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risenfromperdition 10-01-2011 06:56 AM

heh. cuz im weak and ended up cutting >.<
and hope dont gotta go clothes shopping anytime soon >.>
and f*ck have gp appointment next week... frick

PsychoKitty2010 10-01-2011 07:02 AM

-hugs heather- I'm sorry that you ended up cutting. :( Do you need medical attention? Please look after your wound(s). What kind of appointment do you have next week, if you don't mind me asking?

risenfromperdition 10-01-2011 07:10 AM

nah its fine. not deep enough ><
and its just to check how meds are working

PsychoKitty2010 10-01-2011 07:15 AM

I hope your appointment goes well.

I think I scared one of my online friends away. Go me. I suck. -sighs-

Doikers 10-01-2011 08:01 AM

*Hugs Helen*
*Hugs Kitty*
*Hugs Kahlia*
*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Heather*
*Hugs Ian*
*Hugs Felicia*

I'm sorry I was so angry at myself last night guys , thankyou all for your support :)

PsychoKitty2010 10-01-2011 08:03 AM

-hugs mark- How you be?

Doikers 10-01-2011 08:07 AM

I'm feeling okay thanks Kitty , if only these urges would go away it would be nice.... How are you Kitty Hun?

risenfromperdition 10-01-2011 08:08 AM

*hugs mark*

SoMuchMore 10-01-2011 08:11 AM

*hugs heather, kitty, and mark*

Doikers 10-01-2011 08:12 AM

*Hugs Heather* How are you ?

*Hugs Laura* How are you?

PsychoKitty2010 10-01-2011 08:13 AM

I'm not doing too well tonight. At all. Sorry. Hope your urges go away. -hugs mark-

-hugs laura- how you be?

Doikers 10-01-2011 08:18 AM

*Squishes Kitty Tons*

Doikers 10-01-2011 08:21 AM

I've gotten up pretty early an hours nap is in order I think *Hugs Ward*

PsychoKitty2010 10-01-2011 08:22 AM

Thanks Mark.

I just really suck. I don't deserve a baby. I deserve pain. And death. Sorry.

-curls up-

SoMuchMore 10-01-2011 08:23 AM

im alright. getting sleepy.. 1:23am here. should go to bed soon. trying to get rid of anxiety so i can relax :-/

*hugs mark* how r u?

*hugs kitty* im sorry you aren't doing well hun. Always around if u need to talk.

risenfromperdition 10-01-2011 08:26 AM

*snuggle* you dont deserve pain or anything bad :( you's so nice an caring mhm

Kahlia1981 10-01-2011 08:29 AM

*huggles all*

finished the assignment. just got to be proofread and finalised then submitted. :|

PsychoKitty2010 10-01-2011 08:34 AM

-hugs laura- Thanks hun. I don't want to burden you with my problems. Especially when you should be going to bed soon. I don't want to possibly upset you right before bed. I don't want to upset anyone..

-snuggles heather- Thanks, but I don't agree.

I'm sorry. I'm just so low tonight. I found out that I have scared off one of my online friends...a really close one, at that. She used to call me 'auntie' but now she calls me Kitty. She doesn't even get on facebook anymore or messenger. At least, not when I am on. She is in Australia, so the time zone is way different. She might get on later when I am not on. I don't know. But she doesn't talk to me anymore. The only reason I was able to talk to her today was because I logged into the game where I originally met her and saw her on it. Started talking to her. She talked to me a lot different than she used to. Then another "friend" called me a slut.

I try to help people the best I can. But why is it that when I turn to people for help, they turn and walk away? I don't understand. Why do I have to suck so much? I should just die. The world would be such a better place without me.

FlyingNy 10-01-2011 09:21 AM

Kitty, the world wouldn't be a better place without you, and you shouldn't die. Believe me, I know how you feel. My best friend did that to me once. She turned on me and said all sorts of things about how I was an attention seeking bitch, I messed up her life etc. I know how you feel about thinking the world would be better off without you. But it wouldn't. I believe you make it a better place :)

I'm off to school now anyhow. Just thought I'd drop in and say hi before I went.

Kahlia1981 10-01-2011 11:35 AM

*huggles everybody*

so over the rain. we got woken up at midnight last night by a freak rain storm. now its raining again. we've had rain and thunderstorms on and off for the last few days. the weather is extremely unpredictable which makes it hard to plan activities.

because of the rain storm we almost slept through having our groceries delivered this morning :( and my housemate almost missed his GP appointment. I have a GP appointment to look at my CT scan of my back to find out if my spine is okay and discuss my suicidal urges and depression :-( really not looking forward to it *sigh*

*leaves hugs and well wishes for all wardies*

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