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inkyspider 16-06-2008 11:55 PM

Is it okay if i check in for a bit?
I know people don't really know me, but, yeah.
I hope it's okay,

Kuwairo 17-06-2008 12:04 AM

^ course it is! I'm only a newbie on the ward too.
Are you ok hun?

lil-princess 17-06-2008 12:20 AM

*hugs everyone*

I'm going to hide in the dark corner and just cry untill i can't take much more of this :'( xxx

inkyspider 17-06-2008 12:29 AM

Thanks Ku

Just go in a big fight with friend/roommate, and can't deal with it.
I don't want to do anything bad though, i'm almost 8 months free.

*hugs lil-princess*

Pomegranate 17-06-2008 12:56 AM

Just tried to make up with my ****ing housemate who decided she couldn't live with me next year cos of the SI and depression and then proceeded to smash plates etc. Was met with '**** off bitch' response. Drinking. Need to drink. Try to be normal adult and apparently even fucjk that up. So am drinking. 6 pints snake bite, some shots and few beer. May drive to get wine noe, whpo knows. **** them, **** the world.

blondiebear 17-06-2008 01:18 AM

Tabby, hi and welcome.
Alexx, I hated being single too the few times it happened. More often I already had my next boyfriend lined up.

Ally, that whole situation sounds disgusting.

I haven't accomplished much today. Can't say that I'm sorry either. I guess I should be sorry. But my pets are cared for. I'm starting on laundry. Otherwise when I'm done hanging out here I'll go shop online for some yarn I want to make new rugs. Hopefully the ones I make will be colorfast. Or at least machine washable.

90F is the usual daytime high temperature here from now until some time in September, with heat waves up to 15 degrees higher than that. And I get heatsick at 80F. Thank God for air conditioning.

~*forever_broken*~ 17-06-2008 02:45 AM

Emma hunni, please, please, PLEASE be careful, don't drive hunni.
*snuggles and takes some of your alcohol*

blondiebear 17-06-2008 04:59 AM

*blowing kisses to everyone on my way out to bed*

~*forever_broken*~ 17-06-2008 05:04 AM

Sleep well, Blondie-mom.
Hmmm, was going to write a 'book' here but it would probably be more appropriate to do it... Outside the psych ward *gasp*!
It's just that, since I'm not 'out there' supporting I don't really feel right doing it... But the psych ward really isn't the place for my ramblings...
*wanders out to create a thread*

Pomegranate 17-06-2008 06:35 AM

I could probably get away without getting these stitched/butterflied, ok well I couldn't but I could see what would happen. I will see how I feel in the morning (yes it is 6.35 am here...I mean when I wake up) and whether I make them worse. If I do I am ****ed, both wrists on both sides but then I deserve it so hey ho. N/m and all that crap.

Pomegranate 17-06-2008 07:17 AM

I love you all, Night all. Keep safe and all that. Thinking of you xxx

zowie 17-06-2008 10:12 AM

Morning all. Hows everyone doing? xxx

MammaMia 17-06-2008 12:28 PM

*snuggles everyone*

I can't cope with the worry, but I worry because I care about them both so so so much. They're two of my bestest friends and I don't want either of them to be suffering like this or to die either *wants to cry*

*hides away in the corner*

Detour. Derail 17-06-2008 12:30 PM

I'm moving house on Thursday.
*shakes and makes a funny squeaky noise*

MammaMia 17-06-2008 12:39 PM

OMG Alex :(
I'm so sorry because I know how much you don't want to move
(Or you moving out of your parents house alone?)

blondiebear 17-06-2008 01:18 PM

5:30am. Noisy cat. cold pizza. maybe some ice cream since there was only 1 piece of pizza left?

Jetforce 17-06-2008 01:44 PM

I ate the other slices :-P i was hungry lol

MammaMia 17-06-2008 01:48 PM

I'm sooooooo hungry :|

Jetforce 17-06-2008 01:53 PM

Y don't u raid blondiebear's last pizza helen :-P lol


*curls in the corner alone* i feel uber **** now :-( so wanna leave this planet atm......F#$K is all i gotta say atm

MammaMia 17-06-2008 01:58 PM

*hugs Jem lots*

I wish I could make you stop feeling uber **** and stuff as I know how awful it feels :(

Me? I feel like crying a lot today :|

Jetforce 17-06-2008 02:11 PM

*hugs helen back*

Thx's :-)

How come u feel like crying? i do too...but that's awakard of me to cry - pretty strange seeing a guy cry...but i'll crying for no reason if i'm able to get the tears out..which i doubtful

MammaMia 17-06-2008 02:32 PM

*hugs you again*

No problem sweetheart :D I don't like seeing you like this :( Don't like seeing anyone like it =[

I feels like crying because my best friend is flying out to spain for 3 months on Monday, so we spend our last day together, well afternoon on Thursday, and the thought of it just makes me well up. Also I want to cry because I am very worried about two of my best friends (who happen to post in here)....because I know how they both feel and what they want isn't good. So this weekend, when I see them both, is going to be way emotional for me...because I'll know where as one doesn't know about the other, but will work it out from this post. Damm >.<

Pomegranate 17-06-2008 03:04 PM

Hells, if you are talking about me, you don't need to worry. I will be fine, I always am and I'm not going anywhere soon. What will I figure out from that post? (sorry tired and hung over).

