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ˈsäləˌterē 28-12-2010 05:42 AM

Night...Pleasant dreams!

Doikers 28-12-2010 09:56 AM

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Solo*

I'm off to my flat soon , :) Privacy! Ooohhh:) How is everyone this morning?

Kahlia1981 28-12-2010 10:33 AM

*hugs/waves at all*

So damn stressed at the moment.

Have a lit review/essay due on Jan 7th - the same day my results come out for last Study period (SP).
Really nervous about that. Should come back as at least a Distinction (D) unless I screwed up the exam, which I feel confident I didn't - and I felt that I did really well on so I may even have gotten a HD (High Distinction) - but I'm still stressing!!

Have been working solidly on the lit review the last two days. Summarised 7 articles && the relevant areas of the textbook but am having issues with putting it into discussion points && therefore an essay. :-(

My back isn't too crash hot either. I keep sleeping on my back which is making it worse, but at least my legs aren't having shooting pains I guess.

Sleep is a bit ... weird ... at the moment as well. Can't really describe it. *sigh*

Oh well. I guess it will settle, or not, as it sees fit.

Doikers 28-12-2010 11:46 AM

*Hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry you're so stressed out Hun , Could you give yourself a break say 30 minutes to watch a favourite T.V. show or listen to some nice music? If you are confident I'm sure you did well on your exam :)

one_step_closer 28-12-2010 12:10 PM

Hi everyone.

Doikers 28-12-2010 12:10 PM

Hey Lindsay *Hugs* How are you today?

one_step_closer 28-12-2010 12:17 PM

Feeling like I want to die, it's horrible.

How are you, Mark?

Doikers 28-12-2010 12:21 PM

I'm feeling okay Lindsay . I really sorry you feel so awful , do you know whats caused you to feel so bad? Can you do stuff ( Music/T.V./ Go for a walk) to take your mind off of this horribe feeling ?

Disturbia 28-12-2010 12:22 PM

Hi * waves*


Doikers 28-12-2010 12:27 PM

Hi Willow , How are you? *Hugs*

one_step_closer 28-12-2010 12:33 PM

Hi Willow, I hope you're well.

Mark, it seems like everything I do just reinforces the feeling. I can't get away from it. I'll just have to keep surviving even though it's the last thing I want to do.

nicole94 28-12-2010 01:22 PM

*Hugs everyone*
I SI'd :( I feel like such a failure. I tried really hard, honestly, I got the urge about 6pm yesterday, and I managed to hold it off until 3am today, but then I just gave in. :(

MammaMia 28-12-2010 01:26 PM

*hugs everybody*

It's okay Nicole. You still can't take away those six days that you didn't harm and you did so well to not just give into the urge straight away *cuddles* Please look after your wounds.

nicole94 28-12-2010 01:29 PM

*Cuddles Helen*
Thanks hun, I just feel so bad :( And I am looking after my wounds.
How are you?

MammaMia 28-12-2010 01:39 PM

*cuddles Nicole* Please try not to beat yourself up, it won't help make you feel any better. I'm good x

nicole94 28-12-2010 01:44 PM

*Cuddles Helen*
I'm trying, but I feel stupid, and it's worse cause I didn't get the same feeling as I usually get, I still had that calm feeling you get when you SI, but I also felt really ashamed and like I was hopeless. Is that normal?

MammaMia 28-12-2010 01:50 PM

*cuddles Nicole* Don't feel stupid sweetheart. Because you're not. You're doing SO well. You've come on a long way since we first started chatting here. I know you may not believe me or see it for yourself but you have. I don't know if it's normal, I suppose you can react with any kind of emotion. After all self harm isn't 'normal'.

nicole94 28-12-2010 01:58 PM

*Hugs Helen* maybe... heh. Maybe it's time for me to throw my blades away?

Doikers 28-12-2010 02:02 PM

*Hugs Lindsay**Holds Hand*

*Hugs Nicole* I'm sorry you cut but you still made 6 whole days ,Thats great .

*Hugs Helen*

nicole94 28-12-2010 02:06 PM

*Hugs mark* Thanks....
Eugh, I feel so low today. I don't like it :(

Doikers 28-12-2010 02:11 PM

Awh *Hugs Nicole again* Can you put on some cheerful or upbeat music *Offers My Paramore Collection*

nicole94 28-12-2010 02:14 PM

*Hugs mark* I'm listening to girls aloud at the moment, but thanks for the offer :) (I also have my own paramore collection upstairs :P)
Eugh. I really, really wanna move out.

Doikers 28-12-2010 02:23 PM

Oh I know that feeling Nicole *Squishes*

MammaMia 28-12-2010 03:00 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2627621)
*Hugs Helen* maybe... heh. Maybe it's time for me to throw my blades away?

I would recommend doing that if you feel able to *cuddles* I threw all of mine out (well ones I had left) earlier this year and it's played a huge part in me staying so free *hugs* I'm sorry you feel so low. I know you want to move out so badly, but it's not easy at all :(

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2627627)
*Hugs Helen*

hugs Mark

nicole94 28-12-2010 03:06 PM

*Cuddles Helen* I think i'm ready to throw them out, but i'm not completley sure.....
And I know it wouldn't be easy to move out, but I hate living here :( I have nowhere to go anyway, haven't even decided what part of the country I wanna live in when i'm older, cause I know I don't wanna stay in oxfordshire :/ heh.

