Quiet again! My phone keeps on suggesting Welsh words how did it know I was Welsh?

Woo, shift ended early tonight! No more evening shifts! *dances* =D

Yay!!!

Things can now return to normal. =)

You can relax now nonperson.

Morning. I only slept 11 hours last night! But now I'm getting dozens. Anyone else up yet?

Morning
I don't know how many hours i slept. Probably about 11

Only 11 hours o.O

I'm up. =/

Hi Cacoethes and np. Any plans for today?

Hey. Not really, just have to go for my annual work health check soon... =/

You up to much?

Not really. I may have a phone call with a friend but probably not.

Fun times np!

I can't get dressed because they are having a meeting in that room again. Gah!

they do seem to enjoy taking your clothing hostage with their meetings :P

They do! And their meetings go on for HOURS!

How are you Hazel?

I guess your only other opion is to get dressed before the meetings start :P


I'm ok, mainly bored... having one of thse oddd days where I am really really bored but have zero motivation to actually do anything

how's you?

That would require waking up earlier :p
I am now showered and dressed

I know the feeling!

I'm ok. Apart from the staff not knowing that the doctor said i need to go to a&e and apparently being unwilling to ask.

that doesnot sound good... I am really starting to think the staff there have a communication problem



i've decided i hate weekdays... weekends are ok as i'm not on my own but weekdays I am on my own for 9 hours and as i cant seem to leave the house alone i'm starting to feel very trapped, and the job centre is just stressing me out which isn't helping

They really do

That really sucks.
I think the job centre's main purpose is to stress people out.
Can you sit out in the garden for a bit?

i just don't know how they expect me to get a job when I can't leave the house or concentrate on anything for longer than 5 mins :laugh: but whatever



GP is phoning on friday for our monthly check, so in my mind i only need to last till then. THen i'll find a new target point





might go walk some garden laps, there's literally a path in the grass now from my garden lapping...

Yeah that's not right
If only they could experience what it's like for even a day.

It's good to have target points.

Does it help?

Ish... think sometimes it just helps to have something to focus on timeframe wise

Yeah i get that

Afternoon all. I've been pottering in the garden.

It's nice weather for pottering!

We have a new patient in. She will not.stop.screaming.

Ugh, has she stopped yet? =/

I'm watching Alien so might be screaming soon too.

Good morning guys

She stopped eventually!
But she's back at it this morning!

Morning Luna
How are you?

Hey Beckie, I’m not brilliant.
How are you? Xx

Sorry to hear that Luna *sends love*

I'm ok.
Got ward round today

Eeek. How you feeling about it?
Got much to distract you while you wait?

Meh. Not much going on really.
I'll probably have to restart clozapine at the start dose again which is fun. Though he's been desperate to kick me out for a week now so who knows!

Hi everyone! I did the dishwasher.

Hi tamo!
Well done!

Well done Tamo!

I'm trying to work through a list of jobs and also starting an exercise class this afternoon but finding it very hard to focus on anything for very long.

Good luck with everything Luna <3

Thank you love.

<3

Had ward round.
Starting clozapine again today at the start dose again. Fun times

Thats good about the Clozapine but such a pain to keep stop/starting.

I know.
I don't know why my body is suddenly rebelling! I've never had an issue before!

Bodies are frustrating.

well... i've had a rubbish day so far :laugh:


how's everyone else doing?

Sorry to hear that shadow, anything in particular?

They are indeed tamo

What's up Hazel?

i managed to get the shop in the next village, which is the furthest ive gotten on my own in like 2 months. I got there and picked up the 2 items I needed pluss a drink, by which time I really was on the edge of a panic attack. But then they wouldn;t accept my card for under £5, but I cant go buying stuff I dont need to get it up to £5... so I got overly upset and stuff



now home with an awful head ache. In hindsight it wasn't exactly their fault or whatever, it just pushed me over the edge... this is why I shouldn;t leave the house :laugh:





any yes, bodys are annoying. I mean they are also amazing and facinating, but they are kind of stupid

That does sound stressful, well done for coping.

I'd be stressed out by that too Hazel.
Well done for managing

My body is being more stupid than amazing lately!

Hello all. I have had a productive afternoon so far.

Hi everyone, sorry for the silence. Hope everyone is being kind to themselves.

Hi insig, what have you been up to?

Hi osc, how are you?

I had a shower, hoovered, did some tidying and had my depot today. Sadly my physical health problem is playing up too so I can't go to the park as it's preventing me from leaving the flat.