bi-polar and manic depressive are the same condition I believe.

*goes out to smoking shelter and awaits a phonecall*

*hugs hayley* i am glad your guy is ok, i hope you speak to him soon

then why the **** it got 2 names? just to confuse idiots like me? ARRRGH!!!!!!

you aren't THAT old!!!

Diamond n00b, I don't believe we've been properly aquainted....I'm crazy Hayley, tho in here just Hayley and out in the real world just crazy, lol
Thanks for your concern, how's you? *snuggle*

hi there hayley i am known as L J in the big wide world, i am struggling somewhat with urges but managing to shout them down for now.

it's funny... almost scary... how "real" this virtual psych ward feels... how comforting... *snuggles up in a corner with her blankey, pillow, and teddy*
I feel "safe" here. I can be "little" and not worry about being made fun of. :-)

Hey if anyone fancys drilling into my head feel free it hurts like hell and the brain could use some air.

As for the manic/ bi polar thing its all to do with political correctness and change of times.

oh... so which is the term nowadays? bi polar?

Thats the one that polititions and people who think manic depression is a put down but most people dont mind.

Personaly i think they should change the word lisp to something without an s.

yeah... bi polar is what I hear more... I hardly ever hear "manic depressive"

I people still say depression though dont they and not uni polar?

ya know... it's funny... almost scary... how "real" this virtual psych ward feels... how comforting... *snuggles up in a corner with her blankey, pillow, and teddy*
I feel "safe" here. I can be "little" and not worry about being made fun of. :-)

I love you guys!!! (don't know where this high moment came from)

I came here the other day and liked it, so thought I'd come back if thats okay!

*cuddles her RYL daddy*

of course it's ok... if you can put up with us... welcome back scarlet angel

thanks guys....I may just sit in the corner and watch the world go by for a bit, just like feeling safe in here, its comforting!

but I may take a hug with me! :D

yuppers... comforting it is... I live in here... I never wanna leave.
It's almost scary how "real" a virtual psych ward can feel... but this place is home.

Sorry was on the phone for a bit.....
I live in here too!! I was only thinking earlier that I wish it was real, not that I wanna go into a realy pysch ward, just that what we're all doing here now, snuggles, blankets chatting etc could acctually materialise.

*first aid type snuggles mors certa* wish I could do more to help you.

*snuggles everyone else cos doesn't know what else can do*

I've never been in a real psych ward, so I only have my imagination, Girl Interrupted and the psycfh wards I used to work on, but I love listening to you guys chatting away! I love how many corners there are!!

but sometimes I scare myself...
I start thinking maybe I am living too much in a fantasy world... ya know?
Like it may get hard for me to rationalize between what's real and what's not... ya know?

My my guys....busy day huh?
My mum made jelly...but I'm not really up to eating it alone :/
so does anyone want some?:]

Ick...today I was gonna get answers...but no...i'll just suffer instead...

I get that all the time! Even at work I feel totally unreal at times, which is very scary cos I kinda need my brain on the job!!

I live FOR my fantasy world....Ive had all my books taken off me...I've been told to not read as much...I've been told to "snap into the real world"...and I did...and I did silly things along with it...
I dunno the point of this post...but...you get it?

I know you dont know me, but I have some jelly? Quite fancy some!

ooooh, Jelly.....but is it veggie friendly jelly? If it is i'll have some please.
As for the amount of corners, last week someone built an extension, a deca something to add on loads more corners cos we were getting new inmates. Always room in here!

surrreee ^_^
It was an open offer....free for anyone hehe :D
Im Alexx by the way ^_^

and i use this smiley face ---> ^_^ far too much





^_^

Of course it is :]
The beauty of this place....it can be anything you want it to be....

Thats always a bonus!! Corners are fab for snuggling up in, with a cozy blanket!

I'm Kelly! Nice to meet you all! :D x

yup, it has the best smoking shelter ever!!! much better than the ones in the big scary world.....
*munches happily on veggie friendly jelly* thanks alexx's mum!!!

Well... what I mean is I think I can maybe make up things in my head... like things that are wrong with me... or things that happened to me in the past...and I am so good at making **** up, that I actually believe it happened... and no one can convince me otherwise.

I completely get where you're coming from. I've been doing that alot lately! It scares me a lil bit!

The mind is a scary thing. I know that sometimes I question my own memories, I remember things and think, no surely that can't be right? But then why would I remember it that way?! So i'm the same, think its real, but then somedays wonder if I've just told myslef in the past that its real so now I believe it? Oh I don't know.....I'm just trying to say you're not alone but I don't know the answer. Is there anyway you can get factual evidence? would you believe that more than someones word?

Oh thank the Goddess!!!
Someone else knows where I am coming from!!!!
I am not completely insane!!!!
*hugs*

*hugs*

oh and kelly... just fyi... to reload the ward without having to exit and re-enter, just hit F5 ;)

no not completely insane, we just have minds that work a lot and there is sooo much not known about the mind. I think its that fine line between creative genius and madness with things like that and the whole fantasy world. I mean I went to stage school and then was a drama tutor for a while before my physical health got so bad, so often my imagination goes haywire and I temporarily loose my grasp on reality.
I talk to henry hoover all the time, but one day when he talked back to me, I was really excited......then realised that couldn't be good.....shame though, cos he's very friendly, saves me from scary human eating spiders

i'm in need of my filthy habbit, back in 5...
*goes out to smoking shleter*

Thanks for the F5 tip! Just wanted to give Hayley a hug, read your thread! *hug*

yeah... like I have nightmares about having something done to me by my brother-in-law while my husband was in Iraq......... but I have no evidence... he denies it, no witnesses, no nothing... :-(

Ive done that loads too...
I convince my self loads of things....like I was married...or about to be married...or that I've lost something REALLY important which, in fact, doesnt even exist...

Is there a fan in here cos I'm kinda baking! Feel like I'm in an oven!!

my mood has dropped

I'm thinking of possibly having hypnosis to see if what I am believing is true. Has anyone had it done?

Hayleeyyyy....I freaking love you missus ^_^

*goes out to smoke with hayley*

I need to drink a bottle of Nyquil

*POOF*
a fan magiclly appears