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Scarletdreamer 14-09-2010 09:08 PM

*glomps Lia, Mark, Sarah, and Crimson* (I spy all of you!! <3)

Hmm Mark... they do have vege chicken out there (and it is REALLY REALLY GOOD!!!!) so I suppose buffalo wing pizza could be made vegetarian. Mmmm. That is making me hungry. :P Try thinking about pizza before bed and maybe I'll pop up in your dreams. ;) Heehee. :P

Sarah, I'm sorry that you can't eat. :( That sucks especially if you want to be able to eat. *cuddles*

Laura, fair enough. :) Take care of yourself though, hon. Please? Or at least, try your very hardest... we're here for you if you need us. <3 *huggles*

SparkleKitten 14-09-2010 09:13 PM

*glomps April* Yeah I'm starving but not sure I should risk it. All I've kept down today are my meds and a cookie. Great.

*hugs Lindsay* hope it goes okay for you today, I could never do that, I hate phone conversations

*cuddles Laura* hope your class goes well and you feel better soon

*hugs Mark* I want pizza more now, darn :p

*hugs Felicia* Hope you get it sorted out without too many problems.


Edit - I've just been struck with a really awful mood, I feel terrible :(

xxjuliexx 14-09-2010 10:01 PM

-hides from all the yelling and stuff and holds up a teddy for lia?(think that who it was...)-

misskitty112 14-09-2010 10:35 PM

Awww, Owen, I'm sorry you don't like the yelling. I hope it stops soon.

*hugs everyone*
On a random side note, I wanna pop up in someone's RYL dream. That would be EPIC!

MammaMia 14-09-2010 10:37 PM

*curls up and cries*

(Yes I edited this post)

SparkleKitten 14-09-2010 10:42 PM

*cuddles Owen* I hope it stops soon

*hugs Felicia* My dreams are strange, scary places to be, keep out, unless you're going to chase all the nasties away, then you're welcome in there

*cuddles Helen* I hope you're okay hun, people suck sometimes don't they... *sigh*


Edit - So I found out my fiance's first academic conference I might not be able to go to because of my family. I'll never have one due to my inability to research basic projects, not sure if its because I fail or if its because I'm so depressed its a challenge even getting out of bed in a morning... *sighs*

MammaMia 14-09-2010 10:46 PM

I can't say they suck (esp if they read this to check up on me, which is fine, glad they care...) because to me they don't.

*cuddles Sarah*

SparkleKitten 14-09-2010 10:49 PM

Awws, I do hope you're okay, I'm sure they care hun *cuddles*

xxjuliexx 14-09-2010 10:54 PM

ummm... Ribenalion can i please no touchy me... sorry

SparkleKitten 14-09-2010 10:56 PM

Sorry Owen, should have read first

MammaMia 14-09-2010 10:57 PM

*cuddles Sarah* Thanks. I'm going to go bed, have to be up early for last time this week for college. Was planning to sleep about 2 hours ago nearly. Oh well.

Owen, hope you're okay x

PoisonedApple 14-09-2010 11:11 PM

*sneaks in to play with puppy sinclaire and hides*

Kahlia1981 14-09-2010 11:14 PM

*offers everyone cuddles - and waves to Owen*

Got a psychiatrist appointment in a few hours then got to deal with social security. Meh.

frenchhorn 15-09-2010 03:03 AM

doctors appt in 5 and a half hours, so I can't be bothered to sleep, I feel its going to be an all nighter

risenfromperdition 15-09-2010 04:22 AM

im... eh.
wanna do bad stuffs *whine*

frenchhorn 15-09-2010 04:37 AM

*hugs heather* please don't do anything bad
you wanna talk?

risenfromperdition 15-09-2010 05:29 AM

just urgey for no reason and its ridiculously frustrating... and i hate how i get told off for drawing on arm with sharpie when it actually helps and just grr.

how're you oliver?

Kahlia1981 15-09-2010 06:01 AM

*offers Oliver cuddles* - Hoping the doctors appointment went/goes well and you aren't too tired.

*gently cuddles Heather* - Sorry to hear you are urgy and feeling like you need to do bad stuff. Is there anything you can do to distract yourself sweetness?

