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misskitty112 16-07-2010 10:06 PM

Rehearsal time almost!
*sprinkles everyone with magical fairy dust*

I shall be back in about 5-6 hours. :-)

shadowedsoul 16-07-2010 10:58 PM

hmm need to walk away, why the hell can't I walk away, I keep coming back for more of everything. =( *sits and rocks*

Scarletdreamer 16-07-2010 11:32 PM

So ****ing anxious!!!!

*sits, rocks, & cries*

Sorry no individuals, I'll try to do some later tonight or tomorrow. :(

I'mJustMe 16-07-2010 11:36 PM

Hey Jill, I know you won't talk, but we're all here for you if you ever do want to. *Wipes away tears and cuddles gently.* You still have my TARDIS hugs don't forget.

April- What's making you so anxious sweet? *Hugs and hands tissue. Sits with*

I don't know what to do. There is something there and I am so SCARED. I wish I hadn't had that conversation with that girl. Oh life.

x

Scarletdreamer 17-07-2010 12:17 AM

So much is going on right now... :'( ...I might have to talk to the parent(s) of one of the girls I've been "mentoring" at my church... my r/v has more about it, the whole "Sunday thing" ... but the problem is, Sunday is fast approaching. :-X

And then I found out that one of my mail-order prescriptions was "expired" - it was ONLY a month old - so now I have less than a week's worth of a NEEDED medication (my anti-anxiety med, how funny.................), and no word from my NP whether or not she'll call in some for me. :'( I feel so ****ing stupid.

I can't even focus on WoW for a long period of time. :'( And they're making me feel like **** anyway, not on purpose but still.

I just want to go die somewhere quietly... *cries softly*

Scarletdreamer 17-07-2010 01:08 AM

Updated r/v...

*hides & keeps crying* :'(

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 01:28 AM

*hides* I'm scared sorry, dont know what we are meant to do, its horrible, so ****ing horrible

nuclearnight 17-07-2010 03:27 AM

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2405215)
*hides* I'm scared sorry, dont know what we are meant to do, its horrible, so ****ing horrible

*sits with you if you like*

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 03:43 AM

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Originally Posted by nuclearnight (Post 2405272)
*sits with you if you like*


thank you

*sits with* how are you?
I may try to sleep soon, 3.45 am

misskitty112 17-07-2010 03:44 AM

I don't have the words for individuals but it looks like everyone's having a bad night so *hugs and cuddles for everyone*

Also, Michelle, I like your Virginia Woolf quote in your sig. I love Woolf.

So... I wish I could make my brain quit. I haven't even finished Midsummer for this summer and I'm already thinking about the possibility of performing Macbeth next summer and what role I want. And I am stressing myself out over said role. And I just want it to stop.

nuclearnight 17-07-2010 03:48 AM

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2405277)
thank you

*sits with* how are you?
I may try to sleep soon, 3.45 am


I'm well enough thankyou, is the horrible feeling passing at all?
I'm in the UK too, so same time here, probably should sleep soon too I guess.
Reckon some sleep will help? x

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 03:49 AM

*hugs misskitty (Felicia I believe??)

you do a lot of acting then, i see you keep mentioning rehearsals and I'm guessing its that.
I know what long rehearsals are like, I'm a classical musician.
*hugs* hope your brain stops stressing out soon

nuclearnight 17-07-2010 03:50 AM

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Originally Posted by misskitty112 (Post 2405278)
I don't have the words for individuals but it looks like everyone's having a bad night so *hugs and cuddles for everyone*

Also, Michelle, I like your Virginia Woolf quote in your sig. I love Woolf.

So... I wish I could make my brain quit. I haven't even finished Midsummer for this summer and I'm already thinking about the possibility of performing Macbeth next summer and what role I want. And I am stressing myself out over said role. And I just want it to stop.

Thanks!

*hugs back* Sorry I can't offer more, I hope your brain does quit soon.

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 03:52 AM

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Originally Posted by nuclearnight (Post 2405280)
I'm well enough thankyou, is the horrible feeling passing at all?
I'm in the UK too, so same time here, probably should sleep soon too I guess.
Reckon some sleep will help? x


oh yeah sorry, just saw your uk too.
no its still here, sleep would stop it for now, but then it would make the morning come quicker and that is scary too, was a horrible day, dont want morning to come so we dont have to face him

misskitty112 17-07-2010 03:57 AM

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2405281)
*hugs misskitty (Felicia I believe??)

you do a lot of acting then, i see you keep mentioning rehearsals and I'm guessing its that.
I know what long rehearsals are like, I'm a classical musician.
*hugs* hope your brain stops stressing out soon

