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FlyingNy 16-01-2011 12:38 AM

*Hugs Jill* It does matter.

Why can I do nothing but hurt folk?

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 12:39 AM

hugs lia, you dont hurt folks hun? you okay
hugs sdixon thank you.

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 12:44 AM

-hugs lia- you don't hurt anyone..

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 12:47 AM

Yes I do. I do it all the time. It's all I do. I push people out, I let them down, I'm cold, I'm horrible.

*Hugs Kitty* How are you?

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 12:48 AM

I have made a decision about something...just don't know the "when" factor yet. But I am going to go take a shower now.

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 01:01 AM

hugs lia,*shakes head* no your not, your not any of those thing girly.

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 01:09 AM

Kitty, a decision about what?

*Hugs Jill* thanks :)

Wow. 'You just seem uncaring'. The text I just got from the one person who I has told me that I'm not an Ice Queen, not cold hearted, not a bitch. She's seen that side of me but still she thinks that. She sees at last. And you know what? I'm not going to hurt anyone else with this. I want to protect you all from this part of me and I think that means being here to support you only.

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 01:22 AM

hugs lia, i dont think your uncaring hun. just like me hate to show your emotions, or have a hard time showing your emotions. if that makes any sence.you dont deserve pain hun.

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 01:44 AM

I'm back.

-hugs lia- you are not uncaring. I care about you.

-hugs shadowedsoul-

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 01:48 AM

Anyone still here?

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 01:57 AM

I am. How are you Kitty?

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 02:02 AM

-shrugs- It doesn't matter anymore. Never really did. You ok Lia? -hugs-

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 02:08 AM

curls up

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 02:16 AM

It does matter Kitty. It's always mattered.

*Hugs Jill*

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 02:26 AM

-hugs jill-

I don't know how I'm doing. I'm just kind of blah. Like I said, made a decision, now I'm just waiting to figure out the "when" factor. How are you?

Sorry it took so long to reply. Gotta keep hiding the screen. I'm here though.

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 02:33 AM

hugs kitty, and lia. hmm im feeling really low, i just want to die. struggling to not act on that feeling. there is enough tablets here to do some damage. sorry i dont know anymore.

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 02:35 AM

-hugs jill- I know how you feel. Is there anyone you can call? Or could you go to a hospital? Maybe call a crisis line? Sorry I don't really know what else to suggest..

PsychoKitty2010 16-01-2011 02:36 AM

Going to eat dinner. Be back soon. Won't take long. If you need me, feel free to PM me..

FlyingNy 16-01-2011 02:40 AM

Jill, please don't do anything honey. Decide on a safe place, like your bed, and tell yourself you can't do anything there then make sure you don't move. Don't leave your soft spot and keep everything harmful away from it.
[ame="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wS53zuf_X10"]YouTube - Cyndi Lauper - True Color[/ame]

shadowedsoul 16-01-2011 02:50 AM

hugs lia, and kitty. hmm going to try that. dont worry about me.


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