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It made me smile too :) It's sad that it was the hightlight of my day. I am currently sat here with Billy the Hole Punch :)
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I'm tired and really uncomfortable :(
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Why you uncomfortable Charlie?
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*cuddles Ward* had a stressful trip out this evening, started another row. Why can't I just be in a hospital or something so I wouldn't keep upsetting everyone...
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arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
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*Hugs Sarah* It's not your fault my dear, some people just don't understand. I get rows all the time because no one really gets me, they don't understand when I'm cold, when I can't put all the effort in I should, when I snap or push them away. I sometimes even pick fights, partly because I want to let go of some anger and partly because something inside me is hoping someone will realise what I'm doing and ask what's wrong, but it doesn't happen like that. I've realised you can be as cold and bitchy as you like, but you can't ever expect anyone to see what goes on inside because they won't.
*Hugs Jill* What's the matter sweetie? |
my mum is being an ass, just had enough of all this crap. want out dont care anymore
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*hgs Lia, Charlie, Mark, Sarah, Jess and Claire*
Lia I love the story about Billy :) I've just restarted back on my meds after being off them for a month and my god I had forgotten how bad the side effects are, I feel so ill suddenly |
*Hugs Oliver* I'm glad Billy brought smiles to so many people :) I hope you feel better soon. But I guess it's worth it if the meds help you.
Please hold on Jill, things get better eventually. Helen is an example. She left us because she knew she'd be alright on her own, and one day that's going to be us. |
hmm thanks lia
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I'm the first person to post today. :P
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*huggles all*
sorry ... need to rant The following content has been hidden - Reason : long rant at housemate
so, so, so, sorry about that. just really needed to get it out. it's been bugging me for a while. i love my housemate, i really do. but sometimes he can just be so ......... inconsiderate maybe? i don't know what it is. it can be a bit of a "one rule for you and one rule for me" type situation. i do realise he is having medication troubles, but he won't see the doctor about them, so what am i supposed to do? if he won't help himself than i certainly can't help him. *sigh* meh. just plain over it. |
*hugs everyone*
spent... emotionally spent. |
*sits and looks around*
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*Hugs Lia*
*Hugs Charlie* *Hugs Sarah* *Hugs Jill* *Hugs Oliver* *Hugs Lindsay* *Hugs Kahlia* I'm sorry you are having housmate issues :S *Hugs Laura* I'm sorry you're spent hun :( *Hugs Amy* How is everyone? Why can't I get up earlier? , I was in bed 13 hours last night and alsleep most of it , Depression , sedating meds , sigh.....probably just lazy...:S |
I know what you mean, Mark. I'm usually in bed for about 15 hours.
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I got a text as soon as I put on my phone , from Hannah L asking if it was possible to meet up this morning for coffee as she was so anxious. So naturally I said yes and went out and met up with her and we had drinks and I like to think I helped calm her as well as some Loraz she had taken but she seemed calmer when we went to our respective flats, she said so . I even cancelled meeting my Housing support worker so I could meet her , he would have been here now had I not cancelled but we end up talking crap whenever we meet , Everyone in the building is nice and/or quiet and I'm not having issues with the flat itself and it winds me up he stays for an hour every week just talking about rubbish, he could be in and out in 10 -15 minutes but insists in dredging up my hospital stays and such if he can't think what to talk about .. anyhow , tangent and mini rant over :)
*Hugs Lindsay* |
hugs everyone.
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*Hugs Jill*
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*hugs all*
I feel soooooooooooo ill from these side effects, even worse than before. But when I got home today there was a letter waiting for me telling me that I havemy first apointment at the Charring Cross gender identity clinic on 27th June. OK its a long way off and I have been waiting a year now, so I guess 5 months isn't tooooooooo long. |
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