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MammaMia 23-08-2010 09:07 PM

Hugs everyone.

Make her stop moaning at me about food ffs :'(

Doikers 23-08-2010 09:18 PM

Whats going on Helen?

MammaMia 23-08-2010 09:19 PM

Just my Mum getting at me again about 'wasting' food because I didn't eat it all again. She even did it before dinner and after. (Y)

one_step_closer 23-08-2010 09:37 PM

*hugs Helen*

How are you feeling now, Mark?

one_step_closer 23-08-2010 09:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by shadowedsoul (Post 2458968)
Huggles mark,and April.
**** it all what the hell is the point. When just as everthings okay, it turns to ****. What the the hell I'm I still doing here. Screw it all

What's happening? *hugs*

Doikers 23-08-2010 09:41 PM

I'm triggered Lindsay :-( I just have to get to when I can sleep and HOPE Tomorrow is better , April is helping me :-)

shadowedsoul 23-08-2010 10:09 PM

Huggles mark. Sorry for that outburst, I'm okay just need to get my breathing under control and my crying.

PoisonedApple 23-08-2010 10:12 PM

well... i spent the last few hours trying to focus on one thing and failing... i'm kinda scattered today so i gave up and skipped 3-4 pages of the ward posts. sorry guys.
on the upside (or neutral side depending how you see it)to my day... i found an awesome federal job in sacramento california... i'm over qualified for the lower pay grade and almost qualified for the higher one. the pay is better than i have now and relocation allowances may be authorized.
now to convince d that his mum and adult sister can live on their own and to be okay with him moving away from them... that's the hard part. but i'm checking into how much bills will cost already so we'd be prepared. (might help in convincing him since i know he'll question if we can afford to live there).

*hugs everyone*

nicole94 23-08-2010 10:34 PM

*huggles everyone* i feel ****, i so want to OD. and i have no idea where my mum is, and last time it was like this the police came. i dont want the police to come :'(

SoMuchMore 23-08-2010 10:55 PM

*hugs mark* please try not to cut or drink. Its not worth it, you know its not. I know that you can beat these urges. Here if you need anything.

*hugs helen* Im sorry your mom was yelling at you for "wasting" food. I'm sure that is pretty annoying.

*hugs nicole* try to not OD hun. Like i just said to mark, its not worth it. Hang in there.

*hugs april* Sorry that you are so angry. You know you can always vent in here if you need to about whatever.

*hugs crimson* its okay that you couldn't really focus on the ward, its moving fast again and hard to keep up sometimes. That sounds pretty awesome about the job in california! I know you've wanted to move for awhile now. Hope you can convince D that you guys could swing it!

*hugs taz, lindsay, and jill*

Done with my first day of classes. It went pretty well. I only had one today lol. I have a ton of work to do already though. Good thing i dont have to work at my job tonight or tomorrow so i can get some things done. Other than that, I'm a little tired, probably still from being sick, but thats okay.

Here if anyone needs to chat. <3

FlyingNy 23-08-2010 11:47 PM

*Hugs everyone* Sorry no one seems to be having a good time right now, but I'll be useless. I can't stop crying. Three months worth of grief that I locked in and didn't allow myself to feel has just escaped. The irony is I need the person I lost to get me through the loss. **** it.

Sorry I'm no more use.

SoMuchMore 23-08-2010 11:51 PM

*cuddles lia* locking emotions in can be dangerous hun. It's probably good that some of your grief is coming out. You can make it through these feelings, but you probably can't do it alone, try to reach out to people around you, reach out in here... we're around if you need to talk about things.

Scarletdreamer 23-08-2010 11:58 PM

*cuddles Lia* Laura's right, it's dangerous to lock in emotions. It's good that they're coming out - as long as they're coming out "safely." I.e., not in bouts of massive self injury, etc. Please try and stay safe, love. We care about you - and I hope that you're learning that.

*cuddles Jill* I hope that you feel better soon, sweetie. :( I'm sorry that you feel crappy.

*cuddles Laura* I'm glad that your first day of class(es) went well... hehe. I hope that they continue to go well, too. What are you taking this semester? Also, are you feeling any better physically?

