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dontwantyoutoknow 16-05-2011 12:12 AM

Oh Oliver, I forgot to say, I've had three hamsters, so if you wanna ask anything, feel free.

SoMuchMore 16-05-2011 12:24 AM

*hugs everyone quickly*

*spies kahlia and glomps!*

Antebellum 16-05-2011 06:53 AM

Today is my last ever day in University... I'm handing in my final undergrad project at 2pm.

I haven't been to bed. I'm feeling, IDK. Upset I think.

too much sugar, too little sleep and nerves is making me shake.

Doikers 16-05-2011 10:13 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Michelle*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Rhi* way to go you !

*Sigh* I dont know , I'm low again and I know I;ll have to wait 8 or more hours to speak with Felicia :/

flutterby butterfly 16-05-2011 11:11 AM

hugs to you all!

Oliver, sorry you're feeling low. I'm sure you'll be brilliant, just try to take each moment as they come & not worry too much about what may happen. *hugs* x

How is everyone else?

I'm still racking my brain as to whether I should go into a crisis house for a month. I just don't want a repeat of last time, going there, coming out & bring back at square one, u know? It's just a horrible vicious circle! Any advice? X

Doikers 16-05-2011 11:37 AM

*Hugs Mara*

Cazki 16-05-2011 11:54 AM

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Mark* I'm sorry your low Mark

*Hugs Mara*

:ermm: My room is being painted, so i decided to come on here. I'm very rarely on in the morning let alone awake.

Doikers 16-05-2011 12:23 PM

*Hugs Ian* What colour/s is it being painted?

Doikers 16-05-2011 12:33 PM

The Anxiety is unbearable :S I don't know what to do .:(

flutterby butterfly 16-05-2011 01:33 PM

*hugs doikers* :( Hope you feel better soon

Cazki 16-05-2011 01:41 PM

Its like a very light coffee colour. *Hugs Mark*

Doikers 16-05-2011 01:45 PM

Cool Ian *Hugs*

*Hugs Mara* thanks :)

one_step_closer 16-05-2011 02:03 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 16-05-2011 02:27 PM

*Hugs Lindsay*

Laura2.0 16-05-2011 02:43 PM

*hugs all*

just came back from the psychotherapist. I made her laugh at one point. She asked me why I didn't tell anyone that I self harm. I replied 'why should I?" that made her laugh.
I think she got the impression that I want to stop cutting, but I really don't want to stop. hmm...

she wants me to take paroxetin (dunno if it's the same spelling in english) does anyone here know what it does? she just said that it will take some of the 'pressure to cut' or something like that.

Doikers 16-05-2011 02:53 PM

Laura this is what I found googleing it .....

Paroxetine (also known by the trade names Aropax, Paxil, Seroxat) is an SSRI antidepressant. Marketing of the drug began in 1992 by the pharmaceutical company SmithKline Beecham, now GlaxoSmithKline. Paroxetine is used to treat major depression, obsessive-compulsive disorder, panic disorder, social anxiety, and generalized anxiety disorder[1] in adult outpatients.

I'm on an SNRI so they are similar.

Laura2.0 16-05-2011 02:56 PM

thanks mark *hugs*
I'm not sure if I'm going to take it. But I'll get it from the pharmacy, so if I decide to take it I already have it. Does that make sense?

Doikers 16-05-2011 03:12 PM

Yes that makes sense Laura :)

frenchhorn 16-05-2011 05:43 PM

*hugs all*

Doikers 16-05-2011 05:45 PM

*Hugs Oliver*

dontwantyoutoknow 16-05-2011 07:47 PM

*hugs everyone*

Laura - good on you for making your appointment! :thumbup:

Mark - do you take anything for anxiety?

Lindsay - how are you feeling?

Oliver - how are you feeling?

I have the doctors tomorrow. I really hate going to the doctors and I always have to go by myself because none of my friends live round here, and I can't talk in front of my family.

Laura2.0 16-05-2011 08:03 PM

*hugs oliver*
*hugs mark*
*hugs MJ* it's the same for me with doctors. I'm always scared that my GP could see my scars/cuts. He doesn't know anything.

Doikers 16-05-2011 08:07 PM

I take Diaz, Buspirone for anxiety and Duloxetine forAnxiety / Depression MJ
*Hugs Laura*

Laura2.0 16-05-2011 10:26 PM

*hugs mark*

I'm really struggling to make a desicion. I have to deside if I take the meds or not. There are too many cons

Laura2.0 16-05-2011 10:33 PM

I don't understand why doctors just give people more and more meds.

flutterby butterfly 17-05-2011 12:15 AM


Originally Posted by Mute.Scream (Post 2812295)
I don't understand why doctors just give people more and more meds.

nor do i but if you find out, let me know?

*hugs everyone*

time to enter my nightmare. good old sleep. gnyt guys x

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 12:17 AM

*hugs mara* good night.

