Nicole, we only got a little snow too. Now it's just bitterly cold... ugh.

we only got snow today, the kids stayed home. hope it goes soon though as i need shopping!!

*Hugs Youngatheart*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Lia*

i know :( it's just icy here. SO slippy :(

I only like snow on Christmas day when there's nowhere to go and i'm all warm inside.

I don't know what to do. I feel so bad and i'm tired of this life. I keep imagining ways that I could die and it's really tempting to act on what i'm thinking. I don't know if I should phone the voluntary crisis team or maybe even the real crisis team. I wouldn't know what to say.

Lindsey, you could just tell them what you told us. If you're scared of losing your words and not being able to say anything, you could always write something down in advance and read it out. Please do try and stay safe. *Hugs*

*Hugs Nicole* They aren't kidding. I'm in the south east and we're up to about 6 inches. It's everywhere. All the schools are closed. How are you other than your outrage at the lack of snow?

*Hugs everyone else* How are you all?

*Hugs Lindsey* I agree with Lia, Please talk to one of your crisis teams. Writing things down is always a good idea , I've done it in the past . If you are getting tempted it's important that you talk to someone I think .

*hugs Lindsay* I agree with Lia and Mark, please talk to one of your teams.

I'm already feeling low, and I'm listening to a song that just makes me feel worse. Why am I doing this? Why?

On a cool note, once I get paid and SI awareness day gets near, I found the shirt I'm gonna order. It says "I live to tell my story." and has an orange ribbon saying self injure awareness day. I want it so badly.

Felicia , Try and listen to upbeat music , whatever type/genre you like right now . Is March 1st S.I. Awareness Day ?

Yep, March 1st is SI Awareness day.
Although I'd wear the shirt wayyy more often than that. haha.

*hugs mark, lia, lindsay and felicia*
lindsay-please try and look after yourself hun.
lia-heh. strange, oxfordshire is in the south east too, i think its the only place with no snow. And i'm pretty triggerd right now tbh :( you?
mark-how are you tonight?
felicia- :O where did you see that shirt?? i want one! and please try and listen to some other music and distract yourself talking to us lot :P

I'm feeling okay thanks Nicole , Bushed but feeling okay . *Hugs* How are you tonight?

Oh and Felicia I second Nicoles wanting of that T shirt , where do you get it from?

*hugs mark* glad you're ok :) i'm pretty triggerd, but fighting through.

*Hugs Nicole* Why so Triggered?

hey peoples :)
who wants to give me focus and concentration =s

*hugs mark* i think it was college if i'm honest, i had to do my PDP and it was about my skills and qualities. But i don't have any, and the tutors were all telling me my 'skills and qualities' which aren't true, and i HATE that they think i am better than i am, like i am getting praise that i haven't earned, so i really wanna SI to punish myself :(

Nicole Hun *Hugs* You don't deserve to be punished , I feel wrong when I get praise I don't feel I deserve but I think you ( and I ) can just be too hard on ourselves unjustly .

*Tries to stay awake until 9pm*

*Spots Julie and Hugs*
*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs mark* i know :( i just feel like i have no skills or qualities, and they are trying to make me look good when i haven't earned it. eugh.