*hugs you loads back*

Haha. =\

*huggles everyone*

Just wanted to pop on and give everyone *hugs*.
And, i wanted to ramble, for no particular reason..just to get things off my chest.

I can't stand leeches. The type who drain you, the type who constantly crave attention, it makes me want to bang my head repeatedly against a brick wall.
I just wish they would look at others around them, and realise that there are other people in this world other than themselves.
I'd like to think that despite my low times, despite on occasion being self centered, that i actually take the time out to listen and give support/advice to others around me suffering.
I'm so utterly paranoid about being a leech - that's why i rarely open up, or rely on anyone, or constantly go on about my wishes to die - because i know if someone was to do that to me, i'd feel gutted, and emotionally drained.

Sometimes it's necessary to wallow in your own self pity, right?
But other times, i just wish people would think of other people other than themselves.

Meh.

And.
I wish i could swap families.
Wouldn't that be fantastic?

Anyway.
Lots of support going out to people who need it.
xx

*huggles* thinking of you xx

*huggles soph and laura*

I wonder if I'm a leech now after reading that lol.

you're not a leech helen *hugs*

i am. delted my post. gotta go. byes.

You're Not A Leech Jess!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I.




Give.






Up.

No Alexx :(
I won't let you.
What's happening?

And you're not a leech Jess, at all

everything....too much...i just cant >< *cries*

*cuddles lots* i dont know what i can say to help but i'm thinking of you..

*group cuddle*

You CAN. I know you can.
Is there anything you wanna talk about?

*huggles*

*panicks* i have a test in 50min. i havent studied at all. i dont know any of the stuff the test is on. aargh!!

****. i have an exam tomorrow. **** **** ****. i dont care anymore.

uhhhhhhhhhh.
its just all gone so wrong ><
my ex is stalking me.
the guy i like...SAYS he likes me...but doesnt show it...
Im out from 7am til 11pm...and somehow my mum expects me to clean up and do my ironing.
she just called me an "inconsiderate selfish bitch" who is "****ing out of order" because i was trying to QUIETLY dry my hair....and all i wanted to do was grab the nearest sharpest object and do some serious damage to her because in short...im a horrible horrible person and i hate her for not aborting me as much as she hates herself for not doing the same.
im pushing everyone away from me
and everyday...i want to hurt just that little bit more...

*hugs everyone tight*

You can do this Alexx, I believe in you sweetie :)

*cuddles* try to do a bit of study for your exam, ignore your mom because youre not a selfish bitch or horrible, stay away from your ex and call the police if neccessary and try to take care *huggles lots*

That is one long day.
Anyway.
Have you looked over what you need to know for tomorrow?
Does anyone know that you're being stalked? It might be worth telling someone to get him off your back.
You're NOT a horrible person. You didn't hurt her, so something stopped you. She sounds a bit harsh, you don't really have much time!
(I'm glad she didn't)
Pushing everyone away seems like the right thing to do at the time...but believe me it just makes people worry more. *cuddles*

No, No.
My post wasn't aimed at anyone on here.
It was about a family member.
People need to stop taking things so personally.
I probably should have mentioned it was a family member beforehand - however, i shouldn't have to, as it's just ramblings/a vent on what's on my mind.

Why would i come here and say that if it was about someone in this thread?
If i had something to say to someone i'd go to them directly on here, because i'm not a two-faced sort of person.

So i'd appreciate it if people stopped making me feel guilty over me just venting over something i'm upset about.

All I'm Living For - Goodluck in your test hun. *Big hugs*

Ive looked over it. But its abit pointless. Ill fail anyway.
Im gonna get ill anyway..because I have to go to bed with wet hair and its really bothering me...I think...Im starting to panic because of it :(
I want to hurt her. She hurts me. Not physically anymore. But still mentally.
I try to be good. I try to be nice.
Im bad for people.
Bad.Bad.Bad.
ill go now...