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PoisonedApple 27-07-2011 09:44 PM

*cuddles Laura* I'm a bottler too. I find that going for walks or runs help when my anger or irritation gets to that point. But she was definitely being a total brat about the whole thing.

Doikers 27-07-2011 09:45 PM

*Hugs Laura* I have very occaisional spurts of extreme anger too , It's not you , it's human , there are 1 or 2 walls with holes in but we , as self injurer are used to pushing crap down, it's going to come out some way , in your new place is there somewhere you could hit golf balls or put a punch bag , these are really good for getting shot of anger.

Laura2.0 27-07-2011 10:02 PM

*hugs Louise*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* I punched a wall once, because I couldn't injure. I bottle things up and then eventually they all come out. boom

SoMuchMore 27-07-2011 10:30 PM

*cuddles mark, crimson, and laura* thanks everyone.

Bottling things up is really not a good way to deal with things I know. I just do it automatically. At my new place I don't think I'll have as many issues because I will be alone again. I'm better living alone then with family... Usually I do just leave and go for a walk if i feel really angry. But it's not really an option at my house.
*sigh* Ive only cut once in 6 months now. and I'm really proud of it... but I don't want to turn into a monster because I am not doing it.

Doikers 27-07-2011 10:49 PM

Laura, you are not a monster , trust me *Hugs*

Doikers 27-07-2011 11:34 PM

Dear my Wardies,
Tomorrow I am going to Swindon to meet Felicia .
I'll miss you guys but will be back early next week ,
Take good care of yourselves and each other.
Love Ya'll,
Mark.

SoMuchMore 27-07-2011 11:40 PM

Have fun Mark!
*huggles*

frenchhorn 27-07-2011 11:44 PM

Have a wonderful time Mark *hugs*

*hugs Laura* your not a monster at all.

*hugs Laura* how are you?

Laura2.0 27-07-2011 11:54 PM

*hugs Mark* have fun!
*hugs Laura* you are not a monster.
*hugs Oliver* how are you?

I'm tired. I gained weight, cause my mom is trying to fatten me up. I found the scale today (mom hid it). I'm going to lose all that weight again. I want to feel **** physically, cause then I don't have to feel all this emotional pain.

PoisonedApple 28-07-2011 01:31 AM

Interesting...
My boss just emailed this to the staff...
The following content has been hidden - Reason : email
The C D has arranged for a special training session for all staff on Wednesday, September 21, 2011. Mark Gorkin, the Stress Doc, will be presenting two sessions of Stress Relief/Team Building. The sessions will be from either 9 to 12 or 1 to 4 and will be held in the 6th floor conference room. We are limited to approximately 50 attendees per session, so you must RSVP back to me.


Think she's trying to tell us something? lol

Sorry Laura x2 I needed to find an easy way to individualize so...:
*hugs Laura -US-* You are not a monster dear. I think it probably will go back to lessening even without SI when you are in your own place if you are more comfortable there.

*hugs Laura -DE-* Could she have hidden it because you need the 'fattening up' to be a healthy weight? I can understand the want/ need to be smaller and feel physically rather than emotionally but that will not help you in the long run and a closed ward won't allow you to make yourself ill AND we here care about you. PM Box is always open if you need a listening ear *squishes*

*huggles Mark* Have fun! Get lots of pictures! *packs extra hugs and a care pack in you travel bag*

*hugs Oliver* How are you?

Cazki 28-07-2011 01:37 AM

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs DarkAsylum if okay*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mark* hope you have a great time. Look after yourself mate.

PoisonedApple 28-07-2011 01:54 AM

*hugs Ian*
How are ya?

Cazki 28-07-2011 02:04 AM

Hey thanks Crimson :) *Hugs Crimson back* I'm ok thanks, a little lonely but im ok. How are you?

PoisonedApple 28-07-2011 02:09 AM

*hugs and sits with Ian* Since it's almost time to go home... Not too bad at all.

frenchhorn 28-07-2011 02:23 AM

*hugs Crimson, Laura and Ian*

flutterby butterfly 28-07-2011 03:53 AM

*hugs my wardies* Hope everyone's ok? Sorry haven't read back, have been dissociating like crazy so my brains a lil fried.

*Random rant alert* whats the bloody point putting a trigger tag on a bloody thread if you're gonna use triggering words in the title? bloody imbeciles!!! raaarrrrgghhh.

Sorry guys. much love xx

one_step_closer 28-07-2011 11:19 AM

Hi everyone.

flutterby butterfly 28-07-2011 12:31 PM

Hey Lindsay, how are you hun?

one_step_closer 28-07-2011 02:37 PM

I'm ok, I think. How are you, Mara?

Laura2.0 28-07-2011 03:17 PM

*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mara*
*hugs Lindsay*

how are you all?

Today I found out that my mom knows that I purge and in her opinion it is disgusting and sick.
I'm not underweight, I'm in the normal BMI range. I feel fat though.


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