Scared that I have fallen into the trap of Drink OR Injury but it HAS TO be one , I'm such a ****ing idiot ! I'm angry at myself for falling into this trap :(

*Glomps Jill* How are you hun?

hugs mark your not a ****ing idiot hon, i know things have been hard for you latley take care of yourself sweetie.its addiction hon, and it hard to stop doing either.
hmm in not great, gone back to sh, after a very long time not doing it. just want to curl up and die.

*Massive Hugs Jill* I'm sorry you slipped up , but thats what it is , a slip up , you can recover from this . You will:)

hmm yeah i guess, problem is i want to do more now, not sure i can stop this time, or really care that i cant stop.really hate me right now

*Hugs Jill Tons*

thanks mark, hugs you back, stay safe hon

You stay safe too Jill Hun :)

*hugs everyone* I'm sorry that you're struggling, i'm here if anyone needs to talk. I'm just so, so tired of life. I need out.

*Hugs Lindsay Heaps*

*sneaks in and sits*

*Glomps Crimson*

*glomps mark back*

*Hugs Lindsey, Crimson, Mark and Jill*

*Hugs Lia*

Yo Mark. You feeling any better?

Yo Lia, I've felt better and worse.........How are you hun?

Well I'm glad you're not too bad. Anything you want to talk about?

I'm not too bad thanks, worried about this drama exam I have coming up because of my lack of enthusiasm lately, my acting sucks.

Good luck with your exam Lia Hun!

Thanks Mark :) I just need a bit more positivity.

grr.... The area between your thumb and forefinger is a shitty place to have a cut (not self inflicted in the usual sense... I was cleaning a metal cup and sliced my hand because I was apparently not cleaning it correctly). I keep trying to work or stretch or pop a joint or a number of other things and accidentally reopening it. :(