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nicole94 16-08-2010 05:38 PM

*hugs mark* yeah it was therapy, but i went, have just got back. i saw my old therapist while i was there, its really made me think about how i was then compared to how i am now....its strange

PoisonedApple 16-08-2010 05:57 PM

*hugs everyone that cares for one*
*sits and cries*
There isn't a point anymore.

Doikers 16-08-2010 05:59 PM

*Hugs Crimson* Whats the matter ? I hope it's ok to ask

nicole94 16-08-2010 06:11 PM

*curls up*

Doikers 16-08-2010 06:13 PM

*Scoots up next to the curled up Nicole*

nicole94 16-08-2010 06:15 PM

i hate living here. stupid family theyre always being nasty to me.

misskitty112 16-08-2010 06:24 PM

*hugs Nicole*

I think... I got most everything done, except stuff for the organization fair, but I have to wait for my best friend/la presidenta of our organization to come pick me up to do the stuff. I'm kinda excited about this... I missed her in the oh, I don't know, 3 days we haven't seen each other.

I think I may put my fair pictures on facebook while I wait.

PoisonedApple 16-08-2010 06:48 PM

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*Hugs Crimson* Whats the matter ? I hope it's ok to ask
I'll PM you.

SoMuchMore 16-08-2010 07:27 PM

*cuddles crimson* There is a point hun. Here if you need to talk.

*hugs steph* welcome back! I'm sorry to hear things got so bad for you and that you wound up in the hospital. I hope that the volunteering goes well though! Its good to have some sort of distraction like that.

*hugs mark* How r u doing today?

*hugs nicole* Did therapy go okay? I'm sorry that you hate living at home. I wish your family would be nicer to you :-/

*hugs taz* I'm sorry that your back hurts. Dont worry about individuals if it is hurting too badly. Hope that it feels better soon.

*hugs april* How r u doing hun? Good luck with the application for that job.

*hugs helen* You haven't really posted lately. You okay hun?

*hugs oliver* Nice to see you! Looking forward to an update from you later. Hope things are okay.

*hugs heather* Oh hun, you are NOT a failure, no matter what you family is telling you. I hate that they make you feel like this. I hope the dinners go well though despite everything. You can find some really healthy alternative meals, and some of kahlia's options sounded really yummy.

*hugs kahlia* glad that your dinner went well and that you scored a kiss from your niece lol. Hope that you got your book today, what's the book for? sounds like its quite a big one since it needs it own coffee table :-P

*hugs felicia* I'm sorry to hear that you cut, good job on getting things done though. I hope that you have a good time with your friend!

*hugs englishrose* hi! I'm Laura!

*hugs everyone else that I may have missed*

So Wednesday i'm going to have to take my graduate school exam. I'm getting really nervous about it, then uni starts and I have to start applications and work and was asked to make 2 websites for clubs on campus... It just hit me how crazy my life is going to get.
I messed up last night too... nothing horrible... but yeah. I don't know. I just wanted to get out of my head for awhile. I tried to put off for like 6 hours of horrible shaking urges, but then just gave in... i guess i failed.

nicole94 16-08-2010 07:32 PM

*hugs laura.* you didnt fail, we all slip up, just try again. i feel really bad about moaning about my family, because some people have worse than mine, but the emotional abuse is just messing with my head :(

Doikers 16-08-2010 07:41 PM

*Hugs Laura* Sorry you cut but that doesen't make you a failure, it makes you human :)

MammaMia 16-08-2010 09:29 PM

*cuddles everyone*

Laura, you're not a failure sweetheart, I promise. Loving all the individuals. I'm not doing so well but I'm still fighting on..

Doikers 16-08-2010 09:46 PM

*Hugs Helen* oooh you changed your signature pic !

Laura , I'm doing strangley okay today hmmm, I have made many trips to get groceries to put in a box for my gift to my Sister and Brother in law and their baby as a housewarming gift and I've wrapped it up in a wide dark purple ribbon and Gold Bows . It's got tins of veg , pasta , rice , cereal etc in it , stuff you need when you are starting from nothing :)

Also today marks the 1 week S.I. free milestone for me which isn't VERY long granted but it's big for me , it's just sort of happened heh .

