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~*Rainbow*~ 17-02-2009 04:39 PM

*checks in*
and this time i dont feel like leaving!!!
First agro from his mother and my mother
Got good news got a small part time job which will help me (i thought)
untill i got home and flat mate has acused (sp?) me of stealing money from her secret money hiding place which i dont even know where it is and wouldnt do that and now she is kicking me out!! been to the council and im not a prioraty case because i am not local to the area because i moved down from scotland!!! i just want to give up i know have a small 4 hour Pt job that i get 20 quid for and the jobseekers allowance - which because i work fort hat 4 hours i am gonna get moeny taken off my job seekers becasue i get more than 5 quid!!

can anyone give me any advise on where i can go to get a roof over my head???????

Eclectica 17-02-2009 05:19 PM

I hate going outside. Went out today and freaked. Kinda. It was like.. everyone could see me, but i couldn't see anyone else. Like a one way mirror. And sounds sounded inside my head, and I was dissociated all the time I was out. Then there was the **** off huge ball of panic pressing down on my lungs, but I managed to keep it under control. Though I nearly attacked a few people. Scared I will one day. No doubt I will. I'm dangerous. I shouldn't be around people.

zowie 17-02-2009 06:00 PM

*Hugs Nikki* Is there no way of convincing your roommate it wasn't you? we have an office that can help you find somewhere that you can afford with help from housing benefits, which you can get when you're on JobSeekers. Maybe there is a place like that where you live?

*Hugs Katricia* I know how horrible it is when you feel unsafe around people, whether it's for your own safety or theirs. Is there any professional you can talk to about ways of coping with these feelings?

*Hugs everyone else* Didn't have time to read all the pages since my last post, but will check in with everyone later to see how you're all doing.

I got interviewed for the TV show my sister's going to be on, and got ridiculously camera shy! They're coming back again tomorrow to film us being a family, which we never do...They tried filming it on Saturday but said it was too unnatural. That's because we're not used to sitting together with the TV off and just talking!

Eclectica 17-02-2009 06:58 PM

Well, mum went to the doctors today and they've found me a new psych (hopefully) and (more hopefully) this one will actually be nice, understanding and actually listen.

Spirit of an Angel 17-02-2009 07:39 PM

im checking and definatley staying cant go out there no more *sobs*

Eclectica 17-02-2009 09:04 PM

Mum keeps talking about 'what if she dies'. As if I'm not paranoid enough to sit here all day listening out incase she gets hurt.

realflifefaerie 17-02-2009 09:04 PM

Am checking in, am really not with it.
Need to shower but can't even be bothered.

Tears of Solitude 17-02-2009 09:15 PM

Secrets, xxx I totally understand xxx

Katrica I really hope this new psych will be great

Free Spirit Stay here, your welcome

Nikki I havent got anything to suggest, but wanted to offer my support xxx I hope you can convince your room mate it wasnt you.

For everyone else ::::::::::::: hugs :::::::::::::::::

How are we this evening????

MammaMia 17-02-2009 10:44 PM

Can' be bothered to be strong.
Am losing my mind.
Jade's talking thouhg <3

All I'm Living For 17-02-2009 11:01 PM

havent been on here in a while but could nyone spare a hug?

Jetforce 17-02-2009 11:08 PM


MammaMia 18-02-2009 12:18 AM

*squishes soph*

~*Rainbow*~ 18-02-2009 10:31 AM

Ive tried to tell her but she wont listen she wants me out by the end of the week!!!
i cant cope anymore!!! i just want to die

i've been to the council and they cant help me
no one can help me i cant even get a loan to help me
my mum wont send down my credit card
it looks like the only choice i have is to move back home to scotland an leave behind my partner i dont want to do that but it looks like i am going to have no choice

zowie 18-02-2009 01:35 PM

Feeling angry at the moment. Just thinking about how all my 'friends' decided they didn't like me anymore and that they'd rather spend time with the rapist than with me.
It just hurts, you know?

MammaMia 18-02-2009 01:36 PM

*cuddles Arwen*
Screw them hun, you don't need mates like that.
You've got us lot who care lots for you.
Love you sweetheart xx

zowie 18-02-2009 02:07 PM

Thank you Helen. :) xx

Tears of Solitude 18-02-2009 06:39 PM

Zowie < big hugs > xxx

Mammia How are you feeling today ????

Nikki sorry that you might have to go back home, can your partner come to Scotland with you ???

Huge Hugs go to All Im Living For and Jet Force

:::::::::::::::: hugs Everyone ::::::::::::

How is everyone else this evening ?????

Mary Anne 18-02-2009 08:28 PM

Hi everyone,

Just letting you know I am okay.
total zombie just now, going through the motions but not really living

*hugs everyone tight*

MammaMia 18-02-2009 08:42 PM

Anyone else watching Brit awards?

Mary Anne 18-02-2009 09:05 PM

me :)

why are take that all wearing glasses? has old age caught up with them!

MammaMia 18-02-2009 09:27 PM

Must be!!!!!!!!
I can't wait until the best single award.

fallen wings44 18-02-2009 11:52 PM

hi im back....
i cant stop thinking about my friend who could have an ed and i cant do anything to help her.....i feel so useless.......i tryed to show her that whatever plomblems she has i will try my best to help but so far i dont think it working.......

Kahlia1981 18-02-2009 11:59 PM

Hi all. Just skulking in to offer hugs to all. Then I'll hide in a corner somewhere.

