*cuddles Zowie and Shadowedseraph*

1 month free today!!

I spent most of today being incredibly worried about a friend of mine. I really hope he's okay. I seriously hope that he's not going to do anything dangerous either to himself or to other people. :crying:

I really need some support at the moment guys. I can't believe I made it to a month free just to slip up. I'm such a failure. And it wasn't even anything worth doing, they were superficial...I want them deep. I might hurt myself again and end up doing something more serious. Hugs please?x

Zowie you are doing so well. I believe the fact you haven't done anything deep is still a sign of recovary. You are doing ok we are here for you.
I will send you all the love I can.

*hugs everyone*

You don't have to stop counting Zowie darling. Love you *snuggles*

I do, I've messed up bad. They're all up my arms, like all the way up to my shoulders, all up my legs from my ankles to the top of my thighs, and all over my stomach. There's blood everywhere, maybe I should go to A&E x

huggles for everyone who wants one.

*runs back to corner to hide in the dark*

Zowie how are you doing today? *hugs to everyone that wants them* i also bring chocolate milk

I made a thread in Mental Health forum, things are going pretty badly. x

MMM chocolate milk!!! Thanks Seraph!!! :-)
*cuddles zowie*

This is ****. Life is ****. It's not fair and I can't change a thing.
It wouldn't be cheating.

*hugs*

I'm not in a good place at the moment. Don't quite know why though. I... I keep thinking about ending it. I can't do this anymore

i am back to once again sit in my safe spot over here in the corner. just ignore me, im just having a really hard time right now....

*curls up in my box here in the corner*

Went to A&E last night, he pushed my dose of Risperedone back up and made me an appointment with my psych today, we're going to discuss if IP is a good idea. x

why is it that the days after having one of the best days I've had in a while, I feel worse than I have done in a long time??

*calls for a group hug* :group_hug:

*joins group hug*

Try stay safe people :(

*joins the group hug* i feel fairly shi**y the crisis team said that i didnt need them that i wasn't in enough of a crisis what is enough of a crisis? i feel like an attention seeking who*e at the moment *cries*

*joins group hug*

*gives Zowie special hugs*