We <3 everyone very very much....
coz you are all specail ^_^

(that is my love spreading for the daaaaaayyyy:-))

I love you Alex. <3

This denial tent loves everybody :]

I think i will hide in the denial tent forever because i do not want to be in this place anymore. I want to hide. Yes. I will be hiding here.
With hugs for anybody who needs one x

Ugh, I feel awful... I hate this, I wish it would just f**king go away:crying:
Should have let myself die when I had the chance:crying:

I'm useless.
I give up.

i want to dissapear for ever. i've had enough i hate all this stuff in my hbead i hate feeling like this and not being abl;e to get awya from it. no1 understands. i dont wanna be here any more :(:crying:

I want to die.

We're all struggling so badly and it's not fair, I wish everyone could be feeling good, or just okay...

Um, I think we all need a REAL psych ward :S
Sorry all, wish I had something to say to help but I'm in the same spot :pinch:

*hangs head*
*bangs fists*
*screams*
*falls on floor*

:crying:I want to cut...want to bleed like I did Saturday but I can't:crying: I'd need it stitched again and I'd be thrown in hospital for sure:crying:
G*d damn:crying:

*hugs everyone who needs them*

Ally, please don't cut again. Whats happening with your cat btw? Has your therapist said anything else to you? *send lots of love and hugs across the pond*

Helen- you aren't going anywhere *ties you down and stops you from leaving* (apart from to go to college of course) :P

*hugs Yellow* Are you alright hun? Do you want to talk about anything? *sends second shipment of love and hugs across the pond*- lucky don't have to pay postage eh?

How are you doing now Katey? I think you have said, but do you see a therapist hun? *sends support and thoughts to Blackpool*

Aaaallllleeexxxxx *pounces on her* How are you sweetheart? You aren't useless at all hun. You are awesome! Has anything happened to trigger this or just general crapiness? *smothers with hugs* x

Jo, I've already replied to your thread but wanted to send more love and thoughts. I'm sorry things are so shitty atm hun. Take care of yourself k? x

Hey Zowie how was hospital? Thanks for letting us know you are back. You ok? x

I haven't heard from Carole for a few days now and she hasn't updated facebook since Saturday.....hmmm.... will give it a couple more days and then take her number of facebook and give her a text. Carole, if you read this just let us know you are alright hun *hugs*

*pokes around for Callie* Miss you sweetie.

I think Ally is right, we should all be somewhere safe. But since we can't be, we will all stay here together and be mental as a group :)

*sprinkles fairy dust and leaves some 0cal hot chocolate and ben and jerries icecream*

"I think Ally is right, we should all be somewhere safe. But since we can't be, we will all stay here together and be mental as a group :)"

I agree...but since we can't be...let's help each through all our ****.

OMG Emma, you cannot hold me forever hehehe. Nah I won't be doing anything until at least hmmm 15th May ;) I can't wait chicken. Though I nearly went to a certain palce yesterday and broke your promise. Wooops. But I didn't go. I *really* don't want to go anywhere tomorrow. Day in bed please!!! But I have to meet my mum at 10.30, so will pack my stuff to look like I'm going and then see what to do from there. Cus I've gotta hand in coursework, so might just hand it in and go home or go somewhere else...I wish I had credit on my phone dammit. People will be annoyed with me, but **** it I don't care.

I do hope Carole & Callie are doing okay. If you reading this guys, just let us know you're okay at least? Love you both xxx

*hugs Ally* You can get through this hun. xx

Well done on not going there hun. If we go to that place I will be putting a friggin ball and chain on your foot so you can't jump lol. And your right, I can't hold you forever but I can find things that can. Surely the OD situation taught you that I can be very resourceful :P

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Well, I am not even going to start on me at the moment. Needless to say...not that great lol. In fact I may make a thread but not right now. Too tired. Got up at 2.15pm today and did nothing until 5.30 when decided I couldn't deal with being conscious and went back to bed until nearly 9. Have done none of the work for tomorrow so may not go and missed two seminars and a lecture today. I feel completely out of it, like seriously drugged up or something but I'm not. Got to go iceskating, bowling, shopping and for dinner for one of my housemates birthdays tomorrow. I seriously cannot be arsed. I want to stay in bed all day again.

Btw this was not whats wrong lol, just my observations re tomorrow translated. I will make a thread for what is wrong. Too long for here.

*goes off to read emma's thread*

my head hurts.

Haven't made the thread yet lol. On my ever increasing list of things to do. *gives you headache tablets*

It is 5.07am here and I am still up with a lecture at 9am. I am tired but just can't sleep. Just after I posted in here I caught my sort of ex and a good friend getting off with another one of my good friends. Slightly pissed off because he was still trying it on on monday and sent me letters and packages etc a couple of weeks ago. hmmmm. dunno. Anyway I am off to try and sleep x

*jeremy hides in an dark corner in the psych ward with a pillow and blanket*

*chloe comes round searching dark corners with a torch and discovers jeremy. sits down next to him and shares said blanket cos its cold here* how are you? what's up?

emma, men are ridiculous.

rachel, are you still in here?

****'s sake.

I was supossed to be meeting my mum 10.30, my alarm didn't go off again. I'm feeling rather exhausted and don't want to go to college at all you know? I've got coursework to hand in and just don't know whether to wait until I see my teacher tomorrow or hand it in today. I know he's gotta get them all marked by 15th may or something...so I could just wait til tomorrow??? I'm gonna spend another day at home, not good idea I know...

Sorry, I'm here and doing ok I guess.

I hope you are all keeping safe. I am so sorry to hear that you are all struggling so much xxx

email him tell him you're sick and give it to him tomorrow.

i'm considering not going to lectures tomorrow cos i need to study for my exam, but i don't know if i'd actually study....