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frenchhorn 30-04-2010 02:23 AM

yeah that makes sense Helen, I feel the same, because for most of my life I've had to live as someone I wasn't and even though I'm living as Oliver now, its only been a few months, but I will be able to start my 20's as male and continue the rest of my life as male.

Owen, did you manage to eat something?

MammaMia 30-04-2010 02:24 AM

That's good :) Hopefully our 20's will go how we're hoping them to :)

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:25 AM

-nods- soup and toast was yummy
but the angry person will get mad
-puts scooby doo moive on dvd player-

MammaMia 30-04-2010 02:28 AM

I'm glad you've eaten Owen *cuddles*

Why will the angry person be angry?

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 02:29 AM

glad you've eaten Owen, indeed soup and toast is yummy

Helen, yeah I hope our 20's are what we hope for. *hugs*

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:31 AM


Originally Posted by MammaMia (Post 2270938)
I'm glad you've eaten Owen *cuddles*

Why will the angry person be angry?

we isnt meant to eat and i doesnt no u proply yet so please no touchy
the others like them but i no like touchy

MammaMia 30-04-2010 02:31 AM

*hugs Oliver lots*

I'm getting hungry at all this talk of food. Hmmm! It's getting late. I have to be up in SIX hours to be ready etc for my doctor's appointment =( Probably try sleep once this debate has finished on iplayer :P

Owen, you have to eat. I'm sorry, I won't hug you again unless you feel comfortable with that :)

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:35 AM

i likes eating but the angery person gets mad and loud and says mean things

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:37 AM

i'm sleepy now but i has to tidy up

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:45 AM

anyone wanna come play in my tree house

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 02:48 AM

ooo, a tree house, I love them

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:49 AM

so u wanna play

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 02:51 AM

yeah, *comes joins Owen in tree house*

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 02:53 AM

I spy Kahlia, how are you? *hugs*

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 02:53 AM

-claps- yay. u wanna come in to Kahlia1981

Kahlia1981 30-04-2010 03:09 AM

Hi Oliver & Owen. How are you both doing?

I just got home from the GP.
He's given me a script for a strong narcotic and referred me to the Pain Management Clinic.

April: I think it was you who asked, I came off the Champix on day 4 - almost a week ago. I haven't been able to get out of the depression again, and with all the "stuff" happening with the HQCC and my parents basically refusing to support me in my fight for fair treatment. Not to mention the fact that my entire savings had to go on replacing electronic equipment that my god-daughter destroyed ... I just hope that we can get enough money to get out of this hellhole.

By the way, if anyone wants to see a completely f*cked LCD monitor, drop it with force onto your mouse. Not only will all the "bubbles" burst where the impact was (showing black screen), but if you remove (carefully) the front you will see a whole heap of damaged electronic components behind it. Do not do this if you do not have a spare. I have had to borrow my housemate's computer when he allows me to use it.

*walks around the ward to find everyone and offers them hugs, then disappears into a dark space to sit down and cry*

SoMuchMore 30-04-2010 03:12 AM

I spy oliver and kahlia!

*hugs everyone* Sorry no individual replies b/c there have been 5 pages since earlier today. I read them all though.

Oh but I did want to say, Kahlia - We still want you around here. You are not invisible or ignored. The ward has been so busy lately. Its hard to keep up. I think we've all kinda felt that we arent getting as much individual responses lately. *cuddles*

I got a job!!! As a designer for the local paper out here! woohoo! I start june 6.

MammaMia 30-04-2010 03:15 AM

-cuddles everyone lots-

Kahlia, that sounds horrible. I remember with my last laptop, when I dropped it & the screen smashed, it was horrible. I touched the 'cracks' (as I didn't realise what had happened' and it felt weird...

Wow that was bit pointless wasn't it???

I'm going to try sleep soon :/ It's already 3.15 :|

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 03:29 AM

congrats on the job laura *hugs*

Kahlia, that doesn't sound good about your laptop, hope it gets sorted soon *hugs*

night Helen *hugs*

night Owen, if your still around

right Mamma Mia has finished and as it 3.30am here I am going to attempt to sleep. night everyone

Doikers 30-04-2010 08:58 AM

*Hugs Laura*Congratutations , thats great news :)

So many posts I read a lot of them .
*Hugs for those who want em*

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 09:02 AM

hi anyone about

MammaMia 30-04-2010 09:07 AM

Well done Laura :D

Oliver, my laptop is fine, that was my old one :)

Arrrrgh my appointment in 20 minutes!!! Really bad sleep, oh dear :/

CrazyHayley 30-04-2010 09:15 AM

Oh my goodness *rubs eyes* there have been nearly 7pages of posts in 12hours, we're absolutely buzzing in here aren't we?!