Sorry it's not more, brain's really fuzzy. :(

SoMuchMore 24-08-2010 12:03 AM

^ yea i'm feeling a little better today, no more fever and whatnot. My head just feels kinda stuffy and i'm still coughing. This semester i'm taking: Personality, Attitude Change, Gender and Society (filler class - lol i know it sounds like something i shouldve taken way before my senior year), and Magazine reporting and writing.

Sorry that your brain is feeling fuzzy *gets out the lint roller for aprils brain* :-P (sorry, im in a kinda weird mood so i thought that was amusing)

PoisonedApple 24-08-2010 12:12 AM

Quote:

Sorry that your brain is feeling fuzzy *gets out the lint roller for aprils brain* :-P (sorry, im in a kinda weird mood so i thought that was amusing)
*giggles* it was amusing to me too :P

Quote:

*hugs crimson* its okay that you couldn't really focus on the ward, its moving fast again and hard to keep up sometimes. That sounds pretty awesome about the job in california! I know you've wanted to move for awhile now. Hope you can convince D that you guys could swing it!
I'm so excited now and I haven't even applied yet lol It looks like after bills and food we'd have at least 400$ to work with. I've verifying prospective electric bills with the company though since I was guessing based on our rates here and their rates there (per kwh) they seem close but built up with a months usage could be a big difference and the apt i'd try to get would have a washer and dryer in the apartment so that'd impact it too. *shrugs* I'm gonna apply and see what happens! and tell d after I apply. sounds bratty but I know when I show it all to him he'll like it. he wanted to move to cali too till his mother and sisters moved in with us repeatedly. and his youngest sister wants to go with us but as a minor we couldn't take her if we wanted to.

PoisonedApple 24-08-2010 12:16 AM

and now for the unexpected post about something other than me...

Lia- you aren't useless you're just struggling and there's plenty of us you can PM if you need/like. *cuddles*

Laura- Glad you're getting over your cold. Hope classes go well. :) *hugs*

*hugs Nicole, April, Mark, Helen, Kahlia, Jill, Steph, Lex, Hayley and JK (though not present presently), Heather and any others I'm bound to have missed(sorry)*

Kahlia1981 24-08-2010 12:20 AM

*huggles everybody*

Whew! Three pages of posts since I was last in here. Sorry for the lack of individuals but I just can't keep up.

April: Just wanted to say that I hear you loud and clear on the way your anorexic mindset is progressing. I have to admit that mine is doing the same. I realise, and understand, your concern with your therapist and NP appointments but they may be able to help you find a way to help you ... if that makes sense.

Hopefully our oven will be getting fixed today. My paperwork is all in with Centrelink and I just have to wait and see with them. I managed to sleep again last night (yay) and my anorexic mindset is most definitely in control ... Oh, and I start uni on Monday!!

It's 08:20 and already it's been a long day ...

MammaMia 24-08-2010 12:26 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 2459043)
*hugs Helen*

*hugs Lindsay* How you doing?


Quote:

Originally Posted by nicole94 (Post 2459122)
*huggles everyone* i feel ****, i so want to OD. and i have no idea where my mum is, and last time it was like this the police came. i dont want the police to come :'(

Hope you've managed to keep safe darling. *hugs*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Fallinstar0317 (Post 2459148)
*hugs helen* Im sorry your mom was yelling at you for "wasting" food. I'm sure that is pretty annoying.

It is very annoying and upsetting :( *hugs Laura* Glad you're feeling bit better.

Quote:

Originally Posted by IceQueenHasAHeart (Post 2459220)
*Hugs everyone* Sorry no one seems to be having a good time right now, but I'll be useless. I can't stop crying. Three months worth of grief that I locked in and didn't allow myself to feel has just escaped. The irony is I need the person I lost to get me through the loss. **** it.

Sorry I'm no more use.

Locked up feelings is not good but we all deal with grief in our own ways. Crying is good *cuddles tight*

taz35 24-08-2010 12:51 AM

*hugs everyone who has posted since this morning*

*hugs anyone else who needs hugs*

Sorry... I wish I could manage individuals but I can't even focus on my typing without getting angry. Stupid people at work pissed me off, I want to OD, or cut... but I won't. F*ck the world. I know I shouldn't...

MammaMia 24-08-2010 01:03 AM

*hugs Taz* Please keep safe hun xx


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