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Synthetisk 09-10-2012 09:21 PM

Hi everyone. I'm trying to work on a History essay and it's not going very well, because I just feel so down and that my work is terrible.

hellokittymad 10-10-2012 12:23 AM

yeh, just, no, i'm checking in here for a bit, till things in my head are easier to cope with, till i am calm, i cant pretend im okay no more....its too hard....

Mihashi 10-10-2012 06:50 AM

Yay... High school all over again... I joined this damn school because I thought my fatalism was over and done with.. Apparently not.

YodaBearInterrupted 10-10-2012 07:34 AM

*gives hugs to all in here and puts some goodies on the table for all*

YodaBearInterrupted 10-10-2012 03:42 PM

I actually kinda cried myself to sleep... a guy who is in his 20s. Totally unacceptable. But it is what it is I guess. Emotionally overwhelmed and stressed to the breaking point at work and at home and with family and friends... the Dark Lord is coming so I guess staring at a wall will help me... sigh

hellokittymad 10-10-2012 03:43 PM

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Originally Posted by YodaBearInterrupted (Post 3384067)
I actually kinda cried myself to sleep... a guy who is in his 20s. Totally unacceptable. But it is what it is I guess. Emotionally overwhelmed and stressed to the breaking point at work and at home and with family and friends... the Dark Lord is coming so I guess staring at a wall will help me... sigh

crying is okay *nods, then curls up in a corner* ahhh stressed

YodaBearInterrupted 10-10-2012 03:56 PM

*hugs hellokittymad* hope that is okay

Why are you stressed, if I may ask?

hellokittymad 10-10-2012 04:00 PM

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Originally Posted by YodaBearInterrupted (Post 3384075)
*hugs hellokittymad* hope that is okay

Why are you stressed, if I may ask?

yeh aha (: hugs are awesome, thank you, I needed that today

erm, just stressed verious reasons, no sleep, lack of food, no college because i was too tired now feel like i've failed the course, no help and just not coping with life very well atm.

sapphire hearts 10-10-2012 07:11 PM

I did something so f*cking stupid - panic attack in front of my entire seminar, then ended up sobbing out my pathetic life story to the tutor afterwards. Why does the ground never swallow me up? I hate myself.

YodaBearInterrupted 10-10-2012 09:26 PM

*hugs sapphire*

Kittyenna 10-10-2012 09:49 PM

Broke down at work again today. Managed to pick up a bit better after but I feel so useless and incompetent every time :'(

hellokittymad 10-10-2012 09:52 PM

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Originally Posted by SleepyxHead13 (Post 3384360)
Broke down at work again today. Managed to pick up a bit better after but I feel so useless and incompetent every time :'(


*curls up next to Nataleigh* you're not, you're struggling and tis okay to do that? Need me to ring you / text what have you, you know where I am xxxxxx

Kittyenna 10-10-2012 09:58 PM

*curls up and hides* I stupid, I should be able to cope. Thanks, I'll ring you in a minute xxxxxx

hellokittymad 10-10-2012 10:00 PM

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Originally Posted by SleepyxHead13 (Post 3384379)
*curls up and hides* I stupid, I should be able to cope. Thanks, I'll ring you in a minute xxxxxx

dont be daft sweetheart, no one can cope 24/7 it is impossible i am yet to find someone who can do it without having one little freak out, meltdown or breakdown

if we do find someone who can cope 24/7 it'll be a mirical and i will ask how they manage it

that's fine darling, ring me all you like, i aint going nowhere xxxx

anarchistl0ve 10-10-2012 10:35 PM

*peeks out takes a goodie and retreats back under blanket*

sapphire hearts 10-10-2012 11:46 PM

*cuddles YodaBear* thanks

*hugs Natalie* as you can see, we all have public, inopportune breakdowns. It's ok. Hope you feel better.

*safe cuddles for anyone who wants them*

Synthetisk 11-10-2012 01:54 AM

I finished the essay but I still think it was useless, like everything I do. My anxiety's making daily life very difficult now.

Mihashi 11-10-2012 06:04 AM

I can has cuddle?

Been very bleeeehhhh this week. Getting kinda sick of everyone expecting me to be this big, strong, confident man that I've known for a long time I'm not.

