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lolly_x 22-07-2009 05:08 PM

parents doing my head in la la la parents doing my head in!!!!!!!! urghhhhhhhh

actually put that down to mother doing my head in!!!!!

yeah well done helen grrr parents really love to do my head in ****tards!!!!!

MammaMia 22-07-2009 05:40 PM

Thanks Laura :)

Bahaha, parents really do love to irrtate the hell out of us, usually because they care.

lolly_x 22-07-2009 06:02 PM

thing is i have to spend 3 weeks 24/7 with her urghhhhhh

zowie 22-07-2009 06:09 PM

I'm waaay too hungover and tired to do individual replies. I will soon - You all know I do when I can.
I stayed up drinking until 6am last night/this morning! Then slept through the rest of the morning and most of the afternoon.

shadowedseraph 22-07-2009 08:16 PM

*hugs MammaMia* thats awesome news honey congratulations

Kahlia1981 22-07-2009 08:18 PM

*hugs all people she can find on the ward*

MammaMia 22-07-2009 08:45 PM

Thanks shadow :)

Hugs Kahlia lots but gently :)

shadowedseraph 22-07-2009 08:51 PM

*snuggles Kahalia but is careful of the shoulder*

*Hugs MammaMia*

Kahlia1981 22-07-2009 09:01 PM

*hugs Helen taking care not to hurt her shoulder* ~ Good news abbout them using your case for future students with a disability Hells

*hugs shadowed gently*

It's 6 am and I'm the only one in the house that's awake. Coffee time!!

realflifefaerie 22-07-2009 09:05 PM

*hugs Kahila* I hope that arm's improving.
*hugs Helen* congratulations honey, that's really good news!
*hugs shadowed*

I'm all itchy and really feeling unwell still. A friend's really winding me up, she's allowed to yell at me and give me a hard time but it's not allowed to happen the other way round.

Ahh well back to isolation with my rash.

*leaves hugs*

MammaMia 22-07-2009 10:01 PM

Thanks for the congratulations everyone

*gives everyone more hugs lol*

Need these destructive thoughts to go away or something. The only way to make them go away is to do it :'( Gwad I really need to sort my cbt =/

SoMuchMore 22-07-2009 10:56 PM

*hugs everyone*

i wish i could reply individually... but i... my head won't let me...

wildly insane 23-07-2009 12:02 AM

*hugs Fallinstar* silly head, tell it it's wrong

*hugs Helen* well done sweetie, hope you get the cbt sorted soon too

*hugs Secrets* I hope you're not doing too much, hope you're okay

*hugs Kahlia* good luck hun, if you're making coffee..... :)

*hugs Shadowedseraph* hope you're okay

*hugs Arwen* hope the hangover's gone ;)

*hugs Lolly* I really don't think I could stay with my mum all day for three weeks, she drives me insane, good luck, we're here if you want to rant :P

*hugs Cheryl* hope you are okay

*hugs Todlich* ugh I hate having a good day and then the head ruins it all by falling flat on it's arse, hope you had better luck today.

*hugs everyone else*

Am better today than yesterday, did very little today and feel better for it :)

~Kaytee~ 23-07-2009 12:17 AM

I'm awake *rolls eyes*


*cuddles everyone*

Kahlia1981 23-07-2009 07:16 AM

*leaves hugs for everyone who feels they need one*

Well, Uni begins next week and I haven't heard anything about my laptop. I wonder if they are really working on it or whether that's just a line their feeding me to shut me up. Luckily the disability resource officer has offered me a loan laptop until my comes back.

Counting down the days until my cast comes off, just over a week to go. My shoulder is doing well and only hurts when I put it through angles that it shouldn't be going through.

Got my lithium serum levels done this morning. I find out the results next week.

Well I will stop talking about myself now. Sorry that no individual replies occurred in this post.

*leaves more hugs for everybody*

realflifefaerie 23-07-2009 10:48 AM

*hugs Helen* hope you're less destructive today.

*hugs fallin star* don't worry about not replying individually

*hugs wildly insane* yay for feeling better! Fancy teaching me how to do very little?