*pops around ward to catch up with everyone*

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 09:22 AM

*curls up yawning*

CrazyHayley 30-04-2010 09:45 AM

Well I've caught up with you all and I wish I had the time to 'talk' to you all properly, but alas I'd be here all day! Which I'm afraid I don't have the time to do. But a few things stick in my head...I feel awful when some things seem to stick in my head more than others, I honestly don't want you thinking that I prioritise, but I feel that some things can't go unsaid either....

*huggles Kahlia* you are not 'whatever the words were you used' type of person! I want you here and value you. It's been nearly 2years since I started being a regular in the psych ward, and I remember you being on here and welcoming me (when the time zones allowed) and how you kept us all updated even when you were in hospital having surgery on your shoulder and all the dramas that went along with that. It seems so unfair that things keep happening to you to compound your depression. I wish that I could help more in some way, but alas I'm left with offerring tissues for your tears and huggles for support and hope that it helps in some small way *huggles Kahlia extra and passes tissues*

*throws confetti and pops party poppers* Laura - congrats on your job!!! Thats so good, I love a reason to celebrate *huggles Laura*

*great big group huggles for all my fellow wardies* There are so many of us that I fear on typing names and missing someone out, especially as we've had so many newbies recently and I'm not sure if they were in here for a day or being inmates for a while! But your all welcome and I love giving huggles....though Owen, if you're about, I read that you don't like huggles, so I'll just wave at you.

So Eoghan was told yesterday that he is too valuable and experienced a soldier to be allowed to go on the posting to America, he is needed in Afghanistan. On one hand I'm so proud of him on all that he has achieved and that he is so highly valued, I'm also kind of relieved that I won't be only seeing him during his 'leave' over the next 2years, BUT I so don't know how I'm going to cope with him going to Afghan again. I guess at least this time I shouldn't have the PMDD to cope with as I'll be back on the injection. Gotta count even the small blessings right? Well me and Oliver are voting Green, who knows maybe they'll get in and then withdraw the troops?! *wishful thinking*

I'm off to watch Iron Man 2 at the cinema later. I love films like that and its even better when Robert Downey jr is the lead role!!

I'll check back in a bit later when there may be more people in the common room.

*toddles off to the smoking shelter*

"Oh puppy sinclair!! You joining me outside to do your business?!"

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 09:49 AM

yea sorry i for got to meantion that, owen doesnt like being touch unless no knows the person well

he's around somewhere probably watching something i'll let him out if u wanna talk to him i dont mind

CrazyHayley 30-04-2010 10:18 AM

Oh hi Julie *huggles her* I thought perhaps you'd gone to sleep! I can only imagine what its like for you to try and keep tabs on your alters. I don't know too much about the condition, so I hope I don't ever offend. I'm also easily pleased on who I talk to - as long as they are kind natured - so whatever is best for you. The same goes for Kat, as I know she has alters too. *huggles kat wherever she may be in ward*

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 10:20 AM

more then one of us can be out at the same time sometimes it's strange i've never been diginosed

Doikers 30-04-2010 10:24 AM

I got a letter with a date for a medical for a benifit I didn't know I applyed for . my social worker rang them , can't get through it keeps cutting off so he sais to go to the jobcentre and they will sort it , I walk down there in the rain and they say they don't deal with it ring the number ! *SIGH*

Bed at 7 last night , asleep at 7.30pm woke and brekkie at 4am back to bed up at 8.30 .
Heard letter box at 8 ish it was my dad dropping this letter as they sent it to my parents house despite the other benefits people knowing my new address!
Time for Coffee .
*Leaves Coffee , Tea , Hot Chocolate , and Cola on the table and sinks into my corner*

Frustrated !! Caffine isn't a great idea but I'll moderate it :S

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 10:27 AM

i need to shower be back

CrazyHayley 30-04-2010 10:29 AM

Ah I don't really understand it either Julie - it must be confusing at times! but its amazing what our brain does to help us through situations. Perhaps April knows more about it what with her psych studies! *huggles Julie and waves at Owen*

*huggles mark* wow thats been an eventful morning for you! Thanks for the coffee. I've just had another fag in preparation for phoning the jobcentre about a work based interview...the letter was also sent to my nan's, who I moved out of over 2years ago! I've been putting phonecall off, but I need to do it as today is my last sane day! I hope I don't keep getting cut off...eek!

frenchhorn 30-04-2010 10:37 AM

feel sick, just got phone call from someone in uni, head of school wants to see me at 5 today, but I'm in a rehearsal, so she will ring back next week to arrange a time, seeing teacher to discuss stuff in 20mins, scared about that, which is stupid I know, so freaking tired.

