What's wrong, Laura?

Thanks if only i could sleep lol im tired but cant sleep.

snap- i too have a psychology degree with mental health issues. I find it quite ironic. What sort of interests do you have? maybe you could look to get involved and do something e.g volunteer with animals or whatever you like to do. Everyone has a place on this planet and im glad your here.

Signing in again, its been a long time since i was last here but I need somewhere to hide from myself

*Glomps My Wardies*

sorry , not up to individual right now but Welcome (Back) Millie :)

Happiness, i'm not really interested in anything. I volunteer in a library but I don't really enjoy it. How are you today?

Hi Millie.

Mark, how are you?

*Comes back in and curls up in corner hugging old cat's (clean!) litter tray*

How are you?

I'm just fed up big time, and I'm working myself into the ground to take away all the thoughts and feelings about everything that has happened :(

I'm somehow surviving thanks one_step_closer, not sure how though. How about you?

*still curled up in corner with litter tray as the e-doctors walk into the e-ward*

Can't keep doing this, something has to give, sooner or later it'll all go wrong, or would that be right? i just don't know anymore. please can someone else take control for a while, I don't want the responsibility

I'll swap midnite - you can deal with my stuff and I'll deal with yours *swaps lives with Midnite*

EVERYONE - I wish I could do something to make things better for you but I guess all I can ofter is a listening ear if any of you need it.

*hugs all* how are you?

I'm still not well. Don't know what is wrong... I'm too much dissociated lately. I don't even know what day it is most of the time, and don't remember what I did in the last days/weeks. I remember that I went to my psych doc to get the seroquel up, but that was 3 weeks ago already.

Laura, is there anything that helps you to avoid dissociating so much? Maybe you need to make an appointment with someone involved in your treatment.

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm always willing to Lend an ear to you too Hun .

*Hugs Laura* Is their anyone you can talk too?

Hi Beautydylan *waves* welcome , I'm Mark.

How are you today, Mark?

*offers chocolate chip cookies round the thread until the e-doctors come in then BD hides the choc chip cookies until the e-doctors have gone*

Would any of you like a choc chip cookie? :)

I'll have two! How are you today?

I'll have one xD Thanks :)

In pain from finding a certain feline's litter tray but I'll survive thanks, how about you One Step Closer :)

I'll Take a Cookie plz!

me likes cookie

*hugs beautydylan* I'm feeling like everything is hopeless.

How are Georgia, Mark, and Louise?

If you need to let off steam I'm happy for my inbox to be used as a punchbag ;-) ((( big hugs one step closer )))

*curls up in the corner in tears* I'm really struggling, don't know how much longer I can carry on like this without doing something self-destructive

Aww nomophobia would it help to talk about it? Message me if you need to (hugs)

*Hugs Georgia*

*Hugs Dylan*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

How are you all today?

I'm ok, except that I won't be seeing my psychologist for three weeks. It's hard enough having two weeks in between appointments.

How is everyone else?

Hi * Waves*

*Hugs Lindsay* How are you today?


*Waves To Zombie* Hi I'm Mark . :)

Hi Zombie, how are you?

How are you, Mark?

I'm ok. Had a productive day so far, cut my grass.

*hugs all*

Had Therapy today. Went not so well, but okish.
Therapist said that my self-organisation is restricted. I guess I already knew that though.
Also, I was dissoziated for the better part of the morning (still managed to do grocery shopping, went to the pharmacy and drove to therapy though) and had an attack thingy when I arrived at my therapists office. But I'm a lot calmer now.

@ Lindsay: I love cutting grass... especially the smell of it.

Laura, i'm glad you're feeling calmer. Therapy can be stressful.

I also like the smell of cut grass but I have hayfever so that's not so good.

Lindsay: allergies are annoying.

Yes, I'm glad too. Only thing is that I can feel it all building up again already. I don't want to have another one of those attack thingies again today. Thinking about taking Lorazepam to stay calm, but not sure, cause I want to go jogging with a friend later.

Can you try some relaxation techniques? Going out jogging with a friend sounds like a really positive thing to do because you'll be socialising and exercise can help you to relax. I hope you make it.

I took the Lorazepam, together with something else. Lorazepam is not really affecting me and I didn't take much of the other stuff. I'm going jogging in 20 minutes. So excited, cause I haven't seen my friend for a few weeks and last time we met she had to take me to the psych ward.. meh.
Cya all later.

Hope you had a good time with your friend.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

How are my Wardies today?

I went to my voluntary work, it was ok. Wish I could function more normally though.

How are you, Mark?

Hi am good ...kinda bored right now ...slept for most of the day
hows everyone?

Being bored is rubbish. Have you tried posting in the fun and distractions forum or playing in the arcade?

The Arcaade rocks!

Zombie , What is the Hero Brigade?

This is the hero brigade.

Sorry to jump in :P

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay* jogging was cool, we went again yesterday. Funny how I can still go jogging for an hour on meds that would put others to sleep.
*hugs Zombie*
*hugs Mike*

I'm going to CircArtive for 3 weeks in half a hour. I don't have internet access there, so don't worry if you don't hear anything from me.

Have Fun Laura! *Hugs*

Thanks Mike!

*Glomps Lindsay*

*comes back in to hug everyone*

In a couple of weeks I'll be away on holiday so if you don't hear anything from me for a week then it's because I'm away without internet access

Going anywhere nice?

How's everyone today?

can i check in please?
i need somewhere safe to stay for a bit. i need someone to watch over me like they did last time i went into hospital.
x

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