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Jetforce 19-02-2010 05:27 AM

Yah, i'm well thx's ppl :-)

How is everybody one doing there?

*gives Kahlia lots of warm hugs*

Kahlia1981 19-02-2010 11:46 AM

*cuddles everyone*

Spent 5 hours at A&E today with my housemate. Now really not doing well, but I can't go to hospital until the results of my complaints come through ....

Man, someone just take my head off for a while ... please ???????

Scarletdreamer 19-02-2010 12:12 PM

*cuddles Kahlia, Laura, quiet1, Crimson, Helen, Jet, SilverFlame, and anyone else I missed (sorry!!)*

Thanks for the support, guys. I still feel crappy about being, well, so dumb about everything. Crimson, I'm glad that you don't feel so alone. And quiet1, you're right in that I oughtn't compare myself to other students who aren't struggling with the same stuff. It's just that it's so difficult... I compare myself constantly, physically & emotionally, & I don't know what to do about it. I don't know how to stop, basically. :(

Jarrod (hubby) stayed home from work today, which was nice... pleasant to have him here. He needed a break from the "idiocy there," as he put it. Lol. Sounds like an ideal workplace... *rolls eyes*

I am exhausted. Got up at 4:30am today. :(

*facepalm*

Doikers 19-02-2010 12:18 PM

* Hugs to all who need them *
Back in the real world after having my wedding head on . I got put in charge of the rings! That responsibility plus Lithium meant I was shaking when I gave the rings to the Bride( My lil Sis) and groom . Apart from being nervous I had a good time and am only 3 days away from being 1 month S.I. free , I've bought my bracelet in readiness:) It' will be a milestone for me . I'm feeling really positive :) I hope you are all doing well :D

MammaMia 19-02-2010 12:43 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Feeling bit better this afternoon. I think..

SoMuchMore 19-02-2010 04:48 PM

*hugs quiet1* hope that you didnt have horrible dreams. I think maybe you should try to reschedule ur appt. I know its hard when ur torn between ur illness and wanting to be healthy.. but maybe the IOP would help u sort some of it out.

Thanks for your words of encouragement about my speech yesterday. i really appreciate it.

*hugs helen* sorry about your foot. I hope you can get it checked out soon. Glad that you are feeling a bit better today

*hugs kahlia* i dont think taking ur head off is a good idea heh. Sorry you had to go to the a&e with your housemate. U alright?

*hugs april* glad your having a nice time with ur hubby. Your not dumb though at all. Maybe you should try to take a nap... 4:30am is crazy early to be waking up.. sometimes i dont even go to bed until that late lol.

*hugs mark* yay im so glad u feel positive and are almost 1 month free. thats fantastic!!

*hugs jet, silverflame, and oliver*

Hm.. I know that i have a lot to do this weekend but i kinda just want to curl up in a ball and barely move. I'm tired all the frickin time. i'll be alone most of the weekend b/c pretty much everyone i know is going out of town.. so thats really gonna suck.
Maybe ill bake some no-calorie cookies for the ward here :-)

CrazyHayley 19-02-2010 05:10 PM

jst wrote stuff. deleted it. can't be arsed. i think.... oh i don't know.

*hides in corner to be safe*

MammaMia 19-02-2010 05:20 PM

*cuddles Laura and Hayley*

Here if you wnt to talk hun xx

PoisonedApple 19-02-2010 05:41 PM

*comes in curls up and cries*

Kahlia1981 20-02-2010 03:11 AM

*cuddles everyone*

It's rough without my housemate here... I just want to curl up into a little ball and disappear ... really not feeling at all well ... Struggling with the urge to go to the hardware shop on the corner and buy a couple of dangerous things ...

*sigh* *curls self into little ball*

CrazyHayley 20-02-2010 10:59 AM

whoo hoo! Diet pills and slimming patches arrived this morning... feeling tad moren hopeful....

am I even allowed to write that?! not wanting it to be advocating it or anything, jst stating a fact....

*shuts up in fear of saying wrong thing*

one_step_closer 20-02-2010 12:00 PM

I need to be in a constant state of overdose, I don't know how else to cope with life.

