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Im in rough bout gang, I feel worthless, not important unloved, i been trying to draw but yeah
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*quietly creeps back into her corner*
Its been a while ward, but life has just beaten me down and now I feel like I need to be back here. |
*gives Shattered N Scared a blanket and some hot tea*
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Thanks KneeSocks, I needed that =)
I have some chips to share. |
Anytime! Ohhh yay chips *takes one* thank you!
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never been in this ward hope its different than my last
*sits in the corner alone* |
checking in for an extended stay once again
*curls up in the corner with a pillow, blankie, and teddy bear* hugs are always needed and very welcomed...pm me if anyone needs any in return...im a great hugger in return as well! *hugs to all who need them* |
*hugs caiden* Welcome back, did you find a warm corner?
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*hugs for everyone, especially caiden *
Feeling on the verge. Not quite bad enough yet. Keep wondering why I come back... It's not like I know anyone. I've missed ryl. And everything. It's all a bit stirred up. I'm triggered, I wanna but I can't. I think all my protective factors have turned into triggers. Eh... Ain't good. But never mind. If this was a real ward I'd be trying to hide or trying to look after someone. *looks hopefully for a volunteer* |
Comes in and asks ktanaya if i can hide with you . Like you i dont know anyone anyone . I feel so lost and alone i thought leaving here was for the best but here i am again x
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*hugs for hurtnpain*
Course. Feeling rather crappy myself. Wanna hide under something soliD? Just wanna give up. Too tired. Too... Something. Dun wanna be adult. Barely wanna be alive. Why can't I ever stay stable? |
Overwhelmed. Tired of being an adult. This sucks.
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I just want to disappear. Scattered my nanna's ashes this morning and leaving for hospital tomorrow. Don't want to be here anymore but can't stop life. I was badly hurt by two boyfriends leaving me alone in this life and can't leave my husband that way
*sneaks into a corner with Bear and my blanket* *huggles for anyone who needs them and can accept them* |
*huggles back*
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*huggles to everyone* feeling a bit better today so I decided to drop in to see if I could possibly be a help to anyone else. i'll be around on & off today, so if anyone needs me, just pm me and i'll do my best to get back to you as quickily as possible. if you live in the united states, you can always hit me up in text. my name is betty, my cell number is 417-499-3158
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Betty, I'm not sure if giving out phone numbers is a great idea, or even within guidelines. It's a lovely sentiment, but probably better to give out via pm.
Glad to hear you are feeling better tho. |
Not doing well tonight. I was at the shops today and saw the man who abused me as a child. To be honest I don't know if he saw me, or would even recognise me, but when I turned around after putting my trolley in the return bay and he was looking straight in my direction I completely freaked out. When I got home I switched to Eliza - my 4 year old alter - and she believed that he knew where we were and that he was going to try and kill me. My husband gave me some sedatives to help calm us down and we went to sleep for a while. Now I don't know what to think and the intense fear is hiding just below the surface. Maybe more sleep will help me to reset but until then I guess I just wait and see....
Right now I just want to cry and disappear, and maybe that is all for the best.... |
*hugs for Kahlia*
Hope you're doing better now |
Self admitting. Is there an open corner? *ties bandage, wipes eyes*
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Crashing
Crashing very quickly back to earth after a long time of being up!
Finding a spot to calm down! |
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