Cazki 17-05-2011 12:48 AM

*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Mara*
*Hugs Mark*

Argh crap i feel so lonely :( i hate moaning which is why i tend to just not moan.

Doikers 17-05-2011 10:14 AM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Ian*

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 11:26 AM

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Mark*

how are you?

Doikers 17-05-2011 12:09 PM

*Hugs Laura* I just got cornered into a phone interview by the Jobcentre, hmmm Pretty Anxious now.

one_step_closer 17-05-2011 03:19 PM

I hope it goes well, Mark.

I'm so stressed. I think I have to move on Monday but that doesn't give me enough time to get carpets put down and get the decorating done.

frenchhorn 17-05-2011 03:50 PM

*hugs Lindsay* good luck with moving, hope you manage to get it all sorted in time

*hugs Mark* I hope the phone interview goes ok.

*hugs everyone*

Its international day against homophobia and transphobia today, just to let you all know :)

Doikers 17-05-2011 04:12 PM

*Hugs Lindsay* Good luck with the Move Hun!

*Hugs Oliver* I didn't know that nibblet of information :)

frenchhorn 17-05-2011 04:14 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you?

Doikers 17-05-2011 04:30 PM

So excited about meeting up with Felicia . Bit anxious but hey , I thought Today was going to be bad after the tough morning but feel okay now .
How are you Oliver?

frenchhorn 17-05-2011 04:33 PM

when are you meeting up with Felicia? I'm glad your doing ok.

I'm ok thanks, excited about my adventure on wednesday and thursday.

Doikers 17-05-2011 05:01 PM

*Hugs Oliver* the end of July is when we meet in Swindon :) Whats your Adventure ?!

Louise 17-05-2011 05:08 PM

one exam down one to go.

hugs everyone

Doikers 17-05-2011 05:18 PM

GO Louise! Hugs :)

PoisonedApple 17-05-2011 06:18 PM

*hugs everyone* Sorry I haven't read the last 5 days of posts...there's just too many to handle right now.

I've officially bought the house. We're half way moved in. We already moved the stuff from our storage unit so we won't have to pay for that anymore. My dad sent more money than I needed to get the armiore but I'm not gonna complain or argue since we need it. My sister in law is still causing trouble but even David got to the point where he said that she had 2 weeks to get her head from her arse or she's gone. He tells me we need her to stay financially but I pointed out that she has no job and with the way she's been I'd rather throw her out and get a second job if we actually need more income. *rolls eyes* either way i also pointed out that the apartment was in his name so his house but the house is entirely in my name not just me paying for it, so it is MY house. we'll see how it goes and how many more times i get called a bitch by the SIL... (i already pointed out that she ain't seen nothin'... i can truly be a bitch but I haven't thus far...)

On another note, why are people so horrible? My coworker's 15 month old son is in the ICU in a medically induced coma because his dad's gf abused him and shattered part of his skull...

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 06:43 PM

*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*
*hugs Crimson* people are cruel all the time, I don't know why though. I hope the baby is going to be ok.

Doikers 17-05-2011 06:57 PM

*Hugs Crimson* You're NOT a bitch hun

*Hugs Laura*

frenchhorn 17-05-2011 07:03 PM

*hugs Crimson* I really hope the baby will be ok, people are so cruel and I wish I knew why.

*hugs Mark* ooo that is soon, have fun. my adventure is taking a photo every 15 minutes of exactly the same spot in the countryside from midnight to midnight, so it involves sitting in the middle of nowhere being awake for over 24 hours!

*hugs Louise* good luck with your exam

*hugs Laura* how are you?

PoisonedApple 17-05-2011 07:12 PM

*hugs Mark Laura and Oliver* they said IF the baby makes it he'll be severely special needs because of it. :(

And mark, I can be when I put my mind to it. I usually try to be nice but she's worn down my last nerves. Everything has an excuse with her and it's always someone else's fault... *sigh* I still didn't get an apology for Sunday's debacle. Ah well.

frenchhorn 17-05-2011 07:15 PM

*hugs Crimson* thats awful about the baby :(

dontwantyoutoknow 17-05-2011 08:00 PM

I made it to the doctors. Told her about my suicide plan; she asked what it was, I said I didn't want to talk about it. I told her the date was going to be my 21st in two weeks, but that I've decided to give myself more time, and now I don't have a set date. She's worried about me and wants to see me every month. I can't even stick a form in to get a repeat prescription, I have to be seen. But oh well. I'm getting my old counsellor back towards the autumn also, but I'm not sure if I can hang on that long.

The doctor also gave me back my anxiety meds. She's going to change my anti-depressants when I'm a bit safer. Well she says when, I say if. :crying:

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 08:17 PM

*hugs crimson*
*hugs oliver*
*hugs mark*

Doikers 17-05-2011 08:17 PM

*Hugs MJ*

Laura2.0 17-05-2011 08:32 PM

*hugs MJ*

today might possibly be on the list of my top 10 worst days of my life

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