*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Louise* I'm sorry hun , whats up?

I'm ok thank you Louise. whats up?


*hugs Louise and Mark*

*hugs everyone*

I'm feeling stressed just thinking about moving house, and I still really want to overdose.

*leaves non-calorie treats and hugs for everyone*

*Squishes Laura*

*hides crying*

*hugs everyone* sorry I'm not doing individual hugs.. again.

I'm hating myself so much.. I don't know what to do.
I don't deserve my family. Should just leave

*hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Tiff*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mara*

*hugs Ian*

Thanks for the hug Oliver :) how are you?

*hugs Ian* I'm low you?

*Cuddles Oliver* I'm sorry your low :( whats making you feel low mate? I'm ok thanks. I had a couple of rough days a few days ago but im ok now.

*hugs Ian* I'm glad your doing ok.

I'm scared, I'm doing a concerto in 3 weeks and I'm terrified I'll OD before then and I'm just really low about it all

*hugs Ian* it's good to read that you are a bit better
*hugs Oliver* sorry you are low

*hugs Laura* hows you?

Hello and *hugs* to all.

Just quickly dropping in to let you know that:
* the move went okay
* we're very happy in the new unit
* we have limited internet until ours is sorted out - don't ask seriously

I can pop in from time to time but we're using a 3G stick until everything is sorted out and will have times of slow or no coverage. But I wanted to thank everyone who do for looking after Puppy SinClair, he's looking really happy and well fed, so thanks everyone!! Anyway, just have to try to keep myself sane until I can next go crazy .... um you know what I mean.

Take care everyone!!

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*hugs Kahlia*
*hugs mark*
*hugs oliver*
*hugs ian*

how are you all?

Feeling unwanted and undeserving. It's sunny today but I wish it was raining. A constant heavy rain, like the tears I cried last night.
I hope the sun can lift my mood a bit. I have to teach kids how to kneel on a horse later.

*Hugs Laura* I'm ......I don't know really , I think the increased anti depressants may be kicking in