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taz35 21-05-2010 03:23 AM

On following Kahlia's note (and Helen's agreeance)... I don't know how I feel. I'm not okay. I'm not fine.

The following content has been hidden - Reason : Ranty & somewhat triggering SI/OD
I skipped out on a chance to go to the movies and hang out with one of my best friends because of my mood. I'm getting angry over the little things. I've had the house to myself for the past 3 hours and can't seem to escape my own mind. And I realized that my mom took away my blades, probably during the day while I was at work... couldn't find them when I needed them. The joys of having a car though, I can drive over to the hardware store tomorrow morning and get new ones. Leaving for camp tomorrow with my family, a whole 3 days with them. Yippee. I just want to curl up under my blankets and drift away to nothingness. It's taken all my willpower to not OD tonight and have them come home and find me dead. I don't know how to tell this to my counselor or my doctor without them thinking I'm crazy.


*hugs Kat, Hannah, Hels, Kahlia & April*
*leaves spare hugs on the table for anyone else who needs them*

MammaMia 21-05-2010 03:44 AM

*cuddles Taz lots & lots*

taz35 21-05-2010 05:31 AM

*hugs Hels* Thanks :(

risenfromperdition 21-05-2010 06:18 AM

*curls up*
i patheticcc

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 08:59 AM

*sits* any one here

wildly insane 21-05-2010 09:20 AM

*hugs Julie* how are you?
*hugs Heather* i think that's right? you're not pathetic at all, what's up?
*hugs Taz* sorry your feeling so **** right now *cuddles gently* well done on not ODing. I couldn't work out if yippee was sarcastic and you didn't want to go camping with your family or whether you were actually looking forward to it - sorry, I'm tending on the former but not 100%
*hugs Kahlia* I'll sign the pledge. So how are you?
*hugs April* I'm sorry hun, that sounds really tough. is there anyway you can save a little each month and make a decision to make the trip/invite them to stay next year (or when you have enough) and then you have that to look forward to as well? I know money may have other priorities, it's just a thought.

Soooo...I'm running uber late and I haven't made my lunch yet :P am in quite an anxious and panicky mood today, but I'll get through it.

Take care guys and leaving a bucket of hugs on the table for you to pick any of your choosing, there's plenty for everyone, that and some pancakes with blueberries (hope you like blueberries) and maple syrup mmmm... calorie free of course

Pnuemonia[Blue] 21-05-2010 09:30 AM

*Cuddles everyone*
Such a lot has happened since I slept - Sorry I haven't been around for you guys. It's horrible that you beautiful people are feeling so shitty.

I'm feeling a bit stressed myself and it's way too hot outside. I feel disgusting.

anyone can pm me if they feel like talking xx

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 09:41 AM

*curls up*

Pnuemonia[Blue] 21-05-2010 09:45 AM

*offer julie hugs*
Are you okay honey? xx

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 09:49 AM

*nods* i fine
how r u

Pnuemonia[Blue] 21-05-2010 09:50 AM

Hot and flustered and stressed and tired.
Really want to cut as well ... not good.

What are you up to sweetie?

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 09:57 AM

i be back soon

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 10:04 AM

i'm back..

Pnuemonia[Blue] 21-05-2010 10:05 AM

Welcome back!

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 10:05 AM

i'm just mucking around on the net

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 10:11 AM

*sits and worries*

Pnuemonia[Blue] 21-05-2010 10:33 AM

What are you worried about honey?

xxjuliexx 21-05-2010 10:42 AM

i just checked my phone bill...
it's gong to be $70
like holy ****

Doikers 21-05-2010 11:54 AM

Wildly Insane ( Forgot your name , SO Sorry!!) I don't know if it's like a bromelia , I've never had my own garden space before ,this is my first summer living alone , I helped with my parents garden but this is a big deal for me as it's all my own :)
* Hugs Ward*

I know I already mentioned this but from late this afternoon until Monday I'm at my parents house so won't be online so much so sorry for not keeping up in advance :S

frenchhorn 21-05-2010 01:03 PM

there are new people in the ward who i havn't met yet *waves at all the new people* Hi I'm Oliver.

*offers cuddles to all*
Life is strange and one chance meeting and you have met someone great. Yeah I sort of met this person, properly in uni the other day, apparently they had liked me for ages and wanted to know we for ages and now we're sort of going out, its really bizarre to feel this way about someone, I miss them so much when they are not here, but its a good bizarre feeling.
although last night I had a mini break down involving body issues and I ended up cutting a lot. feel stupid about it now


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