*hugs BIgbear* hope you managed to get sleep.

*hugs Kahlia* I hope your laptop does get sorted out before uni starts for you. Glad you shoulder surgery seems to have done it' job though.

I, apparently, have a viral infection hence feeling like rubbish and having a nice rash, |It never rains but it pours.

*hugs anyone else who's around*

Kahlia1981 23-07-2009 10:58 AM

*hugs secrets* - I hope my laptop gets here before Uni starts for goodbut I am gradually coming to accept that it won't be.

Tomorrow will be a long day. I just hope I can manage to carry my backpack on one shoulder.

Kahlia1981 23-07-2009 11:05 AM

*leaves hugs for everyone*

Steel Maiden 23-07-2009 11:33 AM

*hugs to everyone*

I'm back on this thread. I've been inpatient for over four months now but I've got 8 hours unescorted leave a day....

How are you all?

zowie 23-07-2009 12:13 PM

I'ma dye my hair today.

MammaMia 23-07-2009 12:51 PM


So not good. Had a very very very bad night. Got extremely hyper, then crashed and boy did I crash.

I should really just learn to keep my mouth shut (Y)


lolly_x 23-07-2009 01:41 PM

good to see you have unescourted leave olympia
zowie- i bet your hair looks awsome

Kahlia1981 23-07-2009 02:31 PM

*hugs all*

Olympia - good to see you have unescourted leave
Arwen - what colour did you dye your hair? I bet it looks great.
Helen - sorry you had a bad night. I hate when you get hyper and then crash.
Lolly - how are you doing?

I hope everyone on the ward is doing okay.
*hugs everyone including those in corners, the smoking shelter and the denial tent*

Steel Maiden 23-07-2009 03:45 PM

Thanks all.

Zowie - dying your hair is cool, what colour will it be?
MammaMia - sorry to hear that you had bad mood swings, how do you feel now?
Lolly_x - ty; its going well, really helping me.
Kahlia - ty too. How are you doing?

realflifefaerie 23-07-2009 04:00 PM

*hugs Kahlia* could you only take some of the stuff you need or get someone to help you carry it tomorrow.

*hugs Steel Maiden* I hope today goes well for you.

*hugs zowie* what colour from/to?

*hugs Helen* sorry to hear last night didn't go well, are you feeling any better now?

*hugs lolly*

Im going to sneak off to the denial tent

MammaMia 23-07-2009 04:22 PM

Thanks for all the cuddles people.

Feeling much calmer than I was earlier. Not wound up anymore. Still feeling pretty awful and struggling. But I'm trying to be strong.

SoMuchMore 23-07-2009 06:49 PM

*hugs secrets*

*hugs MammaMia* Glad you calmer. Hope you feel better soon. Stay strong!

I want to say that I'm doing so much better today. In fact, I may lie if anyone asks. Maybe, I'll convince myself... or maybe i should go to the denial tent too heh.

zowie 23-07-2009 07:12 PM

My hair is now PINK :D

MammaMia 23-07-2009 07:12 PM

& things are going tits up again. **** **** **** :D

*goes hiding in the denial tent*

MammaMia 23-07-2009 07:13 PM


Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1767103)
My hair is now PINK :D

YAY! :woot:

shadowedseraph 23-07-2009 08:15 PM

*hugs to all on the ward out in the smoking shelter and in the denial tent*

I'm having the day from hell, i want a break from it all *hides in a corner and rocks*

wildly insane 23-07-2009 09:05 PM

*hugs Shadowedseraph* sorry to hear that hun, I hope tomorrow is better

*hugs Helen* hope things aren't too bad

*hugs Arwen* pink wow, :)

*hugs Fallinstar* the denial tent is great

*hugs secrets* hope you're ok

*hugs Oly* welcome back, hope the unescorted leave went well today

*hugs Lolly* hope you've had a good day

*hugs Kahlia* good luck tomorrow

*hugs Katie* hope things are ok.

