*hugs Laura and Lindsay and everyone else in here*

*puts brownies on the table* fresh and hot! :)

That makes some sense Laura, but I like to keep my writings to see how I am progressing, if that makes any sense. I guess it does. Right now, I just want to hide from everyone

*hugs YodaBear* (did you tell me your name once? I don't remember it if you did)

*Curls up* Just got back from the hospital...

Don't worry, I am quite forgetful with names too lol. Mine is Matt :)

*hugs RAWWR*

*Hugs ALL*

Sorry Matt I've been calling you Ian :(

um hey guys long time
i just need some good compony today
and u guys r always great

*hugs Julie* I missed you , how are you?

my grandma had a stroke last night so i'm worried but im ok

*Hugs Julie*

I'm sorry to hear that, Julie. *hugs*

*Hugs Lindsay*

How are you and your hamster?

Morning Lindsay *Hugs* I am Up and tierd . Avox Must be sleeping in his house or in a loo roll tube as there is no sign of him but I coul hear him in the night and I'm pretty sure his water went down so I think he had a drink in the night , I want to play but don't want to wake him so I'll leave him a while , How are you hun?

Most of my hamsters woke up late evening/early night I think.

I'm just trying to hold on.

I'm here if you need me Lindsay , the ward , PM me , Text me ,FB me <3

How is everyone today?

I'm bushed , took a Diaz and am feeling it now , How are you Lindsay Hun *Hugs*

Are others afraid of starting to horseplay with someone? For example picking or swatting at lovers with no malicious intention. Used to do that with wife but no longer. I'm afraid of hurting her unwittingly as strength is forgotten.

I withdraw lots from physical play. Not an abuser but I fumble and wind up feeling real bad. Knowing that I just prefer to not bother and risk. I know at times that bothers her too. Her man doesn't touch her, seems not to love enough.

Do love her but frightened of self. Damned either way.

What is bushed? O_o

Hi everyone

*hugs all*

how are you?