cans i have my blade back please! :( *takes brownie, waits for urges to pass*

Of course you can have blades back. Sowwy.

*Offers ice cream to go with brownies*

*leaves hugs and sweets for all*

Hmm, I'm going to be checking out again tonight. Off to wales tomorrow after working (finishing early). Don't worry I'll be with Mandimoo. So may get online. Not sure if I'm checking back in this time. Not feeling very noticed here except Amanda & Ally noticing me....plus the people I know...aren't really posting.

Oh Hana, thank you for my pm yesterday :) xxx

Damn, a real magic brownie sounds pretty darn good too... At least we have our blades back now...

hi hells think i said hi? am sorry if i didn't, feeling a bit crappy :(

[quote=blondiebear;973895]no no, these are magic brownies, yummy. and not the kind of magic that comes from added "herbs"
[quote]

Friends almost gave me some of them once, was not amsued. Hi to everone, Please jeff and ally and everyone stay safe!
I dont know what to say but please...

:( I wish i could keep you all safe and happy.

Sorry I was a bit snappy earlier. Sometimes I get bit snappy and have a go at everyone :notsure: Shouldn't do that really...

*huggles both of you*

Mors, that's so good, keep it up :) Tanks for hoping my trip goes well and I'll deffo check back in. I don't think I could really leave now, this place has been my home since November, even more so since late Dec.

Diamond, *snuggles*

thanks hells, really struggling right now *hides in corner*
glad to hear your still fighting jeff xx

Giving up on reality just going to live in my imagonary world and here now.

*leaves hugs for you all :)*

thanks hun have a safe trip xx

Help.

Question: does anyone continue to SI even when it hurts like a bear? I mean, I thought that we SI to feel something... Oh... Hmm. Sorry, I don't know I'm just really dense and stupid atm:pinch:

*sigh* arm hurts like a bear but that means I probably won't have to harm again for a bit...

Me.
I do.
*Sits in her corner plotting how to not get caught...again*

Get caught doing what hun? What's wrong?

SI-ing.

I made some rants in my thread
but I'm fine.
fine fine FINE >.<

*snuggles Alexx*
Hunni, I'm too easily triggered to read all of those but sweet heart, please find someone you can talk to, hang out with, something...

I know...I wouldnt expect anyone to read it really...
I cant...its gone midnight here.
Theres no one..
there never was anyone...
I feel alone.
Trapped in my head.
No one understands.
Its always raining...

*huggles Alexx*

Please don't harm hunni xx