*hugs abound to all*

I'm nervous now, I have an interview tomorrow and I have to get up at 5am which means I have to try and go to bed early and my head is hyper. I want this because it's a good job, but it's so far away from my friends :( deep breath, and fingers crossed, hope the train isn't late.

Kahlia1981 23-07-2009 09:20 PM

*hugs all*

I only just woke up and my brain hasn't kicked in yet so sorry no individual replies. Thinking of you all.

*leaves more hugs*

MammaMia 23-07-2009 09:29 PM

Still going badly..

MammaMia 23-07-2009 09:43 PM

Good Luck for tomorrow Hannah :)

zowie 23-07-2009 11:51 PM

Goodnight everybody. Hoping everyone has a good day tomorrow xxx

~phoenix~ 24-07-2009 02:28 AM

I just want to cry. And I wish I was with L right now. Because somehow, things make sense when I'm with him. The way they never have before.

SoMuchMore 24-07-2009 04:10 AM

*hugs phoenix* I hope you feel better.

Not a fun day again... waiting for things to get better (they always do right?)

Kahlia1981 24-07-2009 05:19 AM

*hugs everyone*

Damnation. 24-07-2009 07:02 AM

I've just realised that my housemate's going to be in hospital on my sister's birthday...

shadowedsoul 24-07-2009 09:57 AM

nevermind. im fine. =/

MammaMia 24-07-2009 12:14 PM

Hugs everyone.

Today's is getting off to a better start than yesterday. My best friend is still ill, but seems to be enjoying my rambling texts. I am suspecting the other one is back in hospital, as she collasped, hit the table on Thursday morning, and then was quite dizzy and stuff last night. I really do hope she's okay :(

Had werid dreams/nightmares. But one in particular as re-playing the day I came back from Jade's. But this time, I wasn't doing it on my own. She was with me and stuff, some stuff that happened in the dream made me sob and panic, but least she was there right? Then we were on the London underground, some people got on, I yelled at her to come sit next to me and then she was like no I can't and then went (but didn't want to). So then I was sobbing again, then it turned into an alton towers ride with a twist to 'end' the journey. I got off, sat on the grass, and just sobbed and sobbed. People who I used to know at school etc (as they worked there) came over, was telling them, then conversation turned into about how I'm an attention seeker/a liar etc. Just bit too close to reality and stuff that's happened recently. Hmm. No wonder I woke up already crying hey?

I'm rambling again lol. Still struggling, but feel very calm today. Which is better than last night, got quite angry and then was full of pure upset. I think I'm spending most of my day in bed though. Just can't be bothered with anything. Got to attempt to do washing and tidying later somehow -.-

youonlyliveonce 24-07-2009 12:58 PM

everyone is leaving :(

lolly_x 24-07-2009 12:58 PM

~pheonix~ huggles sweetie
fallinstar- things could get better if you reach out for it
kahlia- hugs back
damination- huggles sweetness it'll be ok xxx
shadowedsoul- i hope things are ok xxx

Well i'm planning my 18th and i've got a choice of three dresses and i still think i'll be the ugly one...
god why do i have such a poor self image xxx

zowie 24-07-2009 01:09 PM

I have NOTHING to wear tonight. Nothing fits me. I am such a fat lump.

Jetforce 24-07-2009 02:19 PM

*drops in for a quick wave of hello to all*

Hope ur all doing alrite there...*thinks about all the ppl who have signed themselves in the psych ward*

lolly_x 24-07-2009 02:31 PM

zowie could you go out and get a cheap outfit now?

MammaMia 24-07-2009 03:54 PM

<offers cuddles to all>

I'm sure you look lovely Arwen honey :)

zowie 24-07-2009 04:44 PM

I have absolutely no cash to buy a new outfit.
I've squeezed into a tartan mini skirt, I look pregnant in it and can't get the zip up all the way, but I'm wearing a pretty black and purple striped top (that fits me) and it covers the pregnant belly...kind of.
Oh well. Hopefully I'll get drunk enough not to care.

PurpleSmurf 24-07-2009 04:47 PM

*Gives everyone who needs them a hug and her bunny*

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