Doikers 28-12-2010 03:07 PM

If you feel strong enough to throw your blades away Nicole Hun that would be a massive step forwards:)

nicole94 28-12-2010 03:10 PM

:) *Hugs Mark* I have an idea which I can't say on here because I think it's against the rules, but yeah, I think i will do my idea :)

Doikers 28-12-2010 03:14 PM

Nicole , That sounds mysterious :P Go with it if you feel it's a good idea :)

MammaMia 28-12-2010 03:17 PM

*cuddles you both*

Was going to go shopping today but buses are still on Sunday service :( So will go tomorrow instead as they go onto Saturday service until 4th Jan (apart from Sunday :P)

nicole94 28-12-2010 03:20 PM

lol mark, aahhh, i like being mysterious. :P And yeah, i think i'm gonna go for it.
*hugs helen* lol. That sounds confusing :/

MammaMia 28-12-2010 03:26 PM

Well it's probably similar up and down the country. But in the West Midlands, when it's Bank Holiday (as today and yesterday were), they have to put the Sunday service on, which means hardly any buses for where I am. As tomorrow isn't a bank holiday, for some reason, instead of going back to weekday service, they're putting the Saturday one on instead til early next year. Odd I know :S

Doikers 28-12-2010 03:26 PM

Ohh , You're going to the sales Helen? I did my Christmas sales shopping online , Well I got some money from My Granny , she says it's a "Do It Yourself" Presant so I bought some Cd's and a DVD with money in my bank account and will use the actual cash I got for grocerys so it evens out. :)

nicole94 28-12-2010 03:29 PM

lol Helen, here the buses are pretty much the same as usual, The buses that go to small villages Sometimes change, but the ones into the city centre normally just stay the same.

MammaMia 28-12-2010 03:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2627693)
Ohh , You're going to the sales Helen? I did my Christmas sales shopping online , Well I got some money from My Granny , she says it's a "Do It Yourself" Presant so I bought some Cd's and a DVD with money in my bank account and will use the actual cash I got for grocerys so it evens out. :)

Yes I am Mark :) I had a look online but didn't really like anything. So going to look online. Might buy a diary & calendar too but don't know whether to incase my best friend got me one :S

Quote:

Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2627700)
lol Helen, here the buses are pretty much the same as usual, The buses that go to small villages Sometimes change, but the ones into the city centre normally just stay the same.

Lucky for some :hehe:

nicole94 28-12-2010 03:45 PM

lol Helen. But then there are no decent shops around here, so it is kinda pointless having the buses XD

MammaMia 28-12-2010 03:46 PM

Fair enough =P

nicole94 28-12-2010 03:50 PM

lol. Hmmm. Which of these colleges look better?
http://www.ocvc.ac.uk/
or
http://www.abingdon-witney.ac.uk/
I can't decide where to go next year.

Doikers 28-12-2010 04:00 PM

What do you want to study Nicole?

nicole94 28-12-2010 04:05 PM

Health and social care, I am currently studying a level 1 at the abingdon and witney college, but a lot of people say the tutors on the level 2 course are awful, so I cant decide wether to move to the oxford one :/

Doikers 28-12-2010 04:10 PM

Well , you could get a prospectous from the Oxford college , then you could read up on their facilitys and stuff , When I was deciding on a college they would send you a prospectous for free , I'm sure there will be a place on their website to order one or just e-mail them asking , can't hurt.

nicole94 28-12-2010 04:14 PM

I just looked and found the date of there open day, so i might go to that.

Doikers 28-12-2010 04:18 PM

Oh cool thats a Good Idea Nicole :)

nicole94 28-12-2010 04:26 PM

yeah mark. Honestly, colleges lol.
eugh I topped up £10 earlier and i let my brother use my phone to call up orange and now i only have £3.60 left.

Doikers 28-12-2010 04:33 PM

Ohhhhh Brothers eh? What network are you on ? Was he on the phone a long time?

nicole94 28-12-2010 04:37 PM

I know, i'm on orange aswell, and he was on the phone for about 20 mins? gah.

MammaMia 28-12-2010 04:58 PM

Families hey, we love to hate them =P

My brother likes to wind us up something chronic at times & he always make me laugh hahaha!!!

SparkleKitten 28-12-2010 05:00 PM

Hey guys. I had to go on Orange Contract due to their insane and random charges. As soon as my contract is up I'm heading over to O2.

Had a lovely soup today. And the Wii told me I was healthy. Got a nice clean room and my new ipod dock from my fiance kicks ass. I have a remote, so I can sit on my bed and play music, finally.

How are my Wardies today? *cuddles*

Doikers 28-12-2010 05:00 PM

Yeah I love My Little Sister , even though she's not so little anymore (28) .

nicole94 28-12-2010 05:04 PM

lol Mark, I think you are the only person i've ever seen say 'I love my little sister'

Doikers 28-12-2010 05:04 PM

Cool Sarah . I'm on Tesco Mobile , If you top up £10 on the 1st of the month they give you £20 extra credit free for that month . *Hugs*

LOL Nicole , It's taken a number of years , we used to drive each other barmy like all siblings but we got on as well :)


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