RYL Forums

RYL Forums (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/index.php)
-   Veterans Board (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=34)
-   -   Virtual Psych ward! (https://www.recoveryourlife.com/forum/showthread.php?t=1312)

Long*Past 27-03-2009 07:51 AM

That's good.
Want to talk about what happened?

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 08:17 AM

*hugs Dayna* ~ I'm just sorry I wasn't online earlier.

*hugs everyone in the ward including those hiding in corners all over the place - with the exception of those who are not able to accept hugs*

I am ... okay. On the down side of my cycle, but at least I'm not rapid cycling now. My house-mate might get released from hospital on Monday. In one way I'm hoping that he does because I miss him badly, (G.d being in love sucks) but on the other hand I want him to be where he is definitely safe and will definitely be safe.

I have to remember to drop the paperwork for my Disability Pension off at my doctors office either tomorrow morning or Monday. She'll give it back to me on Friday when I go for my next injection and then I can fill my part of it in and send them both off. I also have to remember to change my address with the electoral roll. Meh.

Anyway, life is life.

zowie 27-03-2009 12:04 PM

I got rejected for DLA. Apparently I'm fine.

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 12:07 PM

*offers Arwen hugs* ~ Please forgive me but I don't know what DLA stands for ... :S

MammaMia 27-03-2009 12:53 PM

DLA stands for Disability Living Allowance Kahlia

MammaMia 27-03-2009 12:55 PM


These urges are too strong, I should have followed out my plans much better last night.

Steel Maiden 27-03-2009 03:55 PM


Originally Posted by shieldworld (Post 1512692)
Steel, what are they saying?
I used to get really horrible dreams too, with bugs and stuff all over my body and down my throat...-shudders- It was horrible. Now I have to burn incense before I go to bed and sleep with Chris's hoodie for them to go away at all.

They tell me to Kill other people and to cut myself up really badly, and that I am a bad person etc.
Hugs, bad dreams are horrible.
I should try burning incense before I go to sleep, what exactly do you use?

Steel Maiden 27-03-2009 03:57 PM


Originally Posted by zowie (Post 1513063)
The voices keep me awake at night, and then usually I have either really weird dreams or horrible nightmares.
Sounds like you've got a really nice soulmate steel :) You're lucky.

Thanks. He is wonderful and its amazing as I met him on the internet. I apparently mean the world to him and he says that if I died, he would kill himself with grief =/
Night times are horrible.

Damnation. 27-03-2009 06:33 PM


Originally Posted by Steel Maiden (Post 1514412)
Thanks. He is wonderful and its amazing as I met him on the internet. I apparently mean the world to him and he says that if I died, he would kill himself with grief =/
Night times are horrible.

Tell me about it. I like night time, but the small hours of the morning, before I can sleep, and after everyone else has gone offline...haet

wildly insane 27-03-2009 07:58 PM

It's all gone, the darkness is complete, hope has died and I have no strength left to fight anymore, I do not know how to cope with tonight, I don't know how to cope with tomorrow, it's all fallen to pieces.

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 08:44 PM


Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1514199)
DLA stands for Disability Living Allowance Kahlia

Thanks Helen. I'm on DSP (Disability Support Pension) - and it's up for renewal.

*offers hugs to all*

MammaMia 27-03-2009 08:58 PM

I don't know what to do.
Maybe I do but don't want to take THOSE options.
I suck.

Michaella 27-03-2009 10:15 PM

*rocks back and forth * i havent checked in, in a few days i think so im checking in now. i am really struggleing with my urges right now and needing to.

hope everyones ok

*hugs everyone that wants it*

Kahlia1981 27-03-2009 10:36 PM

I'm so sick of getting up at 4 in the morning. Hopefully things will start to settle shortly ... it's just ....

It's now about 7:30 am and I've already cleaned my room (except for the vacuuming), taken out the rubbish from the fridge and cleaned the fridge, emptied the ash-tray, cleaned the bathroom, put the cushion covers back on the cushions and washed the dishes. Now I'm not quite sure what I'm going to do. Everything just feels so .... like a waste of time. Maybe that's just the depressive side of my illness talking. GD I hope so. I want a nice ray of sunshine to brighten up my day ...

*offers hugs to everyone then hides in a corner and cries*

~*Rainbow*~ 27-03-2009 11:27 PM


Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 1514918)
I don't know what to do.
Maybe I do but don't want to take THOSE options.
I suck.

Babe you dont need to fail you have me im always there for you!!! hold on till i come home!!! i need you as much as you maybe need me!!!!! im having a **** time i'm loosing my other half becasue i went out drinking with an old mate on monday!!!

Long*Past 28-03-2009 01:35 AM

*wanders around*
I wish my brother would just get checked into a real one of these...
or like and addictions clinic,
But I don't think they accept people who are addicted to their computer into rehab...
Ugh... if he would go away our family would be so much better,
and there would be next to no yelling,
and WAY fewer fights...
No one wants to be here anymore...
And that is backwards.
Three of us are being alienated by one...

I want to cut so bad!
It would make me feel so much better in the short term!

MammaMia 28-03-2009 01:35 AM

Please give up on me P.

Pomegranate 28-03-2009 02:48 AM

aaaaw Zowie that is aweful! Have they said why? If everything was fine then you would not be hearing things and struggling with thoughts of hurting yourself. I read somewhere that the government is trying to get down DLA expenditure....maybe that is it? Please don't let it get you down. You can always appeal. I think the best thing you could do would be to call them, or get your Dad to to find out why you were rejected.

*sits with Kahlia* I can't imagine being up (or even going to bed) at that time lol. I hope things are starting to even out a bit for you hun.

*hugs Hannah* How are you doing now? I know it is a cliche, but it is also true...as long as you are alive then hope never dies. Have you spoken to your bf/friend about how you are feeling?

*waves at Dayna* I am also often up until 5/6/7am lol and it does suck! Especially when you are feeling especially bad and there is nobody awake to support you.

Hey Oly, how are things today? It sounds like the voices are playing up, although to be honest it seems like they were always likely to get stronger when you were changing meds. Please remember that they are a symptom of your illness, not real. You can fight what they tell you to do. You are not alone.

*offers cuddles for Michaela* How are you doing now? *offers a tissue and a listening ear*

Hiya Silently_crying- how are things going with your brother? It must be tough if he is the source of constant arguments, alienation or whatever. I hope you have managed not to cut. You do not deserve to punish yourself for your brothers actions.

*waves at Rainbow*- how is Scotland going with your parents? How are you?

*leaves hugs and chocolate for people*

ThinkingofRecovery 28-03-2009 02:52 AM

i wish they wanted to make me better or look after me but they want to get rid of me. i'll have the last laugh at my inquest. Please will someone make sure they see my threads?

Kahlia1981 28-03-2009 03:26 AM

*cuddles Emma*

All times are GMT +1. The time now is 11:11 AM.

Powered by vBulletin® Version 3.6.4
Copyright ©2000 - 2023, Jelsoft Enterprises Ltd.