yeah look theres a special place over there!

probably

The other people in my psych ward would only watch doctor shows, which I never understood, since they were in a hospital already. Although I will never turn down House.

oh sorry I was responding to 3 posts up

*walks over to put poem up and stands back looking at it*

Gotta go to bed now...

*puts lumpy, half-finished Captain Jack in a cupboard to save for later*

Good night y'all...or morning or afternoon or whatever.

night night

*climbs back under duvet and pull covers over my head*

*continues reading Twilight by Stephenie Meyer*

^ is it any good? ive been told to read that but never got round to it.

possibly the best book ever... 48th time reading it

*uncurles to see if anyone is about*
thats very good going to read a book that much lol I havent got attention to finish one always get bored lol

i love books i can read over and over again-i shall try that book as soon as i can afford it

*checks self in*

i go to hospital mon-fri as an outpatient but weekends and nights without that support is hard for me

can i have:
a corner
a duvet
many pillows
a cuddly toy

until monday?

*puts book aside* so how are you all?

i hate to admit it.
but i feel like ***** today.

*curls up in a corner facing the wall and humming*

* enters ward*
I love yall. feeling ok today YAY!

I know the feeling. I am so confused about life and school. I am having an issue with people picking on me. THANK GOD for the bullying act.

thats great summer

*hugs tight* want me come beat them up for you? we can pelt them with rubber ducks and things....*growls at bullies*

i just want to harm and end it all-no point carrying on-cant hide anymore im sorry
hugs to all

I feel like I've not posted in here for ages.

Hope everybody is doing well :) x

*pokes head round*

I got some awesome news today haha!

do tell!

I miss my ward place thing...It's werd 'cause of the horribleness it led to but generally being in there....was nice....

ahhhhh thats good.

I too have good news!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs all and leaves some cookies and milk for u guys*


Hope u r all well xxx

*hugs Zedebee*

WILL EVERYONE TELL THEIR GODDAMN NEWS PLEASE???? IM DANCING WITH EXCITEMENT!

:-D Got a university offer :hehe:

brilliant for where
i'm still waiting :notsure:

x

Cardiff UWIC =)

I GOT MY TRANSFER APPROVED!!!!!!!!!! It's amazing, I just need to finish exams then I get to leave the high school I am at now FOREVER! The thing is, transfers in my school district are so rare they basically said I shouldn't even apply without a great amount of evidice... good thing I throw nothing away! :D lol

Just to let you guys know, I'm going to be pretty much busy now I believe over next few weeks with the run to chirstmas, new year, exams etc. Will be poppin in as MUCH as I can :)

**** attachment can suck, why is it that you can still care and worry so much about someone even when you know they have moved on, I miss you, so ****ing much that it hurts, I know Im in a relationship and I do love him but in my own way I still love her she is still such an amazing and huge part of my life, Id still do anything, absolutely anything for her or to protect her ........ I cant do this, I dont even know that I want to anymore, her boyfriend is so perfect, just like her, I can see why they are together, two amazing people, I dont know it just hurts because, because I can see why she choose him and why it seems that there is a sense of moral justice in it all, her rejects her not perfect enough thorwbacks isnt that the way life goes, they say you end up with someone just like you

Are you ok?

*cuddles everybody that needs it*

Be happy its the holiday season!!!!

^ dont EVER say that again

*tries really hard not too cry*

*TRIG*

I'm getting strange visions, scary visions, of me in the psych hospital being restraigned and injected (which did actually happen). They're creeping me out dude!

I feel really bad, I am soooo surry

*hugs all of you in here*

I understand that alyssa.star. I have had nightmares of that happening to me as well. *HUGS*

*hugs all*

Hope u guys r keeping well there xxx

*curls into a ball on couch*

*checks in again* nightmares...can't do nightmares anymore...don't want to sleep.

*hugs black feather*

Maybe watch a dvd to keep busy until u fall asleep?

*walks in sobbing*

Must.run.now.

*continues to rock on the couch*

*whispers* They are after me I swear

*waltzes in, jumps around, clutches head, runs into the wall by accident, talks a lot, hopes to receive a muzzle for mouth and brain*

Hi!!!!

Arrrrrrrrrrggggggh.

Just hate it.

*finally falls into heap on floor*
Wow that was fun. Too bad it gets me in trouble.
Oh, Miss Dance, I hope you feel better soon.
*rubs head*
*finds two fluffy blankets and gives one to Dance*
Good night.