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CrazyHayley 26-04-2010 05:33 PM

*sprays self with pretty smelling stuff so as to not stink of fags*

I'm gonna have a nap now. Not sure if I'll have time to be talkative again tonight, so just incase....


MammaMia 26-04-2010 05:35 PM

Hahaha, a mad clean is usually me being nutty and really going for it. If that even makes sense?? I've given up, but most of it is done anyway. Got to hoover the stairs, as my Mum asked me too (she asked me to do 3 jobs, done 2 already) and I really don't want to. Hate hoovering the stairs =P

Doikers 26-04-2010 05:50 PM

E-on Deserve a harsh e-mail don't they ? I can't decide , sorry I'm royaly freaking out even though my housing support worker who I ran into by chance said it wasn't my bill . But they keep sending it to me and they used the word "Immediatly" I've just got visons of a couple of guys showing up to collect this debt , I've taken a Diaz , I wish I had somthing stronger *sigh* I'll watch friends re-runs in a bit maybe they will distract me

katnovia 26-04-2010 06:25 PM

*stops crying enough to look up*

Doikers 26-04-2010 06:28 PM

*Hugs Katnovia and hands a tissue* sorry I've been wrapped up in my own problems today , you ok?

SoMuchMore 26-04-2010 06:36 PM

Wow there have been a lot of posts!

*hugs helen* Im glad that you are making progress in cleaning even if you didnt want to do it. And i'm glad that one of your friends messaged you back! That invisibility cloak you sometimes have on here can cause some problems huh? lol.. although sometimes i wish i had my own cloak, it would be so handy!

*hugs mark* I'm sorry that you cut and about that bill. Sounds like the company is really messing things up. You could write an e-mail if you want, but if you do make sure it is cold yet professional sounding.. you don't want to rant.. that usually doesnt help very much. I'm glad that you are taking care of the wound. Hang in there.

*hugs oliver* That picture of you is very nice! How r u doing today?

*hugs hayley* That story about ur names made me smile lol (although, maybe you dont think its as funny..) I hope you have a good nap!

*hugs april* Good luck today hun! Let us know how the presentation goes. I'm sure it'll be great.

*hugs kahlia* Sometimes another reality to run to would be nice... I'm sorry that you are feeling rejected. Oh and I will keep my eye out for lychees from now on lol. I'm intrigued by them.

*hugs JK* Congrats on being 10 days free! keep it up you're doing great!

*hugs kat and julie*

So.... I have 10000 things to do for uni in the next two weeks. Should be a whirlwind. I keep hoping that it'll distract me from other things and it kinda does for a little bit, but then i lose my concentration. ugh.
Other than that, I'm okay i guess. I just feel kind of alone. I have this general feeling that I don't actually fit where i am and that I am replaceable. Maybe after uni is over I should go somewhere far far away.. see if things are different somewhere else.

PoisonedApple 26-04-2010 07:04 PM

*huggles everyone*
Sorry no individual replies right now but there were 8 pages since I was last on... I did try to read through em all and get it to sink in but I dunno how successful that was...

Gotta love Monday mornings, where nothing seems to go or work right. The work phones are all kindsa messed up this morning. But at least I only have to work at the front desk for 30 min in the morning.

Doikers 26-04-2010 07:14 PM


You could write an e-mail if you want, but if you do make sure it is cold yet professional sounding.. you don't want to rant.. that usually doesnt help very much.
I probably won't write , I would rant and that woulden't help like you said , I'm just so ........ARRGG!! :( *Hugs Laura* Thanks for the advice

katnovia 26-04-2010 07:15 PM

mark: *sniffles* it's alright, I understand. *huggles* I'm sorry that you're having trouble with E-on, i've just moved away from them to M&S. That kind of thing is draining. *huggles extra tight* and I'm sorry that you cut too, but i'm glad you're looking after your wound. *hands you a specially soft blankie*

I asked for help. I wish I hadn't. Stupid me.

laura: *huggles back* you are completely irreplaceable.

hayley: *hugs back* thank you for the welcome.

*huggles last person to comment and hug, but as is writing in edit can't remember who*

PoisonedApple 26-04-2010 07:21 PM

I'm sorry Kat... I don't remember if I welcomed you or not... *hugs* How are you today?

