*Hugs Heather and Oliver* Sorry neither of you enjoyed the day. Please try not to cut Heather.

I'm turning in for the night now. Night night wardies. <3

*hugs mark* sorry you cut... I wanted to a few times today, but never had enough privacy to do so... all for thebest. I did get to down a couple margaritas though, courtosy of my sis. :) I'm not much of a drinker so it was more than enough to take the edge off before we migrated from my family to my hubby's.

I had my anxiety level actually hit it's high when we got home and my hubby started complaining that no one offered him a drink (my family doesn't like when he drinks and neither do i b/c he becomes an ass) and he was complaining that my sis went behind our backs to give Bryce cookies after we told him no (doesn't bother me too much, but only cuz it's Christmas). I almost cut right then, but the kids were still up and again i couldn't get away. Now I'm here so maybe I can find the stregth not to do what I want so badly to do. :/

So sorry your tummy feels icky and that you feel like cutting... I'm right there with you... except for the icky tummy part *hugs*

hmm am watching dr who [no one tell me what happen :P] so hopeuflly that distracty. just feel ergh. cant believe how much i ate :(

hi ljmeep, I'm Oliver, don't think we have met. please don't cut, keep taking on here if it helps to distract you

how was your day lia? <3

I need to watch dr who later, heard mixed things about it.
*hugs*

night Lia *hugs*

its interesting o.O lol

Thanks, oliver... that's why i'm here... my daughter is also distracting me but also stressing me out by fighting sleep. She's exhausted... i'm trying to let her cry it out, but I hate hearing her cry :( I hope she falls asleep soon.... *yawn* I just need to chat long enough for me to get tired enough to sleep... :/

k... hubby is really annoying me right now. He's been complaining for the pat 30 mins or better about not being able to find his work id and stuff and then instead of letting tes cry it out, like she needs too cuz she's exhausted, he grabbed her up and handed her off to me! ugh!

really not in the mood for his cranky attitude. At least tes has an excuse... she's 7 months old and has been up most of the day!

*offers hug*

hmmm i cant decide if i liekd this episode or not haha

Hey Heather, you don't know me but I'm here too.

*curls up in a ball and sighs* so not feeling good right now. My bff is kinda down and I'm trying to be supportive, but I'm feeling pretty damn low myself. :( *tears* really just wanna sleep, but can't shut the brain off. ugh!

Have you tried listenin to your favorite music?

trying to be quiet so as not to wake the kids and i have no head phones :(

Kelly, did ya get to sleep?

ugh. i wanna sleep but my back hurts and cant get comfy so am back online >.<

Hey Heather, I'm still up too.

hi =],

Hi, sorry your back hurts!