Doikers 20-02-2010 04:05 PM

I was just shopping in the supermarket and everything wasfine but I ran into a guy who takes pottery classes at the hospital and it reminded me of being in hospital and sent me into anxiety/panic attack I put back some bannanas but left the rest of my shopping on the floor and walked fast strait back to my flat where I took a Diaz which I hope calms me soon . I just have to wait for it to kick in . I'm shaking , god its pathetic I REALLY want to cut but I am so close to 1 month and I'd be SO pissed off at myself if I did , 20 more minutes and the Diaz should kick in .
*Crosses fingers and hopes it will all calm down soon *

* hugs to allthat need them *

Sorry to ramble/rant ....

MammaMia 20-02-2010 05:14 PM

*cuddles all*

Please try & stay safe everyone. I know how hard it is :(

I just want to know what's going to happen to my best friend & her daughter :'( Please hurry up and decide. Please :/ Last night was awful enough.

Scarletdreamer 20-02-2010 09:30 PM

Heya everyone... sorry to hear that people are having a hard time right now... :(

LauraStar, well done on getting your talk done. I would be scared, too... geez. In fact, a story about my social anxiety - I was supposed to be going over to a friend's apartment last night but got so freaking anxious - from 2:30pm until 8pm-ish - that I had to cancel. I bet that they had a great time watching DVDs and everything... but funnily enough, I don't feel left out. *shrug* But the anxiety was terrible. I couldn't control it; I did everything I could, including taking 3mg Klonopin and doing all of the relaxing things I could, minus a hot bath - but even all of that didn't work. :( Anyway. That's my recentest bit of social anxiety... and it SUCKS. *cuddles LauraStar*

*cuddles Kahlia* How you doing, love?

*cuddles Hayley & Crimson* How're things going today with you?

*cuddles Mark* I'm sorry that you got so panicked. :( Are you feeling better now? I hope so... and I also hope that you got through it without SI'ing. A month is amazing!! and even if you did slip up, almost a month is still amazing, especially when you struggle with the urges so much. :)

*cuddles Helen* How you doing, sweetie? how's your foot?

I'm so tired... got up at 5am today but did have a nommilicious nap today for about an hour and a half, listening to my iPod. Hehe. It was so nice just to curl up under the covers & sleep!! :)

Not much is going on. Really want to cut... and purge... but nothing new there. *sigh*

*more cuddles all 'round, then goes to hide for awhile*

MammaMia 20-02-2010 10:19 PM

My foot's getting better thank you April :) Well seems to be. Probably jinxed it now haven't I?? :p I'm feeling...overwhelmed & emotional. It's not been an easy few days at all.

*hugs everyone and returns to hiding*

PoisonedApple 21-02-2010 12:13 AM

april ~ doing ok today. i got my hair done the other day. i cut 12 inches off to donate to locks of love and then got my hair layered and dyed black and highlighted with purple. i love it :) and yesterday i talked to a new tattoo artist (the last one wanted to butcher my design totally) and he said he'd take pictures i like of real flowers and use them for a stencil rather than stock sketches of flowers and he said my choices in colors was totally doable... i like this one he's knowledgeable and friendly and experienced... i think he'll be my only tattoo artist from now on. anyhow i'm dropping off new pics and my deposit on tuesday and plan to have the tattoo done end of next week. i also got a new piercing done yesterday after work. all in all i was much better after i vented and got the hell out of work.

how is today going for you?

*huggles everyone and skips away*

PoisonedApple 21-02-2010 12:15 AM

p.s. glad your foot is doing better helen... it sounded like a pinched nerve.

Doikers 21-02-2010 10:51 AM

Thanx April , Luckily the Diazapam 10mg kicked in after 30 or so minutes and I calmed down and got through it without S.I. :) I still have to go to the shops to pay bills and buy grocerys and am all anxious about it now , wondering who I will run into :S .
One more day until I hit the month , I just have to tell myself I can do it.
I just am going to keep checking into this thread all day , I find that helps, you are all so nice in here :)

* Hugs to everyone*

CrazyHayley 21-02-2010 12:06 PM

Just wanting to give out some huggles....
*GROUP HUGGLES EVERYONE IN WARD*

I'm up and washed and dressed before midday! Whoohoo! That's the first time in weeks, haha evil M.E, you did not win, I will not have a relapse, just a rough patch. Also on day 3 of period, so PMDD is diminishing and sanity returning for its brief period of time in my cycle. So yeah, think I'll cope better next few days, so huge hugs all round and I hope I can share some positive vibes with you all.

(Sorry for lack of personal replies, but I've been out of it hiding in here for sooo long, I've lost complete track of what's going on with who! My brain just isn't up to going through it all, sorry)


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