 PM

I agree Lia, unfortunatly some people don't see it like that.
Although it isreally hard for families, but yeah you should still love your child whatever, I'm lucky I have a supportive family and they are supportive of the fact I'm trans, but I know somepeople whose families are awful and its so horrible

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 06:38 PM

I'm glad you have a supporive family Oliver :) My mum's homophobic. She knows about my sexuality, although we have never discussed it, and I've never told her and she makes all these comments. I don't care though. If she's got an issue with it, that's her problem.

nicole94 01-01-2011 06:41 PM

My mums Homophobic too, although she pretends not to be :/
I have a really sore throat :(

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 06:47 PM

Drugs? Throat sweets? I think I take painkillers too often, I always have to take twice the amount to make them work.

I think people are finding out about Jasmine/Jason's cutting a little quickly though. In the space of a week, about 4/5 people know. Generally, it's more of a secret than that, but there you go.

Doikers 01-01-2011 06:49 PM

:S I'm sorry your Mum's are Homophobic guys :(
I hope you're not brewing a cold Nicole :S

FlyingNy 01-01-2011 07:19 PM

Why is this day going so slow? Is the New Year simply mocking me? This year has not got off to a good start. It did at first, like at midnight up until about 1.00 this afternoon, but now it's gone to pot. I need to disconnect my emotions from this.

Doikers 01-01-2011 07:23 PM

I know Lia , The day is dragging by a bit right? *Hugs*

misskitty112 01-01-2011 07:33 PM

Yes, the day is dragging soo slowly
*Hugs Lia and Mark*


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