Crying is ok hun, if it will make you feel better then cry away *offers a tissue*

shadowedseraph 17-06-2008 03:31 PM

Thanks for the hugs guys *hugs to those that need them*

I'm just spiralling downwards at the moment the voicesa wont stop and my mood is dragging me down i just need to feel safe from myself and the world

*hands out hot chocolate and cookies*

Jetforce 17-06-2008 03:33 PM

*cuddles shadow*

R u on any meds? it sounds like u should be on some if ur hearing voices :S not fun...but yeah, tc of urself :-) xx

MammaMia 17-06-2008 03:48 PM

Yes you're one of the two. I'd love to believe you, but something is telling me you're jst saying that. But I trust you. :tongue2: Indeed you can't go anywhere, you're putting up with me tomorrow, saturday AND Sunday (well part of it). Think you can surive? :shocked: I thought you might figure out who the other person is when I'm on about worrying about two people...and since I mention this weekend.....about seeing them both....

I wish I could cry :crying:


Originally Posted by Pomegranate (Post 856541)
Hells, if you are talking about me, you don't need to worry. I will be fine, I always am and I'm not going anywhere soon. What will I figure out from that post? (sorry tired and hung over).

Crying is ok hun, if it will make you feel better then cry away *offers a tissue*

Detour. Derail 17-06-2008 05:14 PM


Originally Posted by Hells (Post 856289)
OMG Alex :(
I'm so sorry because I know how much you don't want to move
(Or you moving out of your parents house alone?)

I wish!!!!
Naww...I'm moving with my family....then I'll probably be moving out on my own next year O.o

MammaMia 17-06-2008 05:27 PM

I don't want you to leave usssssss :(

Detour. Derail 17-06-2008 05:35 PM

I'm not leaving for forever hun....*hugs*

shadowedseraph 17-06-2008 05:39 PM

*snuggles Jetforce* thanks

yes i am on meds but they dont seem to be working right at this minute in time which is frustrating as hell i wish i knew what to do

curvyphoenix 17-06-2008 05:40 PM

*brings happy pillow and soft blanket in to curl up in the corner*

MammaMia 17-06-2008 06:19 PM


Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 856983)
I'm not leaving for forever hun....*hugs*

I know...:) *hugs*

farawayfairy 17-06-2008 06:28 PM


I'm new to vets, is it ok if I hide and snuggle up in the corner?

Zedebee 17-06-2008 06:39 PM

^^ Of course it is =)

*curls up in a corner somewhere*
I don't want to go back there I don't I don't but I do but....*covers ears*

farawayfairy 17-06-2008 06:47 PM

Thanks :) You ok Zedebee?

Detour. Derail 17-06-2008 06:48 PM


Zedebee 17-06-2008 06:51 PM


Originally Posted by farawayfairy (Post 857209)
Thanks :) You ok Zedebee?

First of all, call me Zed =)
Second of all - welcome [should've done that before...sorry]
And...not quite really...


Originally Posted by Reason[TO]Believe (Post 857211)

*cuddles a hell of a lot*

Auburn Shadow 17-06-2008 07:02 PM

*hugs everyone*

What's up Zed?

*passes out in a corner for a while*

Zedebee 17-06-2008 07:04 PM

*hugs Hana*

Um..Zed just finding everything hard and being silly...*shushes*

Kuwairo 17-06-2008 07:06 PM

*MASSIVE HUGS for zed and alexx*
talk to us...
*hugs anyone else who needs/wants them*

Auburn Shadow 17-06-2008 07:09 PM

*hugs* Anything you wanna talk about sweetie?

How are you Ku?

Kuwairo 17-06-2008 07:10 PM

Hey Hana
I'm ok...I'm panicking cos I'm at the doctors tomorrow...
Are you ok?

Zedebee 17-06-2008 07:15 PM

*cuddles Miss Ku lots*

Auburn Shadow 17-06-2008 07:16 PM

*hugs* good luck tomorrow, I'm sure it'll go ok. :)

I'm ok thanks. Just shattered, done about a week's worth of work in 3 hours this afternoon, after having about 2 hours sleep last night, but it'll be fine, I guess.

Kuwairo 17-06-2008 07:22 PM

^ ouch, that's far too much for one day!
I hope you get a bit more sleep tonight...

I just panic when I get there, ever since I've been going about depression etc...and now they need to patch up my hand...I hate the panic attacks :(

zowie 17-06-2008 07:33 PM

Dreading work tomorrow. I hate work.

Kuwairo 17-06-2008 07:43 PM

^ *hugs* how come hun?

MammaMia 17-06-2008 08:02 PM

*hugs everyone lots and lots*

I feel very tired and bit crap :S

Kuwairo 17-06-2008 08:07 PM

^ *hugs* how come hun?

Auburn Shadow 17-06-2008 08:10 PM

*hugs helen, zowie and anyone else who wants/needs*

Here if anyone wants to talk about anything


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