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You are welcome Owen :) You can keep it . Aren't you tired ? it must be late over there

its half past middnight

WOW I would be tired I think :P

i am maybe just a little tired

Darn... My depression is creeping up on me again , I was so positive earlier but now I'm just anxious and flat :( My one on one worker or her office have not gotten back to me , I'm worried that they'll be shut because of the snow , Kat, My worker has to come on a very treachurous road :S

Night Night Owen , Sleep well :)

No reply still at the centres or their office in another town. Hmm I'll just have to hang out in Morrisons if they are shut whilst I wait to meet my Friend ........

*hugs everyone and then hides*

*Hugs Nicole and roots her out of her hidey hole* How are you hun?

SO I went to my one to one meeting , walked all the way across town and it was shut. Hmpff. I had already gone to the bank but.......it was shut so I bought some trousers (I needed new Trousers) and Milk and Bananas in Morrisons , Trudged home, and have to leave to meet Hannah L My friend in 15 minutes.

*hugs mark* I'm very triggerd but haven't got any bandages so trying not to cut :(

Oh *Huge Hugs Nicole* I'm sorry you are so triggered , can you distract yourself with music or T.V. or a walk in the snow with your headphones in?

*lols at mark* snow? It's sunny here! I am trying to distract myself on here and facebook, kinda worried if i go out i will do something silly, but then again, I need bandages, cause i wont last forever. :/

Well I'm back from coffee with Hannah L , we chatted , we drank coffee she took me and showed me her new flat which is really nice , she made us tea , Ugh how do you tell someone you Love them without it coming out "Bly Bluv Blu" ,she makes me tongue tied , or risking being told she doesn't feel the same about me , I'm feeling pretty flat and don't think I could take rejection without taking it out on myself . I can tell her anything else , she knows all about my S.I. and depression (We met in a Psych Ward) she knows really intimate details about me , I mean I can tell her anything but not this *Sigh* Sorry to moan .

*Hugs Nicole* How are you feeling now?

JUST tell her Mark!! I know it's not easy but it's the only way you'll ever know. If you don't, you'll come to regret it & wonder what could have been. If she doesn't feel the same way then you'll deal with it *hugs*

Having an okay day, although a child threw their shoes at me this afternoon & it hit my cheek :( Just adds to my sore head, least the migraine is dying I suppose. Til the next time *rolls eyes*

*Hugs Helen* Ouch! Your poor head:(

Hey guys. The cold is pretty bad for me today, can't move my joints much, but in true NHS physio style - here's a walking stick, there's nothing we can do. ¬_¬ *cuddles all*

Not heard from Rebecca in a few days. Must have calmed down a lot

*Hugs Sarah* I'm sorry you're struggling with the cold weather hun :(

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-hugs back and accepts the plushie and smiles- thanks

My counseling appointment was today. I can tell my counselor wants me in a hospital, but I can't be in one. Can't afford it, no insurance. I don't get to see her again for like a month.

And my gma isn't mad. I wrote her a letter telling her my story and what I was diagnosed with and stuff...told her I struggle with cutting and have attempted taking my own life. I told her that because I wanted to let her know that I was glad I got to meet her. If I had waited one more day before I sent that letter, I wouldn't have sent it. She just worries about me and stuff.

No one is really mad at me, actually. There's a girl I see and hear that controls me. She is the reason I dissociate. She makes me do things I don't want to do, like cut and stuff. She has been trying to get me to commit suicide a lot lately. She gives me options, you see...she says I have to either cut myself or die. I do want to die, but I don't want to yet because of the holidays and stuff. I don't know, though, she's been growing stronger. I just...I don't know anymore...

-squeezes the plushie- whats going on with you? -looks up at you from the corner-

hmmm where to start... I didn't think your gma was ad I just wanted that portion of your post in the proper order in my head lol sometimes stuff comes out differently than I want it to or makes less sense outside my head :) seems this time two subjects got stuck together... I'm glad you were honest with your gma and can talk to her *hugs*
as for the other portion, I was figuring that the girl causing you to dissociate my have her own motivations or emotions in regards to causing you to si or dissociate in general. wondered if maybe communication might help some. Does that make more sense?

*hugs everyone* How is everybody this morning/evening?

*puts heating blanket on Sarah*