YodaBearInterrupted 11-10-2012 06:28 AM

*looks at Anarchistl0ve* hope the blankie keeps you warm and the goodie was tastieh! Lol *hugs*

*hugs Banner* hope that is okay

Anytime Sapphire *hugs* and thanks :)

Of course you can has cuddle concrete :) *hugs*

hellokittymad 11-10-2012 10:18 AM

Im hiding in here, I should possibly do some work while Im sat in here just incaseIget stressed

question, is it okay to rant in here? xxxx

Kittyenna 11-10-2012 07:44 PM

*hugs saphire* I feel stupid, it happened again today, the trigger just keeps appearing. I feel so stupid and worthless.

Hope you're feeling okay today, you not stupid either x

anarchistl0ve 13-10-2012 12:48 AM

thank you for blanket and hugs and tasty goodie

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 02:04 AM

*hugs sleepy* It's nothing you have to be ashamed about honey. You're not stupid or worthless, you have just been through more than most people.

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 10:45 AM

*curls up* Got taken to A&E last night for an urgent psychiatric assessment, feel so messed up :(

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 12:58 PM

*curls up next to sleepy and offers safe hugs* It's happened to most of us at one time or another hun, it's happened to me quite a few times. It's okay to need help honey, and it's actually a good thing you went, even if it doesn't feel like it. Reaching out for help is nothing to be ashamed of xxx

Feel icky. And still triggered, grr. Want this to stop.

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 12:58 PM

P.S. Of course it's ok to rant here kitty :) whatever you need sweetie *offers safe hugs*

hellokittymad 13-10-2012 01:00 PM

there's just a stupid amount of stuff oging on right now but i put most of it in my threaad that the lovely Katy (Buttons) made for me so not to clog up space where someoene lse would need it xxxx

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 01:06 PM

*curls up next to sapphire and hugs* I just feel like I've let everyone down, like I should be able to cope. Wish I'd kept it to myself and they didn't know xxx

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 01:15 PM

*snuggles nataleigh* you haven't let anyone down honey. You have been through so much, it's no wonder you need some extra help at times. I know it's scary having people know you're struggling, but it's for the best.
*offers chocolate and curls under blankie*

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 01:19 PM

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Originally Posted by sapphire hearts (Post 3386582)
*snuggles nataleigh* you haven't let anyone down honey. You have been through so much, it's no wonder you need some extra help at times. I know it's scary having people know you're struggling, but it's for the best.
*offers chocolate and curls under blankie*

*curls up on sapphire if thats okay* (sorry I don't know your name). They won't leave me alone, they've taken all the tablets out of my room, I'm not allowed to do anything :( I wish it would all just go away. *takes chocolate and hides too* xxx

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 01:26 PM

Of course it's ok honey :) I'm Katie *strokes* I know it's scary they've taken your tablets, but it's probably a good thing, they just don't want you to hurt yourself *builds blanket and pillow fort and invites everyone in for chocolate cake and safe place to hide* xxx

hellokittymad 13-10-2012 01:32 PM

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Originally Posted by sapphire hearts (Post 3386597)
Of course it's ok honey :) I'm Katie *strokes* I know it's scary they've taken your tablets, but it's probably a good thing, they just don't want you to hurt yourself *builds blanket and pillow fort and invites everyone in for chocolate cake and safe place to hide* xxx

*crawls in and lays next to Nataleigh and Katy [imayspellthiswrong]* is there a chance i coudl have diary free cake? im allergic to normal cake xxxxxx

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 01:40 PM

course honey *hands dairy free cake* there is all kinds of cake in the magic hiding fort :) there is everything you could ever want xxxxx

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 01:59 PM

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Originally Posted by sapphire hearts (Post 3386597)
Of course it's ok honey :) I'm Katie *strokes* I know it's scary they've taken your tablets, but it's probably a good thing, they just don't want you to hurt yourself *builds blanket and pillow fort and invites everyone in for chocolate cake and safe place to hide* xxx

Hi Katie *curls up inside fort next to Katie and Annie* I just want it all to stop. I only rang the crisis team a few hours ago but I feel like I need to again, I dont want to bother them :( xxx

hellokittymad 13-10-2012 02:01 PM

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Originally Posted by SleepyxHead13 (Post 3386625)
Hi Katie *curls up inside fort next to Katie and Annie* I just want it all to stop. I only rang the crisis team a few hours ago but I feel like I need to again, I dont want to bother them :( xxx

you wont be bothering them its there jobs to help people they'd rather you rang them than do something else lovely