PoisonedApple 16-08-2010 10:05 PM

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Laura , I'm doing strangley okay today hmmm, I have made many trips to get groceries to put in a box for my gift to my Sister and Brother in law and their baby as a housewarming gift and I've wrapped it up in a wide dark purple ribbon and Gold Bows . It's got tins of veg , pasta , rice , cereal etc in it , stuff you need when you are starting from nothing :)

Also today marks the 1 week S.I. free milestone for me which isn't VERY long granted but it's big for me , it's just sort of happened heh .
That sounds like an awesome gift basket. And one week is big and after a while it just turns into two, then three, and so on. :D Good job. *hugs*

*cuddles everyone*

Doikers 16-08-2010 10:13 PM

Heee Thankyou Crimson *Huggles*

Scarletdreamer 16-08-2010 10:56 PM

Congrats Mark!!! *glomps* :D One week is amazing, especially since you've been struggling so much lately. <3 Oh, and that does sound like a lovely gift basket. :)

Hels, glad to hear that you're still fighting on. Loved what you said on FB the other day, too, on your status. How you'll never give up. Even if you don't FEEL like that now I hope that you will still ACT on what you said. :) *cuddles*

Laura, PM me if you need, 'kay, hon?? The same goes for you, Crimson... wish I could help make it better. There still is a point to many things... I don't know what you're struggling with right now so I can't help you really, but as I said, feel free to PM me as well. <3 to both of you.

Nicole, glad that therapy went okay. :) Is the change that you see a good one? I hope so. *cuddles*

Felicia, I hope that the transition back to uni isn't too bad for you. We're here if you ever need to vent/rant, as you know!! <3 How are you doing tonight? Hopefully you & your bestie have a good time. :) *huggles*

Sorry for those I missed, 'cause I know I missed some... just wanted to get at least a few individuals out there. :-/

Scarletdreamer 16-08-2010 11:00 PM

GRRRR I am so tired... and kind of pissed off at med side effects. Just want to go punch something, which is rather uncharacteristic of me. Also didn't get a lot done as far as the job app goes, which is another reason why I'm p.o.'d. :'( Feel so damn useless.

In other news, Jarrod & I are going to be going on a date tonight... I think. I hope. It's been awhile since we've been out, together, just us... or at least, a bit, lol. Feels like longer than it actually has been, I guess; I'm not sure why.

I need to update my r/v soon. :(

SoMuchMore 16-08-2010 11:46 PM

*hugs helen* im glad to hear that you are fighting despite everything. thats really really good. Very proud of you for that. And thanks, i thought some individuals should get thrown in the mix again, especially since everyone seems to be struggling right now and we all need and deserve support :)

*hugs nicole* nobody should have to deal with any type of abuse though... especially from family. try not to compare situations though, its all relative really.

*hugs mark* great job on 1 week! and that present sounds great. glad that you are doing okay right now.

*hugs april* have you talked to your np or anyone about your med side effects? Im sorry that they are so bad. Hope that your date with jarrod goes well! You are NOT useless in the least though hun.

*hugs crimson* hope you are okay/okay as can be right now.

I know cognitively that slipping up doesnt make me a failure... Its just that I cant seem to stop myself from slipping up ever. I just felt so damn destructive. Wish I wasn't like this sometimes. O well though, can't change it i suppose.
Now im just procrastinating work *tells self to get going*

time to change 17-08-2010 12:13 AM

first of all *massive hugs to everyone*
going to do a few individuals, there's so much gone on, so sorry for missing some people, still havent had a chance to read everything yet...

doikers, well done for the week free!!! a week is a big achievement, keep going!!!

nicole, it's ok to complain, even if other people do have worse families, yours can still get on your nerves at times, and you're getting it off your chest.

laura, you haven't failed. as others have said, we all slip up from time to time, just take a deep breath and start again. things happen, and we deal with them the way we have learnt to, but in time you will find other ways.

scarletdreamer, thanks! and hope your date goes ok. your side effects should ware of soon, shouldn't they? and tomorrow is a new day regarding the job application.

felicia, thanks, i will feel better soon, as they say, time is a healer. sorry to hear you cut last night, your room mate sounds erm... nice... hope you a feeling a bit better.

once again, sorry for not replying to everyone, hope you are all ok.

i slipped up again tonight, had to go to minor injuries. i could have floored the doctor, he was so mean and patronising... urgh. makes me wonder why i go... but start again tomorrow. have beeen playing on my new wii fit, trying to distract myself. told my self i wasn't going to eat, but am going on a massive binge instead, just bought a huge takeaway :/ . i just know i'm going to feel so bad after, but i can't help it... doesnt really help that i have like no food in, cos i was meant to go asda, but ended up going to the hospital instead... but enough moaning.

i'm here if people want to take, and *hugs everyone again*

steph
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Kahlia1981 17-08-2010 01:03 AM

*huggles everybody*

Firstly, apologies for the lack of individuals - three pages since I was last on here and I don't want to confuse anyone ...

Steph - Welcome back.

Laura - The book is "Where's Bin Laden: CIA Undercover Edition". I'm also awaiting "Foundation and Empire" (Asimov), "Smoke and Mirrors" (Neil Gaiman) [my parents christmas presents] & "Management 5" (Pearson Education) [for my uni course this study period]. When it finally gets published in 16 days or so I'll also have "I Shall Wear Midnight" (Terry Pratchett) on it's way to me. Sorry that was such a long answer lol.

I'm getting really excited in some ways because I'm getting really close to the 2 year SI free milestone. I know that I can make, now I just have to prove to the world that I am right!!


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