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*Hugs April* I'd love to see photos of your state park , it sounds lovely . I live in a national park and used to hike all the time until my Depression kicked in about 5-6 years ago ( WOW 5-6 WHOLE years , I didn't realise , my life has been pointless for that long , ugh thats a downer )
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*hugs Doikers*
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*hugs everyone* sorry, too many to do individually, had a good evening, went out with my friend and just wanderd around aimlessley talking, but then got home and my sister started :( now i wanna cut.
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*cuddles Hels* I'm sorry you're not feeling any better... :( I'm feeling worse too, tbh... just want it all to end like never before. Are you sure that your mum "has enough on her plate without [you] adding to it"? She's your mum, she's supposed to help take care of you when you're struggling. I realize that all mums aren't capable of this, but I am just checking to make sure that you're not underestimating her. Of course, I don't know her... so sorry if that offended. :-S I hope that you manage to get a good cry in, too, since they do seem to help. I wish I could cry... :(
*cuddles Mark* I've been depressed for 6 years now too. Almost exactly. Actually, my last "good" year was 2003, and that was only marginally good. That's just sad. :( I wish I could be happy again... doubt that will ever happen. I feel like I'm doomed to misery, heh, even though Jarrod thinks differently. How are you feeling? *cuddles Nicole* What did your sister start? Did she and you start arguing over summat? Sorry, got a bit confused by what you wrote. :-S Sorry if I'm really dense, 'cause I feel that way right now... Well, I have a page and a half of my senior sem paper done, and more research done as well. But that's it. I feel like such a ****ing loser, slacker, idiot. Tomorrow's Easter and it's supposed to be a day off, but I can't take a day off. I need to get that ****ing paper DONE. And then I see my SW on Monday and I'm scared of that appt... last time I wore long sleeves so she couldn't see my arms but this time I'm not going to, I don't think... The following content has been hidden - Reason : slightly graphic si trig
I feel so stupid. I need to just... I don't know, die. I'm such a failure. :crying: |
Just updated my r/v thread... if anyone wants to read it...
Sorry if I spam the thread with that... I understand if no one wants to. |
*cuddles April* I'm sorry too. I just feel worse and worse as tonight goes on. Don't know how I'm going to get through this. I'm sorry you're feeling worse too. :( I know my Mum would rather I talked to her and stuff, but I really don't want to add to her list of problems. I can't. It breaks her everytime she finds out I've overdosed or been to a&e or whatever :'( I can't see her like that again. I can't can't can't can't. Shouldn't have sent that email either. Wish I could cry but it won't happen sadly.
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I feel like ****. Tonight's just getting worse and worse. :crying: I'm sorry that you don't feel very well either, Helen... I wish I could sprinkle magical fairydust on us to make us all feel better... :(
I'm going to go post - AGAIN - in my r/v thread. :( |
*huggles everybody with extra special huggles for everyone who is struggling - which on balance seems to be everyone ... so works out to just be heaps of huggles for all*
Sometimes I wish there was some sort of magical cure for both psychiatric and psychological struggles - some sort of magickal faerie dust or something - that could just be applied and then *poof* all worries disappear. *sigh* |
*cuddles you both*
Wish I could make it all go away for eveyrone too :( |
i really dont know how long i can keep doing this... Im not sure I want to stick around anymore..
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I know a lot of us are feeling **** right now but I just wanted to wish everyone a
HAPPY EASTER !!! I hope we all can get through these times safley. April whenever you post that your update you R/V thread I read it , I just don't always know what to say but I don't mind reading it at all * Hugs ward folk * |
*hugs Helen, Laura & Mark*
*hugs everyone else* We leave for our Road Trip in the morning!!! Oh, and my parents got home today from their round Australia trip!!! *hugs everyone again and tries to calm down* |
*cuddles everyone*
I really can't do this :( |
What's happening? *hugs*
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*cuddles Lindsay*
So much **** is happening. I just can't cope with it and these thoughts/feelings. My head's not helping the situation. Really worried about both of my best friends, they're struggling. I don't want to see this happen again but I have to.. |
*cuddles everyone* hope you're all holding up.
yeah, my sister started arguments, sorry if i wasnt clear :/ she does that a lot. she basically a big bully :( |
*cuddles Nicole lots*
So sick of this. Now I have to go out soon. I can't :( |
*cuddles helen tight* whats up hun? why do you feel like you cant go out? is there any way you can avoid it?
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*cuddles Nicole tight* No I can't avoid it. I want to try haha stuipd. Really struggling.
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*hugs* aaw. where you gotta go if you dont mind me asking? maybe you can just try and pretend you're still at home?
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