*hugs everyone*

fallen wings44 19-02-2009 12:10 AM

*hugs kahlia*

wildly insane 19-02-2009 01:39 AM

*hugs to all* sorry not more individual, I've had a stonking headache all night and I need to be asleep before the next set of Ibuprofen wears off. My mood plummeted today, is not fun.

*goes and checks all those hiding in corners and under blankets are okay and offers lots of cuddles and tea*

MammaMia 19-02-2009 01:59 AM

*hugs all*

I'm going to go hide, am doing REALLY shitty at the moment :/

Damnation. 19-02-2009 02:54 AM

*Curls up and cries*

>_< Really want to take an OD...

MammaMia 19-02-2009 03:52 AM

Donmt sweet.
I did today and regret it
What's wrong?

Argh I'm so over fed up of my life.
Am tired of people being horrible
*tears hair out*
Plus other crap

Damnation. 19-02-2009 03:55 AM

I'm not, I'm resisting *cuddles back*. Tis hard when I'm the only one awake, and there's things I could take in the next room, but I think I'm managing x_o.

And I'm just so sick and ****ing tired of letting the same person hurt me again and again and again. I'm so fed up of allowing myself to be so easily pissed off and upset. I feel a little embarrassed to go into the details though, as it sort of feels like I'm making a big fuss over nothing, even though common sense says that I'm not :sweat:

I hope you got sorted out for your OD today *big hugs*

MammaMia 19-02-2009 04:07 AM

I know how you feel *cuddles* It's ahrd, I'm sorry I don't have any good advice or anything :( Nah I didn't, I'll be fine I'm sure.

Damnation. 19-02-2009 04:40 AM

*Cuddles back* x_O Helen, if you haven't seen someone, you really ought to

Kahlia1981 19-02-2009 06:05 AM

*hugs all*

This ward must surely have a lot of corners ... and I'm going to go find myself another one to hide in.

Auburn Shadow 19-02-2009 06:37 AM

*hugs to everyone*

Sorry I haven't been around this place much recently, I've been taking a bit of a break from RYL. Hope things aren't going too rough for you guys, been thinking about you all while I've been away.

Going skiing for a week from Saturday, so won't be around again, but I'll try and check up as soon as I get back and all that. I'll be thinking and praying about you all.


MammaMia 19-02-2009 01:05 PM

*hugs all three of you*

Dayna, what's the point in wasting my time and everybody's else to be told your blood levels are normal, and waste my time beinf told to do xyz and then have no szupport after or in getting hold of people.

Kahlia, well it is a special psych ward and does have our tent that everyone lives in, that has a million corners & more :)

Hana, I'm going to miss you, but you know that since we talk all the time on msn ;)

Mary Anne 19-02-2009 01:07 PM

*Hugs everyone*

Kahlia - like the denial tent there are as many corners in here as we need.


pixiedust 19-02-2009 01:08 PM

*hugs everyone and walks into the denial tent* Think I"ll stay here for a while.

MammaMia 19-02-2009 01:46 PM

I thijnk I might move back in permantly to the denial tent,so much safer...

Tears of Solitude 19-02-2009 04:59 PM

:::::::::::::::::::::: hugs to everyone ::::::::::::::::::::::::::

Dayna and Helen I am so sorry you are feeling bad today. Do you want to talk more about it?????

I had a bad night last night. Nightmares and shaking. Im fed up with them. Im not a little girl anymore, I should be big and brave by now, but Im not < cries >

zowie 19-02-2009 05:55 PM

I'm three months free today.
I just wanted to tell you all that I love you guys, and I wouldn't have got here without you.

pixiedust 19-02-2009 06:25 PM

Well done zowie. That's absolutely fantastic!

realflifefaerie 19-02-2009 07:19 PM

*hugs Jade* its ok to not be brave all the time.
*dances with zowie* well done hun! thats fantastic.

secrets is having one hell of a wek, 2 deaths and her heandfather hanging on the balance, can she hide somewhere please?

fallen wings44 19-02-2009 07:34 PM

*hugs everyone*

Tears of Solitude 19-02-2009 08:05 PM

Zowie Well done honey YAY congratulations

Secrets < bigs hugs >

Big hugs to PixieDust and Air

How is everything this evening ?????????

Mary Anne 19-02-2009 08:13 PM

Well done Zowie.

I am feeling sick again, too much stress from the he-devil :(

*cuddles everyone*

(sorry for total lack of personal responses just now)

Tears of Solitude 19-02-2009 08:16 PM

I hope you feel better soon Mary Anne xxx

Damnation. 19-02-2009 09:36 PM

Congratulations, Zowie! <3

Helen: Gah x_o I don't really know what to say, I'm afraid *hugs*

Jade: How're you feeling now? *Hugs you too*

*Glomps everyone else*

Triggered as hell x_x

Tears of Solitude 19-02-2009 09:38 PM

Sorry to hear that Dayna xxx Can I help

Damnation. 19-02-2009 09:45 PM

Not really sure what to do other than just distract myself. I'm messing about in a few places on another site, as well as lurking here, and got a couple of conversations going on MSN, so hopefully that'll do.

And how are you now? You sidestepped that question xD. I hope you're feeling better

Tears of Solitude 19-02-2009 09:46 PM

Do you know Your too good I did side step the question Im okay and giving hugs right now < big hugs to your Dayna >

Thanks for asking xxx
Love Jade xxx

Damnation. 19-02-2009 09:49 PM

Ah goood, I'm glad you're feeling better now *big hugs back*

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