Feeling very tired now after going to the hospital to see my psychiatrist and then dealing with social security. Would love (<3) to crash . . .

shadowedsoul 15-09-2010 08:59 AM

Sneaks in and hides. Damn it

Doikers 15-09-2010 09:32 AM

*Hugs Sarah*

*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Feliica*

*Hugs April*

I have my 3rd volunteer shift at the cyber cafe in an hour and a half , Anxious , I'm probably going to have to take a Diaz ,which is what they're for.

shadowedsoul 15-09-2010 11:43 AM

Erm how the hell did it reach this point. Damn it stuiped messed up head and thoughts.

one_step_closer 15-09-2010 11:47 AM

*hugs everyone except Owen*

The crisis team didn't help last night. I didn't even get to tell them that I am feeling like overdosing because they steered the conversation towards SI and then said that they had to go because the other phone was ringing. They did tell me to phone NHS 24 who might have been able to refer me to the home crisis resolution and treatment team (the proper crisis team) but I just went to my bed.

nicole94 15-09-2010 02:21 PM

*huggles everyone then curls up in a corner and goes to sleep*

The One Who 15-09-2010 02:33 PM

Sorry I've not really been around, *hugs everyone*

one_step_closer 15-09-2010 03:00 PM

How are you both?

shadowedsoul 15-09-2010 03:32 PM

Cuddles all. Feel down and heading for a meltdown. Just want to curl up and shut down.

misskitty112 15-09-2010 03:36 PM

*cuddles Jill* I know the feeling.

When it rains, it pours anymore...

FlyingNy 15-09-2010 05:49 PM

I have to stop trashing things yesterday it was the ward, now it's my bedroom. Sorry about yesterday guys.

Doikers 15-09-2010 05:52 PM

*Hugs Lia* Are you okay?

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Linday*

*Hugs Claire*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Nicole*

I hopw your all okay :)

SoMuchMore 15-09-2010 06:09 PM

*waves to owen*

*hugs claire* how r u doing? you don't have to apologize for not being around, we understand that sometimes people get busy or just can't post sometimes.

*hugs felicia* i'm sorry thing aren't going great for you right now. I'm around if you ever need to talk.

*hugs jill* what's going on hun? Hope you are as safe as you can be right now.

*hugs lindsay* i'm sorry that the crisis team was not helpful at all. I hope that you stayed safe, its good that you went to bed rather than OD-ed. That's really good. Do you think you will call NHS 24 and be referred? Will they be more helpful? (sorry im not in the UK so i don't really know how all that works)

*hugs mark* how r u today?

*hugs lia* its okay about yesterday. Do you want to talk about what happened? It's okay if not, I was just offering an ear if you needed one.

*hugs kahlia* i'm sorry that you were so tired, did you manage to get some rest?

*hugs heather* i'm sorry you were urgy for no reason. I really understand that and it is an awful feeling.

*hugs oliver* i'm sorry that you had to pull an all nighter. I hate doing that. You okay though? Good luck at the doctors.

*hugs helen* how is college going? Sorry your bus pass did not come.

*hugs sarah* how r u today? You are not a fail though because you dont have any academic conferences lined up right now. You are struggling so it is understandable. Try not to beat yourself up about it too much. Hope that you mood lifts a little soon.

*hugs crimson and april*

So i did updated my r/v if anyone wants to read, but it may not make a huge amount of sense. I knew that once i started typing i would just go on and on, which is why i didn't post here. I feel a little better than yesterday. Not in as bad of a place, but I just got up a little bit ago so we'll see i guess. Hope everyone has a good day.

r/v link: http://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum...d.php?t=106265

misskitty112 15-09-2010 06:21 PM

I can't do this anymore.

PoisonedApple 15-09-2010 06:36 PM

i think i finally took enough crap to stand up for myself at work...
cjb thought she'd get results from calling my boss when i didn't have a chance to answer my phone but since most of the files she has been asking for are either active (i work in the CLOSED FILE ROOM just for reference) or she's been told by the attorney that has them where they are "several times" or the case she gave me wrong info on... i emailed her back on all of them, in one email and bcc'd it to my boss so she has her own copy. if cjb wants to play games that i know the rules to i have a feeling she isn't gonna win. my boss has been understanding from the start since i'm still doing me and r's jobs both but letting her know about all of cjb's discrepancies... she says if i have any problems with cjb to let her know... she's friends with cjb's boss v :D progress has been made and it makes me have a pleasant feeling to go alongside my disgruntled feeling regarding cjb.

one_step_closer 15-09-2010 06:36 PM

Jill, be gentle with yourself. We are all here for you.

Lia, what's happening?

Mark, how are you?

Laura, i'll take a look at your r/v thread *hugs*

Felicia, what is it that you feel you are struggling with?

I might phone NHS 24 later on if I still feel like overdosing. For now I am distracted enough with RYL.

