You're so sweet kitty! I'm still struggling. I don't know if I'm tryin to talk myself into or out of breaking my streak of almost 4 months free. I've also been worrying about you. Im havin computer trouble so I've missed the last few hours n I'm typing this on my iPod.

-offers protective teddy- Don't worry bout me. No point in it..

Thanks for the teddy! I can't help worryin about you kitty. I care! If we switched places, I'm sure you'd worry bout me too.

Yeah I would. Cuz I care about everyone but myself. That's why I have to go through with the plan.. I care too much for the people in my life to not go through with it... Sorry

-curls up in her dark corner-

I don't want to do it...but I have to..

I'm gonna come sit with you.

K, if you want..

Yep! Are you still cold?

No, not anymore..

Good! Maybe you'd like an iced coffee then?

*hugs Kitty and Solo* sorry your both struggling, can I come sit with you?

Of course Oliver! Scooch right in here.

Thanks Solo but I think if I had an iced coffee I'd get cold again..

Sure Oliver, you can come sit with us.

-sits up and hugs knees to make more room and starts rocking back and forth-

*comes and sits with Solo and Kitty*
thanks both. *hugs both*

-hugs oliver- You okies?

Thanks Oliver! *hugs back* How ya doin?

awful. *hugs*

-offers oliver a protective teddy as well- Sorry you are struggling too, Oliver..

I'm sorry too Oliver! At least we're not alone.

Sorry guys but I don't know if I can do this I don't even know if I will survive the night..



-rocks faster-

*hugs Kitty lots* please stay safe, is there someone you can talk to, or be with. Is there some sort of helpline you can call where you are, like we have the samaritans here. Please find someone to talk to and be with to keep you safe