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 02:05 PM

^^ agrees with Annie. They would prefer to be called again now than to find out later that something happened sweetheart. If you feel like you want to call them, call them *cuddles*

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 02:20 PM

I'm scared of what they might say, scared they'll admit me xx

sapphire hearts 13-10-2012 02:27 PM

I know it's a scary thought honey, but they would only admit you if they seriously thought you needed it. Maybe it's what you need right now. It doesn't make you weak or stupid to not be able to cope sweetheart *cuddles* xxx

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 04:33 PM

*curls up on Katie* I can't do it, I need to ring them, the urge to hurt is getting to strong, but I can't xxx

YodaBearInterrupted 13-10-2012 07:02 PM

Magic hiding fort? I like the sound of that Katie lol. Can I hide in there too for now? Just being overwhelmed with everything and really need a break from it all...

*hugs sleepyxhead13* Its always much easier to talk it out then to hold it all up inside... i have been there before and even though its scary, once you start talking it gets easier :)

Kittyenna 13-10-2012 07:29 PM

*hugs (matt?)* I'm just scared that if I let people know how bad I'm really feeling something bad will happen

YodaBearInterrupted 14-10-2012 01:18 AM

Yes, matt is my name :) *huggles* I have been in that exact same boat before and am in the same boat now actually. I can be quite stubborn and want to take care of things myself. It helps to tell someone what's going on, because it makes it easier on you. I understand your fears, I was the same way before and has to get an eval, but nothing bad happened. By keeping it all inside, it just makes it worse for you and harder to open up.

What bad thing do you think will happen if you let someone know?

hellokittymad 14-10-2012 09:58 AM

Im just going to come hide in here for a bit, my heads a mess and i cant think and i've college tomorrow....

sapphire hearts 14-10-2012 03:25 PM

*hugs Matt* the hiding fort is amazing, I'm spending all day here, because the real world sucks. And I have a hangover :( So I'm hiding. And not getting out of my pyjamas.

*cuddles nataleigh* What do you think's gonna happen sweetie?

*cuddles Annie* Come into the hiding fort!!

hellokittymad 14-10-2012 07:23 PM

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Originally Posted by sapphire hearts (Post 3387539)
*hugs Matt* the hiding fort is amazing, I'm spending all day here, because the real world sucks. And I have a hangover :( So I'm hiding. And not getting out of my pyjamas.

*cuddles nataleigh* What do you think's gonna happen sweetie?

*cuddles Annie* Come into the hiding fort!!

aha (: ive everyone spelling her name that way now! whoops!
*curls up* bad stress ew not like scared all too much

Kittyenna 14-10-2012 09:57 PM

(Matt and Katie) I scared they'll admit me if they know how bad Im feeling they'll admit me. This morning my crisis team rang an ambulance and the police and paramedics turned up at my door :'( *hides*

hellokittymad 14-10-2012 10:08 PM

attempting to tidy my room as this is one of the reasons im not getting anything done due to the fact its making me stressed, dyed my hair today and now it looks nice, got told i could take my laptop tomorrow so yay (: still stressed as to whats going to happen tomorrow but i guess i'll just have to fight through and see what goes on.

isoneedtohurtrightnowitsunreal

sapphire hearts 15-10-2012 02:00 AM

sleepy - since I'm not sure how your name is spelled, is it ok if I call you Nat? I know this is scary sweetheart. I know. But maybe being admitted would be a good thing, if you feel so unsafe. *safe cuddles* If they think they need to do it, you're obviously not in a safe place right now. Honey, please PM me if you feel bad, ok? I want you to be safe, and since I can't be with you, I need to know if you feel unsafe, ok? xxx

*cuddles Annie* I'm sorry you're so stressed. I wish I had better advice. Please try and stay safe. PM me if you want to talk, ok honey? You don't deserve to feel bad, and if I can help I will. xxx

It's two o'clock in the morning. I... Crap. I just want to not feel anymore.

sapphire hearts 15-10-2012 06:39 AM

Another trip to A&E, a new record number of stitches - ****ing perfect. Hope everyone else is doing better than me.

risenfromperdition 15-10-2012 03:26 PM

sorry you strugglin katie :(

i cut last night :/ not deep but...
2 months down the tube :/
but was only way to ground...
plusimadirtywhorewhoneedstobepunished


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