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frenchhorn 29-07-2011 10:48 PM

*hugs laura and Crimson*

they know a bit, cos I had to tell them I was in a psych ward last year and they know I have BPD, depression and anxiety, but they think I'm ok and they don't know how bad it is, like the fact I've been ODing and self harming a lot and they don't know about the paranoia and voices.
sorry rambling now, shall shut up sorry


Laura2.0 29-07-2011 10:51 PM

*cuddles Oliver* do you have to tell them all or could you just tell them that you are not feeling well and that there is a lot of stuff going on for you?

frenchhorn 29-07-2011 10:53 PM

I could, but my mum would want to know everything, she is like that and in a way I want her to know everything, but I'm scared I don't want to worry her.

PoisonedApple 29-07-2011 11:41 PM

*hugs Oliver* As a parent I can tell you that she worries anyway. Maybe knowing would make worry less so to speak... Know what you're against rather than worrying about everything?

Hmmm... not sure I typed that out right... Sorry
*curls up*

frenchhorn 29-07-2011 11:58 PM

*hugs Crimson* thanks for the advice.

shadowedsoul 30-07-2011 12:01 AM

erm nevermind.

PoisonedApple 30-07-2011 12:25 AM

*hugs Jill*
You can PM if you need sweets...

*hugs Oliver*

frenchhorn 30-07-2011 12:28 AM

*hugs Jill and Crimson* I'm here if anyone needs to talk

shadowedsoul 30-07-2011 12:44 AM

thank you both, but i dont even know were to begin. my heads a mess tonight really loud and wont shut up. hugs both oliver and crimson back

PoisonedApple 30-07-2011 12:55 AM

have you tried an r/v thread? mine doesn't always make sense or have an order to it but it's a place to let things out whichever way they want to come out... not really used for ranting or venting so much as letting go...

PoisonedApple 30-07-2011 01:13 AM

*hugs all*
I'm off for home for now...
Luv you guys!

one_step_closer 30-07-2011 12:21 PM

*hugs everyone*

flutterby butterfly 30-07-2011 09:39 PM

hey guys, how's everyone doing?

one_step_closer 30-07-2011 09:45 PM

Not so good :( I'm feeling very suicidal and annoyed that I can't overdose tomorrow because people are coming to tile my kitchen. Then I have something on every day until next Sunday so i'm just going to have to wait.

How are you, Mara?

flutterby butterfly 30-07-2011 10:17 PM

:sad: I suppose that's a good thing technically? Though I do understand why/how it's annoying. **huggles** Anything in particular getting you down or you just feel crap? I'm around for a bit if you need to talk m'love.

I'm ok I suppose, struggling with some rather severe thoughts, but think I'll be ok. I'm really pissed off because one of my rats got out of the cage last night - some are fine & will be ok out of the cage & go back when they want to, but this one's a new rescue & I can't catch him & it's really stressing me out. That, coupled with 2 very ill rats is leading me to a total break down. I feel a bit sad, I've been off sick for a while now & my team (only 5 of us) invited my ex-manager (who's on maternity) to a bbq on Friday on facebook, but they didn't ask me & it makes me feel really shitty, is that bad/weird? I probably wouldn't have gone anyway as I'm crap with people atm, but I feel forgotten. Nothing new there I suppose... (sorry for the rant, didn't realize so much was bothering me!)

shadowedsoul 30-07-2011 11:05 PM

hugs all and curls up

frenchhorn 30-07-2011 11:26 PM

*hugs Jill, Mara, Lindsay and Crimson*

I'm feeling really suicidal, but can't OD as my mum and sister are coming on monday for the week then I'm going home with them for a few days after. I wish I was dead more than anything, while cycling to the gym I kept wishing a car would hit me and kill me and this isn't the first time I have thought of something like that, I think about it a lot, but havn't told any medical professionals about it, cos I'm scared of how they will react.
sorry guys I'll shut up now


Cazki 30-07-2011 11:41 PM

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Oliver* im sorry your feeling that way, you really should tell the proffessionals, you need to be honest with them. I realise you are scared but if you dont tell them they cant help you.

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mara if ok?*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

frenchhorn 30-07-2011 11:45 PM

*hugs Ian* how are you?

risenfromperdition 31-07-2011 06:54 AM

*hugs everyone*

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