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Hiya All , How are you all Doing ?
My Anxiety is making me tearful . . . . |
My Head is spinning with negative, hypothetical, Insecure, Anxious Thoughts , I REALLY need it to STFU , I took a Diaz but it's not had time to kick in yet .
Hush , Please Hush . . . . |
I've done it again. I let my pride allow me to fall into this strange place of mixed emotions, insomnia and whispers.
If events and responsibilities would allow, I'd stay like this. Unhinged. But I have reason to force myself to go back to the meds. Hopefully I can hang on to it for just a while longer. I'm not quite down. Nor am I in that heady irresistible state of buoyancy. I dislike this. Wanting to hurt myself, followed by sense of energy, to despair, to restless vacancy trying to figure out who won't bloody shut up. I needed to write this. To pretend it isn't just me. Too much pressure in my head.thats all its ever been. Make it stop. |
*offers everyone safe hugs*
Welcome Amberita! I'm struggling a bit right now. Every doctor my middle child sees my youngest is seeing now too. So instead of 9 specialists/therapists and then the pediatrician it's now all that times 2. 20 appointments to keep track of. Never mind my oldest who has 4 people of his own. I'm struggling to do it all. It's just too much but I don't have a choice but to just deal with it and keep going. *sigh* |
Sorry we are all Struggling *Massive Safe Hugs and Vegetarian Gravy*
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*Safe Hugs Auragrace* Will be on and off all day if you wanna talk .
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How are you all doing?
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Hi again everyone.
Really not feeling good at the moment. Very strong urges to attack myself. I have no idea why I'm even alive on this earth any more. Before the darkness completely takes me over *safe hugs* to anyone who needs (or wants) them. |
*Safe Hugs Auragrace*
Kahlia , I'm sorry you are so low *Safe Hugs* Back at you , I NEED them <3 |
*safe hugs* Mark.
How is everyone? |
*Safe Hugs Kathryn * How are you hun?
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I'm struggling. My to do list is overwhelming. My emotions are all over the place. I've not been myself all week. I've just wanted to sleep and not do much of anything.
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Can you break you to list down into small chunks , Kathryn ?
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Oh , Auragrace, I'm so sorry you feel so dreadful *Safe Hugs*
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Have you a MH Pro or a Friend to talk to , Auragrace?
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How are you all ?
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S'happennin' guys?
Just checking in, it's been a while. I've just been given a diagnosis of BPD and still just trying to process that along with work stress. How is everyone else doing? |
Hey Ashley , I have that Diagnosis too *Safe Hugs*
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I am so Anxious . . . .
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It's horrible having a diagnosis. I mean I obviously wanted to know what was going on but now I know it's like this inside that won't go away. I mean you can't change your personality right? It can't get better.
*hugs* what's making you so anxious Mark? |
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