Doikers 30-04-2010 10:41 AM


today is my last sane day!
Hayley , when is your Sanity injection??

*hugs Oliver* sorry you're scared:(

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 10:42 AM

ok 'm outta the shower be back soon

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 11:09 AM

ok i'm back lol

Doikers 30-04-2010 11:20 AM

Hi julie :) *waves*

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 11:21 AM

hi is it ok if i comes out

Doikers 30-04-2010 11:28 AM

It's ok with me , hi:)

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 11:29 AM

i is owen -yawns- meant be sleeping

Doikers 30-04-2010 11:33 AM

Hi Owen , I'm Mark , aren't you tired if you are meant to be sleeping?

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 11:34 AM

no i no like sleeping

MammaMia 30-04-2010 11:35 AM

*hugs everyone, except those who don't want to be :)*

Well that appointment went well, huzzah, glad I've gone now. One more painful period to do now. So bit like Hayley, but obviously different things *squishes*

Doikers 30-04-2010 11:38 AM

*Hugs Helen* Well done on going :)
I spy an April a Helen and a Moi!

Doikers 30-04-2010 11:42 AM


Well that appointment went well, huzzah

I've never heard anyone say huzzah exept Monty Burns on the Simpons lol made me smile :)

Scarletdreamer 30-04-2010 11:46 AM

Yes yes I am here!! :D

Just got up as a matter of fact, am in my pjs still... lol.

There were 5 pages of posts since I last posted, and I posted LATE for me, past 8pm, haha... I know that's kind of pitiful but still... we went to bed around 9:30pm and I fell asleep pretty damn fast. So tired. Am still really tired but am feeling okay now. But basically, can't respond to all of the posts - I do know that Hayley mentioned something about me knowing summat about DID (dissociative identity disorder) due to my psych studies, but I don't really know a ton either. I am pretty sure that the alters can't know each other to the "core's" (which would be Julie in this case, I think) knowledge... but I am not positive about that. I don't know. I've had a similar experience with dissociation, had a part of me, the angry child, that I named Tabitha, but that was in 2005/2006 and since then, with work in therapy, she's been integrated back into my personality. For the most part, anyway!! lol... she did come out in 2007 when I was still living with my parents and my mum searched my room for "tools" (if you get what I mean).

Blah. Anyway, soz if that didn't make any sense at all...

*cuddles everyone who wants cuddles*

Scarletdreamer 30-04-2010 11:47 AM

Lol, I say "huzzah" ... how are you doing, Mark? You had breakfast quite early!! :P Hope it didn't upset your tummy. What're your plans for the day??

Hels, I spy you!! :D (you dropped your invisibility cloak!!)

xxjuliexx 30-04-2010 11:52 AM

i is big boy i isnt going to cry -curls up small- i didnt mean to wake th daddy person up but i did and he yelled

Doikers 30-04-2010 11:54 AM

April *Hugs* Plans for the day hmm , I might go for a walk if the rain holds off ,can't do to much physically as my back keeps twinges :(
Today I'm going not to stress about all the letters people have sent me this week , (Won't list them all , that would make me focus on them) .at least I'm going to TRY and not stress . What about you April , you have Uni today? or maybe some WoW?

I dreamt I had yogurts last night , is that symbolic?:S lol

MammaMia 30-04-2010 12:05 PM

Thanks for the well done's, really am proud. Oh gosh, it was bit embrassing. I had a medical student in, thought he was going to sit in, then realised he wanted to take it. So felt really guilty in asking the GP to do it. If it been about something else, I would have happily let him, probably. Don't know why I'm dizzy/fainting yet, but investigations have started :) She suspects anaemia(sp) at the moment...

Huzzah rocks :P

Got to go out soon, go to jobcentre interview, go see my mum & then go upto hospital for my blood test! Then come home & get my treat for my achievements :P

Doikers 30-04-2010 12:07 PM

OOOH Helen , what are you treating yourself too :)?

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