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MammaMia 09-04-2009 04:12 AM

Thanks sweeite for the hot chocolate *slurps some and realises it's cold* :( Yummy marshmellows though!!!

Ahhh that sucks, hopefully you'll cry sometime...

Jetforce 09-04-2009 04:52 AM

*cuddles ppl in the ward and leave some tim tams*

Hope ur looking after urself there !!

xxx

wildly insane 09-04-2009 08:35 AM

What are Tim Tams?

Hugs Hannah, I know what you mean about crying, I've never been able to cry very easily at all and sometimes it's all you really want to do

Hugs Helen, hope you're feeling a bit better today

Hugs Kat, sorry to hear that he doesn't understand, maybe just give him a bit of time, am glad the meds seem to be working a bit :)

Hugs Gil, How are things today hun?

Hugs Arwen, sorry to hear about the smoking, hope you feel a bit better soon

Hugs Dayna, sorry to hear about the heartache, they're just too damn delicate really

Hugs Jade, am okay will send you another message soon. You are not failing you are a lovely mum and wife and a fighter and I know it's hard but you can do it.

*hugs everyone else hiding in those corners* take care of yourselves and keep up the good fight. *leaves easter bunnys*

Me? I'm okay, looking forward to going home and a bit scared too, never know how it's going to make me feel, or what my mum's going to say, or how much my dad is going to drink, very glad for a few days off, feel in need of a holiday. Would like to take a last minute trip to Morocco, anyone want to join me?

Jetforce 09-04-2009 08:58 AM

Haha...tim tams r chocolate coated biscuits made in Aus..

ur missing out if haven't tried them b4 lol

*drools*

Kahlia1981 09-04-2009 09:38 AM

I did something stupid yesterday ... I woke up after popping my shoulder out in my sleep and had alternating pins and needles and numbness in my hands all day. It was really annoying because I just got through the day and then last night ... long story short ... ended up at the hospital to get some medication or treatment for it. I ended up going back there again today and saw the doctor who had been on psych rotation when I was in the ward in November. She saw the limited ROM (range of motion) without pain and prescribed pain-killers and it was all over in like 20 minutes. Now I can move my dominant arm without wanting to kill someone ... thankfully I guess. But it still hurts a bit on my wrist.

Anyway I've rambled a bit much. Sorry if I've offended anyone recently. I feel like I have. Really, really sorry.

*leaves hugs for all*

Tears of Solitude 09-04-2009 12:45 PM

Hannah I would love to go to Morocco, lets us all go. I think we could all do with a holiday and a Tan hehehehehehe

Helen, honey I am sorry you still cannot cry, hopefully soon xxx

Banana I think your great helping all of us and giving out hot chocolate.

Jet force I hope you are feeling better and thanks for the Tim Tams < drools >

Eclectic I am sorry that your going through men trouble, I hope it all sorts it self out in the end.

Kahlia I hope your shoulder feels better soon xxx

Im having a bad day and I and its only 12.39. Its sooo hard acting like everything is fine. When I am just crumbling inside.

Hands out blankets to everyone, and mugs of coffee and tea. Oh an a Pepsi Max for Helen

Love you all Jade xxx

MammaMia 09-04-2009 01:38 PM

Kahlia, OUCCCCCCCH, gentle cuddles coming your way sweetie.

Jade, I luffs you. I'm sure I'll end up crying on camera soon enough :(

Jem, nah, never had those biscuits.

Everyone else, major cuddles xxx

Jetforce 09-04-2009 01:51 PM

*sends out cuddles to every1 in the psych ward*

Eclectica 09-04-2009 02:02 PM

Bad: I woke up stil feeling bad. I feel constant bad today :[

Good: I know my name blah blah for my system in my head etc and my new name yadda xD

Jetforce 09-04-2009 02:04 PM

*gives cuddles to kat*

MammaMia 09-04-2009 02:13 PM

*curls up into a small ball*

Jetforce 09-04-2009 02:18 PM

*throw a blanket over helen*

Don't give up there!! hang in there xx

MammaMia 09-04-2009 02:26 PM

It's only a matter of time. I have given up.

Tears of Solitude 09-04-2009 02:29 PM

I bloody wont let you give up Helen, You cant and you wont. xxx Where would I be without you.