Yes it's Felicia =)
I'm an actress in a starting Shakespeare company during the summer, we perform A Midsummer Night's Dream next week, and I got word that the play for next summer is Macbeth. I'm a perfectionist, and I know if I don't get the part I want it's going to be super super hard on me. (Even though I just want to play one of the witches... cause they are awesome!)
Yes, I'm sure you do know long rehearsals. I'm a trained vocalist and to be honest, my music rehearsals kill me far worse than any theatre rehearsal I have had.
Thanks though, I hope my brain stops soon too. I need to focus on this week and let next summer take care of itself.

nuclearnight 17-07-2010 03:59 AM

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2405286)
oh yeah sorry, just saw your uk too.
no its still here, sleep would stop it for now, but then it would make the morning come quicker and that is scary too, was a horrible day, dont want morning to come so we dont have to face him

I know what you mean about sleep making whatever you're dreading come quicker, but rest would hopefully give you a little more energy to deal with whatever it is you're fearing.

*hug* Keeping you in my thoughts and hope tomorrow is ok for you

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 04:01 AM

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Originally Posted by misskitty112 (Post 2405288)
Yes it's Felicia =)
I'm an actress in a starting Shakespeare company during the summer, we perform A Midsummer Night's Dream next week, and I got word that the play for next summer is Macbeth. I'm a perfectionist, and I know if I don't get the part I want it's going to be super super hard on me. (Even though I just want to play one of the witches... cause they are awesome!)
Yes, I'm sure you do know long rehearsals. I'm a trained vocalist and to be honest, my music rehearsals kill me far worse than any theatre rehearsal I have had.
Thanks though, I hope my brain stops soon too. I need to focus on this week and let next summer take care of itself.


wow thats cool, but stressful. I hope midsummer goes well next week and good luck for getting the part you want in macbeth, i agree the witches are cool.
yeah music rehearsals can be utter hell.
yeah focus on next week that is important and then worry about next summer for macbeth when it come to it

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 04:05 AM

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Originally Posted by nuclearnight (Post 2405289)
I know what you mean about sleep making whatever you're dreading come quicker, but rest would hopefully give you a little more energy to deal with whatever it is you're fearing.

*hug* Keeping you in my thoughts and hope tomorrow is ok for you


thanks, yeah sleep would give me some more energy i guess, its not even me who will have to face most of it, it will be my bf, I just hope once we go to the friends it will be better.
basically my bf came out to his dad the other night and while in the car with him earlier, he screamed at him, tolded him he was only being trans cos it was the only way i could love him, cos I'm trans, nearly hit him and nearly crashed, now he is just ignoring us and not talking to us, so we are going to stay with a friends of his, then I have to go home on tuesday, its been horrible, especially for my bf, I'm just trying to be there for him, but I'm also getting shouted at by his dad, because I have turned him trans apparently

nuclearnight 17-07-2010 04:13 AM

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Originally Posted by frenchhorn (Post 2405292)
thanks, yeah sleep would give me some more energy i guess, its not even me who will have to face most of it, it will be my bf, I just hope once we go to the friends it will be better.
basically my bf came out to his dad the other night and while in the car with him earlier, he screamed at him, tolded him he was only being trans cos it was the only way i could love him, cos I'm trans, nearly hit him and nearly crashed, now he is just ignoring us and not talking to us, so we are going to stay with a friends of his, then I have to go home on tuesday, its been horrible, especially for my bf, I'm just trying to be there for him, but I'm also getting shouted at by his dad, because I have turned him trans

Gosh, I can understand why that would be very scary.
Is your bf's dad not too educated about this stuff if he thinks your bf has been turned trans by you? Not making excuses for his behaviour at all but I hope that with a little bit of education and time he can be more accepting.

When do you get to stay at your friends? You sound like you're being wonderfully supportive and he is lucky to have you!

Wishing you strength

frenchhorn 17-07-2010 04:17 AM

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Originally Posted by nuclearnight (Post 2405299)
Gosh, I can understand why that would be very scary.
Is your bf's dad not too educated about this stuff if he thinks your bf has been turned trans by you? Not making excuses for his behaviour at all but I hope that with a little bit of education and time he can be more accepting.

When do you get to stay at your friends? You sound like you're being wonderfully supportive and he is lucky to have you!

Wishing you strength

we are going to the friends in the morning.
His dad really isnt educated and has gone very scary, saying he wont be his gurantor for his flat, as he doesnt know anyone called alex, so he wont have anywhere to live. at the moment he is too angry and doesnt talk or screams so we havnt tried to talk to him and try to educate him or give him some useful resources

thank you


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