PoisonedApple 15-09-2010 06:38 PM

*hugs everyone*
So how's everyone else's morning/afternoon/night going?
What's up Felicia?

shadowedsoul 15-09-2010 06:39 PM

Cuddles everyone. Erm I'm fine, had a extremly strssfull day. So home having a few drinks,might end up more than a few but I so need this tonight, need to fel numb and shut out the world for tonight. =(

PoisonedApple 15-09-2010 06:40 PM

Oops Lindsay we posted at the same time :)
Quote:

I might phone NHS 24 later on if I still feel like overdosing. For now I am distracted enough with RYL.
Do you play in the arcade? Lately when I need a distraction I play a game I'm good at there and try to beat my highest score :)

Doikers 15-09-2010 06:47 PM

*Hugs Laura* I read you R/V thread, just so you know , I've been self injuring for 15 years and have not managed to stop for more than a few months either :( It's something thats really hard to cope with so don't beat yourself up about it .

*Hugs Crimson* I haven't played in the arcade for yonks! Thanks for reminding me it's there.:)

*Hugs Jill* Please be careful with your drinking Jill , we would hate anything bad to happen to you but I know the feeling of wanting to blot the world out

*Hugs Felicia* Whats happening?, Are you okay?

*Hugs Lindsay* It's good that you are distracted :)

I'm trying to get distracted too , I can visualise the cut and I haven't made it yet :S

MammaMia 15-09-2010 07:02 PM

I'm so not used to posting so little in the ward, hopefully when I'm more used to my new routine, I'll be able to post a little more. Still no sign on bus pass, grrr, will be phoning tomorrow!! Not impressed.

*hugs everyone* Keep safe everybody or try to :D

Four day weekend & sorry about last night, well only Sarah saw my upsetness more than anyone, but it's all sorted, again LOL!!! Staying that way this time :D

*curls up in a blanket in the ward*

one_step_closer 15-09-2010 07:23 PM

Jill, please stay safe.

Crimson, i'm not really a fan of games. I can feel RYL slowing down though so I might need to give them a try.

Mark, can you draw on your body where you want to cut?

*hugs Helen*

I'm so triggered to self harm and feel like I need to in order to get people to take me seriously. If I phone NHS 24 and the proper crisis team come out then they won't take me seriously unless I have harmed myself in some way.

Doikers 15-09-2010 07:51 PM

Quote:

I'm so triggered to self harm and feel like I need to in order to get people to take me seriously. If I phone NHS 24 and the proper crisis team come out then they won't take me seriously unless I have harmed myself in some way.
Well that flat out sucks Lindsay, can't you explain that you would injure if they don't help you? Sorry if thats a crap suggestion :S

SparkleKitten 15-09-2010 07:53 PM

Grr, my gallbladder is off on one again, I'm in agony, all light headed and sleepy. My fiance's phone isn't working so I can't get in touch with him to talk to him. This really sucks. :(

*hugs all who can accept*

Doikers 15-09-2010 08:21 PM

*Hugs Sarah* Do you have pain Killers that you can take for your pain?

SparkleKitten 15-09-2010 08:23 PM

Already had all I can, paracetamol is all I can take. Which sucks.

Doikers 15-09-2010 08:24 PM

I don't know biology but would putting a heat patch/ hot water bottle on the area help any?

Doikers 15-09-2010 08:52 PM

Why is it that Self Injury and Sleep are my only escapes from this constant Numbness ( Which beats depression but is still not nice:( ) Am I just that Pathetic.......? So Useless . Sorry .

shadowedsoul 15-09-2010 09:08 PM

big bear hugs mark. your not pathetic or useless hun. your caring and a lovely person, please take care of yourself

nicole94 15-09-2010 09:16 PM

*hugs everyone* sorry i've been so rubbish latley guys, i'm not doing too well with college and stuff, have only had 5 hours sleep in the last 72 hours and i'm SO tired!
would it be cheeky of me to ask you guys some advice? i understand if i cant cause i havent really been any help latley....

misskitty112 15-09-2010 09:55 PM

Ask away, Nicole! =) I'll give advice if I can.

I'm just feeling ignored and unloved and stuff today. I'm so down, and nothing seems to cheer me up.

one_step_closer 15-09-2010 09:58 PM

*hugs everyone* You are all such great people. Please take care of yourselves.

risenfromperdition 15-09-2010 10:00 PM

*hugs laura lots* read your rv <3 here if you need me

*leaves hugs for everyone who wants/can accept them and a listening ear to anyone else :)*


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