Love you xxx

Kahlia1981 09-04-2009 02:31 PM

*offers cuddles to Helen, Jade, Katrica, Dayna and Jem*

*apologises to everyone she's missed*

She can't sleep right now - stupid pain in stupid head.

Tears of Solitude 09-04-2009 02:36 PM

Kahlia I hope you get to sleep soon, thanks for the hugs xxx

Love jade xxx

MammaMia 09-04-2009 02:41 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Tears of Solitude (Post 1540963)
I bloody wont let you give up Helen, You cant and you wont. xxx Where would I be without you.

Love you xxx

:-( You would be here without me. I love you too

Quote:

Originally Posted by Kahlia1981 (Post 1540969)
*offers cuddles to Helen, Jade, Katrica, Dayna and Jem*

*cuddles Kahlia lots and lots, hope your head feels better soon :-)

zowie 09-04-2009 03:04 PM

*Hugs all round*
Sorry it's not more.
xxx

MammaMia 09-04-2009 03:06 PM

*hugs Arwen*

Tears of Solitude 09-04-2009 03:09 PM

Honey Your NOT quitting, you have to be here. So many people care and love you, who would be deverstated if you did anything.

Please hang in there xxx

xXMessedUpXx 09-04-2009 03:29 PM

Lock me up and throw away the key. i'm not safe anywhere. nothing works anymore.

[Fog] 09-04-2009 03:48 PM

Hugs all round and marshmallows for anyone who wants them! xx

MammaMia 09-04-2009 04:10 PM

I fail.
I'm going to lose my bestest friend I've ever had.
I can't let her go.
If she goes...I'm most definately gone.
:(

~*Rainbow*~ 09-04-2009 04:13 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1541161)
I fail.
I'm going to lose my bestest friend I've ever had.
I can't let her go.
If she goes...I'm most definately gone.
:(


Hells Sweetie whats up??

*hugs*

MammaMia 09-04-2009 04:58 PM

Told you on msn :)

Kahlia1981 09-04-2009 06:46 PM

I just woke up with this feeling that something is going to go wrong .... it's almost 4 am, but I can't get rid of this sense of foreboding. It's freaking me out.

MammaMia 09-04-2009 10:27 PM

*snuggles Kahlia*

I hate that feeling. It really does suck....

[Fog] 09-04-2009 10:46 PM

Why can I never just be happy like a normal person?

*Curls up in a huff*

MammaMia 09-04-2009 11:19 PM

*cuddles*

I think we all often wonder that. What's normal anyway??

xXMessedUpXx 09-04-2009 11:21 PM

i can't do this. im sick of fighting. i want to give up.its time. its my time

wildly insane 10-04-2009 12:02 AM

wow that's a lot in a day, sorry can't do more than offer hugs all round.

Helen don't you dare give up!
Kahlia hope the foreboading goes away and the headache
Messed up it's not your time yet, keep fighting
arwen - you ok?
Gil *hugs*
Jem you'll have to send lil england some Tim Tams, how are you?
Hannah, normal would drive us crazy :)
Jade, stay strong hun, we're here for you, talk if you want to, acting is tiring especially when you have to fight as well, lots of hugs

hugs and hugs to everybody

zowie 10-04-2009 03:22 AM

Helen, thanks for the hugs. And to everyone who gave out hugs :)
Having a tough time.
Drunk. As I always am.
I'll make a thread.
Love you all xxx

zowie 10-04-2009 01:54 PM

I fail.

Jetforce 10-04-2009 01:57 PM

*cuddles hannah* I could be better really..but oh well, i'll survive somehow hmm. How r u? *sends over some tim tams to u* lol

*cuddles arwen* plz tc of urself there! xx

zowie 10-04-2009 01:58 PM

*Hugs Jem back* Thanks hun :) xx

Jetforce 10-04-2009 02:00 PM

nps..stay safe there xx

[Fog] 10-04-2009 02:35 PM

*Curls up in a corner, stares at her stupid red liney legs and tries to force out a tear*

~*Rainbow*~ 10-04-2009 07:00 PM

*bug hugs to everyone*

Does my other half phoning me this morning and speaking to me for half an hour then before hanging up the phone saying "I Love You" mean that he believes me and not my stupid mates?????

Michaella 10-04-2009 07:44 PM

its been a few days..im sorry i havent been around..im still struggleing not to slip..but i havent yet, ive been blanking lately...hopefully will be around more.... hope everyones ok .

