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Doikers 31-01-2011 10:07 PM

Whats happened Louise hun?

Louise 31-01-2011 10:09 PM

it is my birthday tomorrow and not looking forward to it.

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:10 PM

Oh , Happy Birthday ! Just so you don't feel alone I hated my birthday last November , What age are you turning? Iwas so unhappy so understand.

Louise 31-01-2011 10:12 PM

thank you, it is what my mum has done :(
I will be 25 years old

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:13 PM

Whats your Mum done? Louise

Louise 31-01-2011 10:15 PM

she has arranged a party with all her friends saying it is for me even though i hardly know her drunk friends grrrr i hate her for doing this.

Disturbia 31-01-2011 10:16 PM

Yes my mum is here too ... but i have to pretend am ok or she will go off on one

Doikers 31-01-2011 10:34 PM

*Hugs my wardies goodnight*

Louise 01-02-2011 12:19 AM

night mark, thanks again

Disturbia 01-02-2011 01:39 AM

Anyone around ?
Am feeling really bad right now ...i know i should just go to bed ... but am wide awake ...wanting to cut again.


frenchhorn 01-02-2011 01:45 AM

hi i'm around. please try not to cut, can you do something to distract yourself

Disturbia 01-02-2011 02:01 AM

yea...i'll try and distract myself ....how are you ?

frenchhorn 01-02-2011 02:09 AM

very low, suicidal, just want to die, crying, so many emotions going on. and friends and dr's keep telling me the people aren't real, but i know they are, no one ever believes me they just think i'm stupid

Disturbia 01-02-2011 02:48 AM

Sorry you are feeling so low

hidingme 01-02-2011 06:26 AM

we havent been in here for a while. but feel as if we belong in here again.. not really that we had quit feeling that way ..it just had lessened some.

we discovered a new one today. we have had ideas that one like that existed within with us for quite a while now but its different knowing he is really there.
it scares me and for some reason i feel quite ashamed over it.. i wasnt planning to tell my husband about the other one but i try not to keep any secrets from him. he hasnt mentioned it yet..as we had left the notebook the other one wrote in todayout for him to read.. we took our nightly meds earlier along with 2 xanax (2 mgs total) so we are still quite sleepy.
just.. idk.. surrounded with friends online and few offline and family but still feel totally alienated, alone and misunderstood and lost.

i am sorry for complaining.
Hiding

Doikers 01-02-2011 11:52 AM

*Hugs Louise*
*Hugs Disturbia*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Hiding*

I'm up . My Dad left his phone here yesterday so is coming by in a bit to pick it up , I don't know how I feel yet today :S

shadowedsoul 01-02-2011 06:24 PM

hugs everybody, curls up

Doikers 01-02-2011 06:26 PM

*Hugs Jill* You okay hun?

Billy! 01-02-2011 07:12 PM

*Hugs Everyone*

Doikers 01-02-2011 07:17 PM

*Squishes Charlie* How are you , any news?


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