*Huggles Mark* I hope your housing worker can get it straightened out all the way this time and soon. Them sending bills to you passed rediculous a long time ago. And sorry I didn't reply to your PM... I just got it this morning. Will try to reply when my mind finishes joining the waking world...

katnovia 26-04-2010 07:24 PM

angelic: that's alright I don't remember either *hugs back* feeling emotionally wounded, shocked, frustrated, tired, stressed and dissapointed.

SoMuchMore 26-04-2010 07:31 PM

*huggles crimson* I was just thinking about you a little bit ago as you hadn't posted in awhile. Glad to see that you are alright. Sometimes monday mornings fit the cliches exactly. I'm sorry that things at work are messed up today. How else are you doing?

*hugs mark* no problem, sorry if it wasn't a very helpful thing to say, i just didn't want you to get into any verbal wars as that could be very draining/upsetting.. But yea, i would be really frustrated too. Try not to get too upset again. Hopefully it'll all get worked out.

*hugs kat* why do you wish you hadnt asked for help? You aren't stupid for asking though. It's never stupid to reach out.

katnovia 26-04-2010 07:35 PM

I wasn't expecting such an insensitive response from a vicar-to-be. He told me I should have sex with my husband once a week regardless of wether i'm ready to or not, or how much mental damage it could cause because it'll save our marriage! I feel like a dirty used rotten peice of meat. I wish i'd never confided in him at all.

Doikers 26-04-2010 07:39 PM

*Hugs Kat* Thanx so much for the extra soft blankie :)

I asked for help. I wish I hadn't. Stupid me
It's not stupid to ask for help , never , if you need help we here will always try our best :)

I hope it gets sorted out soon too Crimson , and thanx for letting me PM you in the first place.*Hugs*

Laura , it was the most helpful thing you could of said , I was all ready to write the pissed off e-mail to end all pissed off e-mails and what you said helped keep my head straight until my Diaz kicked in * hugs*

xxjuliexx 26-04-2010 07:48 PM

morning i'm heading out to the pool

PoisonedApple 26-04-2010 07:49 PM

Kat- I'm Crimson :) As for

wasn't expecting such an insensitive response from a vicar-to-be. Told me I should have sex with my husband once a week regardless of wether i'm ready to or not because it'll save our marriage!
that's ridiculous. Feeling like a rape victim with your husband will not save your marriage. I would speak to someone else. That wasn't just insensitive it could cause you mental harm and hurt the marriage more than not. Have you talked to your husband about it? - sorry if that isn't what you meant or if that reply didn't make sense. I'm feeling kind of jumbled right now -

Laura~ Sometimes I don't get on my computer on the weekends, sometimes I do. :) I feel kinda jumbled and a little off. So far I haven't done anything productive work-wise... I did redo my desk for the third time in a week though. I think this may fix my issues though. I can now sit up all the way straight and see my computer monitor correctly and my keyboard is now up at a height that isn't awkward... *shrug* We'll see if this does it.

*huggles April, Hayley, Mark, Oliver, Kat, JK, Julie, Helen, Laura, Kahlia, Nicole, and anyone else in the ward*
*wanders off for a bit to try to do 15 min of work (You can do amazing things in 15 minutes)*

katnovia 26-04-2010 07:55 PM

*hugs crimson* Yeah I spoke to him about it. He thought the suggestion was somewhat off. Now I just can't shake feeling like i'm supposed to be some kind of mens plaything. I hate it. I havn't felt like this for 2 or 3 years. Stupid man. I just feel so p***ed off at me for deciding he was safe to confide in. I even told him why a sexual relationship with hubby isn't on the cards at the moment, and he still thought i should make the sacrifice. *gets angry* stupid. stupid.

nicole94 26-04-2010 08:01 PM

*hugs everyone* really cant be botherd to read through all the pages i've missed. i didnt manage to go to school today, and april, i did read what you wrote about the school system, here we go through pre school. then reception. then years 1-11, then sixth form in years 12&13, then uni. i'm currently at the end of year 11.

katnovia 26-04-2010 08:08 PM

*hugs nicole*

nicole94 26-04-2010 08:12 PM

*hugs kat*

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