*hugs*

zowie 10-04-2009 08:27 PM

*hugs Gil and Michaella*

I've smoked way too much today, and I'm going to smoke more.
My throat will NOT thank me.

MammaMia 10-04-2009 10:28 PM

I wish I was dead.
This peroid pain is pure agony.
:(

Emo 10-04-2009 11:34 PM

struggling tonight ..flashbacks ...not coping ...:cry

[Fog] 10-04-2009 11:35 PM

*Hugs all round*
*Gives hot water bottle and a cup of tea to Helen*

I told my mum about my mh stuff today... It actually went really well. I told her about the voices and cutting and everything, can't believe I managed to do it now it all just kinda came tumbling out!

wildly insane 10-04-2009 11:52 PM

Hey congratulations Hannah, that's excellent *hugs*

Thanks Jem, am doing okay actually yeah 2 weeks free today :) hope things get better for you soon *cuddles back*

*hugs Gil* oh I'm so glad, it sounds ok :)

*hugs Arwen* you do not fail hun, hope you have a nice evening with your friends

*hugs Serenity* is there any way we can help?

*hugs Michaella* congratulations for not slipping keep going :)

*cuddles Helen gently* don't say that

Leaves chocolate eggs for everybody, hope that your all doing okay, loadsa hugs :)

Damnation. 11-04-2009 12:45 AM

PEOPLE NEED TO PROCEED WITH ****ING CAUTION. AND PEOPLE ARE NOT.

It is difficult enough to contend with my own mind and not go void again, so I don't need ****ers coming along, harrassing me with stupidly pointless IMs every few ****ing minutes

MammaMia 11-04-2009 06:40 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by banana89 (Post 1544012)
*Hugs all round*
*Gives hot water bottle and a cup of tea to Helen*

I told my mum about my mh stuff today... It actually went really well. I told her about the voices and cutting and everything, can't believe I managed to do it now it all just kinda came tumbling out!

So so so proud of you <3

~*Rainbow*~ 11-04-2009 06:41 PM

*checks In*

Well it looks as though i was wrong!!!!!!!!!!! Its over!!!!!!!!!!!!! I ended it becasue i coudlnt be with a guy who believes my friends over me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate myself i wanna die!!!!!!!!1 I jsut want to drink myself in to the next life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I dont want to cope!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want to die again





















I AM SORRY :'(

MammaMia 11-04-2009 06:47 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by wildly insane (Post 1544039)
*cuddles Helen gently* don't say that

*cuddles back* Thanks Han, but it's true :(

[Fog] 11-04-2009 07:25 PM

*Hugs Helen* Thanks, I'm so pleased that I finally managed to do it!! Got to go back to the docs to sort out my meds... mum said she reckons my ADs haven't been working cos I didn't tell the docs all of the stuff about voices, ocd etc. Stoopid me. I feel kinda awkward about it now but her and dad are being really nice. Just SIed so a bit pissed off with myself but there we go, it's shut up the Voice for a while!!

Oh Rainbow I'm so sorry to hear that *Cuddles gently* Try and hang on in there sweetie. Thinking of you

Hope everyone is ok xxx

zowie 11-04-2009 10:36 PM

*Offers Helen a hot water bottle* Hope the period pains have eased up a bit today.

*Hugs Serenity* How are you feeling now hun?

Thank you Hana. I just feel pretty **** coz I had a little slip up the other day. I didn't deserve to hurt, I was angry at other people.

*Offers hugs to Dayna (If she wants them)*

Gil - Sorry things turned out that way. I have also lost my boyfriend and friends recently for similar reasons. I know how hard it is, but stay strong! You deserve so much better! *hugs*

Banana (name? Sorry, you might have already said it but I don't remember :P) - Well done for telling your mum! It's great to hear that they're being supportive!


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My throat is absolutely killing me. I smoked 20 cigarettes yesterday, which is how much I was smoking before I 'quit'. I haven't smoked so much in a couple of months, it really ****ed my throat up.
I'm also still really pissed off that I slipped up the SI. It'll be five months in eight days, but I just feel like I haven't achieved anything. If I'm still slipping up this far in, surely I'm not 'free'? I mean, I've only slipped up three times in the five months. But the person most proud of me is my dad, and I don't think he'd see me as recovered if he knew I'd slipped.
I just want the cuts to heal and go away. :(


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